Three years, 15 million words, the life changer of the yin and yang agent
Yesterday, after writing the sixth update, I announced the adjustment update, and today I made an official announcement.
The Commander has written 4.4 million words so far, and the last volume, estimated to be over with a maximum of one million words, means that this large series has come to an end for the time being.
From 12 years to write the line, to now 15 years is about to end today, almost three years, non-stop has been writing, until today, the entire series has written more than 14.11 million words, if nothing else, this story against the sky will end at the mark of about 15 million words, and say goodbye to everyone completely.
The third book is a failure, far less successful than the previous one, many book fans and friends told me on QQ or Weibo that the third book is not as good as the second book, not exciting enough, and I can't feel the touch that Duanmusen brought us at that time.
I have to admit this, although when I first wrote it, I said very stubbornly: "It's just that the story hasn't unfolded yet, but the plot hasn't been dealt with yet." ”
However, as the number of words increased, and as I became more and more tired of writing, I must admit that the book was not a success.
There are many reasons, such as writing a big story in three years, and everyone is tired of watching it. For example, many characters or story plots are too similar to resonate with everyone. For example, everyone misses that warm Komori so much that no matter how hard Wan Lin tries, he still can't get sympathy.
However, as a fairly responsible writer, I must admit here that the third book is indeed not as good as the previous one, and a big reason for the failure is that I did not write it well. The chapter on нéi Уāп Gê has been updated
I was 23 years old when I wrote the line, and I'm 26 years old this year, so three years have really passed in a blink of an eye.
The day before the National Day, when I was doing YY activities, I told everyone that this big story against the sky may be coming to an end.
but must be a new story, a new character.
At that moment, I was sitting in front of the computer, in a dimly lit room, with my eyes closed, silently speaking into the microphone alone, and my heart began to sour as I spoke.
At the end of the line, I felt that the world had collapsed, and when I failed to start a business, I was lying in front of the computer like a stray dog and began to write yin and yang, but the line was not finished, and from that time on, I was writing almost six or seven times a day.
Then until I started to write about the peak of yin and yang, eight watches a day, or even ten watches, not a day, not a week, not a month, but I have been writing like this all the time.
It's like my soul is about to be hollowed out, and the world I longed for began to turn into a heavy shell pressed on my body, crawling forward every day, opening my eyes to words, and closing my eyes to be the plot.
Days like this, a little better in the week near the end of my last book, and then when I was full of enthusiasm to write a better life changer than yin and yang, it became a burden.
Writing six shifts a day, it seems easier than in the past, in fact, I know, in fact, this is the end of the big story, like a real ending, from the first day I wrote the life changer, I knew that for this story, what I can do, what I can think, what I can create has been very little.
Everyone is looking forward to the arrival of Duanmusen, and I am looking forward to a glorious reenactment, however, it is not as good as expected.
It's like Napoleon who suffered Waterloo and fell short.
I am not Napoleon, but I also failed miserably.
However, even so, I am still working hard to write, creating 15,000 words a day, trying to end this big story well, and trying to bring these three generations, the huge world of three worlds to a perfect end.
However, I was really tired.
However, even in the last YY event, I rarely complained, and I always thought that as a codeword dog, I had to retain a little bit of my last dignity.
At least don't ask for tips from book lovers, at least don't ask for leave because of your physical condition, at least don't do anything you owe more.
At least when you can't write it, you can break the plot that you can't think of.
At least, when the fans are not satisfied, I don't go to the so-called high-profile confrontation.
Because, all I have is that keyboard, those faceless but paying for the book lovers, and the group of people who look forward to the colorful world of yin and yang.
In fact, we are all the same, we hide in the world of yin and yang, at least here is a pure land that will not be disturbed.
The same is true for those who read books, and the same is true for me, the one who writes books.
However, it was still a last resort to reduce the change.
From six watches a day to four watches a day, it is said that it is to prepare for a new book, or to say that it is to be finished well.
In fact, in my opinion, the fourth watch is also a huge amount of work that takes nearly four hours a day to write and spend more time thinking.
Maybe for everyone, who is used to reading 20,000 words of yin and yang a day, may not be satisfied, and I can only say I'm sorry.
I want to write with the best I can, and I want to be as inspired as when I was writing my travels, but this series has more than 14 million words, and the most exhausting ones are me, and I am also the old book fans who have followed along the way.
Even if the spine is sore, even if you want to pry your head open in pain, even if you are tired every day, you still have to pretend to be very energetic to face everyone.
But, at least, there are no regrets about these three years of hard work.
I think that today's failure will be a regret, but it may be an opportunity for this book.
I think the new book will be very exciting, because when I put the heavy shell on my shoulder, I will start a new adventure.
I think there will be people who complain that I am irresponsible and have to make changes, but I hope that this story will have a perfect ending.
Because, whether it is those who scold or those who praise, it is all because you once loved this book deeply, and because you have been moved by this vein, the story of three generations.
Finally, I'm still very sorry to say to everyone, Xiulan, I'm going to reduce the change from today.
I'm sorry that I didn't go back to the madman who said eight more and twenty thousand words a day.
I'm sorry that I promised to bring you a story that transcends yin and yang, but I didn't do it.
I'm sorry that some promises were not fulfilled after all.
But I think that in the days to come, in another three years, someone will say to me: "I have been following me all the way from my feet, come on, Landa!" ”
At that moment, I will definitely be in tears, thank you so much......