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"You're calmer than you thought, I thought you'd go berserk when I found out about it." Hatsune said this to Raizhe, who was working on the gunpla, and when he heard the other party's words, Raizhe didn't stop what he was doing, and replied, "Then what do you want me to do, can it be that going crazy can solve all the problems?" Don't talk about me now, even if I wouldn't be like this, it's just that there are still a lot of things that I can't understand, so I have to think about it. ”

"Thinking? Are you sure you're thinking? GUNPLA? ”

"Well, I think it calms my mind." Lei Zhe said this with a small tweezer, and Hatsune rolled his eyes, this guy has completely moved closer to the past, how much does this model look like him in the past.

"Actually, I've been thinking about a question, that is, my life, Lei Luo's life, is it just a novel, a novel called "House Demon King", the reason why Lei Luo hung up was because he was unlucky, and the reason why I became the protagonist was completely due to the needs of the plot, maybe what I am doing at this moment has also been arranged, and now I suddenly feel that I am no longer as simple as a puppet, I have been saying all along, what a novel is an idea of the author, a whim, Whether it's the characters or the plot, no matter what happens in the novel, the author has already conceived it, and the other party has already seen the development and ending, and then all the protagonists of the novel are pathetic, because they can't resist the author's consciousness, but who would have thought that, it turns out that I'm just a character in a novel, and I suddenly feel that 'fate' or something is weak, and the author's keyboard and head are the most awesome artifacts. ”

Lei Zhe put the finished model on the stand, then took out a cigarette and lit it, he looked at the model in front of him and continued: "Do you think that I am the same as this model, the purpose of existence is to make readers happy? ”

"Are you a little too pessimistic?"

"Pessimistic? I think it's just a fact, and I don't really know what to think about it now. If all of this is true, then me and Relo. And you guys. And what is the point of all the things that have been experienced, to resist, not to resist, to succeed. Failure, happiness. Sad, ~~-Update~~ Angry, ruthless. In fact, isn't it just an idea of the author? ”

The smile on Lei Zhe's face showed a little mockery. I don't know who he's mocking, it's himself, Lei Luo, or the author who wrote this book, maybe both.

"Na, I'm still the same. You're too pessimistic, and I don't think things are as bad as you think. Haven't you thought that the world in which this story appears is this world, the world you were born into, maybe it's just someone who spied on what you went through and wrote about it, isn't it? So don't think in the worst direction. ”

Hatsune said, and she continued, "Why don't I sing you a song to relax?" Come on, come on, whatever you want to hear, I'll satisfy you today, just order a song. ”

Turning to look at Hatsune, Lei Zhe smiled: "Then let's have a song "Dream and Ye Ying". ”

Like the river flowing, hearing the tranquil timbre of the flowing wind, blowing out of the cheeks, those nostalgic memories of the distant sky like a heart-rending awakening forgotten memories of tears, the season of snow-white cherry blossoms only exists in distant dreams, the whispers of petals scattered in distant dreams, the words that cannot be forgotten, the sleepless nights walking alone in the gentle wind, mischievously so noisy, returning to their senses, but it has become a memory, the clouds cover the moon, the sultry day by day, the memories that want to disappear are also like illusory tears, the time carved is so cruel, people are so cruelly bound to entertain the ultragreen and lush cherry blossom leaves, without saying a word, the season of snow-white cherry blossoms only exists in the distant dream, the whispers of the petals scattered in the distant dream, the unforgettable words, the first tone singsA very soft song, and when she sang, Lei Zhe closed his eyes, and it didn't take long for him to sit there and fall asleep, sleeping very deeply, when a song ended, Hatsune looked at each other, even if this problem has not changed for so long, every time when the other party has something to worry about, he will listen to his own song, and soon be able to relax and finally sleep deeply. …,

"It should be fine now, take a look at something else." Hatsune said to herself that this came to Lei Zhe, she raised her right hand and put the palm on the other party's forehead, and then a faint light appeared, and Lei Zhe's brow furrowed slightly, but quickly calmed down again.

……

It was a late autumn night, and it was still raining irritating, there was no one on the street, and a woman was walking on the empty road with a sleeping baby in her arms, looking very anxious, I don't know if it was because the weather was very cold, the baby in the woman's arms woke up, but began to cry, and the woman kept whispering to the baby, tears fell on the other party's face, but even so she sang a very, very light ballad.

Finally the woman stopped, she came to an orphanage in the city, she looked at the building inside, looked at the baby in her arms, and finally whispered: "Sorry, forgive Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Then the woman took out a drop-shaped jade pendant from her bosom, and in this jade pendant was written the word 'Lei Luo', which didn't look like a good thing, and trinkets like this were all over the street, and who knew if it was jade, although the shopkeeper said so.

The woman placed the jade pendant on the baby's body, and at this moment she could no longer hold back her tears, but she held back the cry, and finally put the newborn baby at the door of the orphanage, rang the doorbell of the gate, and turned and ran into the darkness.

Wait, why are you running, wait a minute...

At this moment, Lei Zhe is possessed by this abandoned baby, but he can't control this body, he can only watch everything happen but can't stop it, in this darkness he didn't even see the other party's face clearly, that person is his own mother, it must be his own mother, why don't you let yourself see her appearance clearly. I just need to see her clearly!

Raylo, Raylo...!

Although it was brief-lived. But Lei Zhe still saw the name written in the jade pendant. Isn't that jade pendant the only memorial I have worn on my body since I was a child? However, isn't the name in that Lei Zhe? How could it be Leiluo?!

At this time, Lei Zhe saw several more people appear in front of him, one wearing a black robe. A young man with silver eyes, a very beautiful woman. A fat man with a smile on his face, all three of whom he was no stranger to, was Lei Luo. Deputy Speaker Long. And the woman named Sakura!

"That woman just now is your mother, right? I thought you'd go out and meet her, after all, this is the last time. The dragon said to Lei Luo, but the man just smiled, and laughed helplessly.

"What is the difference between seeing and not seeing? And in what way should I meet her. Tell her I'm the future of this little baby? I guess she's going to treat me like a psychopath, right? Even if I own it. Lei Luo said this, taking out a jade pendant from his bosom. This jade pendant is exactly the same as the one on the baby's body, and the word Lei Luo is written on it.

"Actually, I'm satisfied to see her here, I'm a person who is about to die, there is no need to ask for too many extravagant things, now it's a burden on my feelings or something, it's better to let me go easily, as for my mother here, I think he will help me fulfill this wish, right?" Lei Luo said with a smile, and then he bent down to pick up the baby in his arms, and at this moment, the baby who was still crying stopped crying, one big and one small, one past and one future, and the two of them looked at each other like this.

"Oops, oops, it seems that you are really the same person, both sides have feelings, the past and the future meet at this moment, what should I say, to be honest, even if it is me, I have never seen my past self." The dragon continued beside him. …,

When Lei Luo heard his words, he just said helplessly: "You are different from others, whether it is a parallel world, the future and the past, you are single, there is no other you in this world, who makes you the ultimate in time and space, so you will never have the opportunity to encounter this kind of thing by yourself and yourself." ”

Lei Luo said this, continued to look at the baby in his hands and said: "Fate, fate, can it be changed as I think, the script has been written, but I believe that he will never follow the path I arranged, sooner or later he will rebel against all my plans, maybe at that time, he will be able to walk out of his own future, but in the process, they have to play a nasty role, I am really a little sorry for them." ”

"I don't think they will complain, it's not just helping you, it's helping them, they've already made up their minds, so you don't have to blame yourself anymore, where are we going next, to see your father?" Sakura said, and Lei Luo nodded, and then put his newborn self back on the ground, he picked up the jade pendant, and in an instant, the words in the jade pendant changed, from Lei Luo to Lei Zhe.

"Does it make sense for you to do that?" Sakura was a little puzzled when she saw Lei Luo's approach, and asked, why did she change her name, did she think that Lei Luo's name was not good?

"If it can be changed, why not change? Lei Zhe, this name is very good, it means 'emperor, king' in German, don't you like it? Actually, I'd love to call him Reinhardt, but this name will be the same as someone in the future, right? And I'm also surnamed Lei, isn't it...? ”

Lei Luo replied to his lover like this, but it seemed like a whim when he did it: "And a new name represents a new beginning, and many things can be changed..."

"You've actually started playing with literature and art, and the plan is already in the end, I think those lackeys will soon find the world you created, right?" The dragon said this, and then in this moment his whole person changed, originally a fat man became four people, one of them wore a mask and wore a black robe, one was tall and thin, with a white beard, one with a lewd smile, a big T-shirt, beach pants, and flip-flops, and the other was like a clown wearing bells and whistles, and his face was also smeared with clown makeup.

"You've mastered it, but it's up to you, Dragon." Lei Luo said.

"Hehe, fate, fate, I've always wanted to use this shit fate as an excuse, I'm fate from today onwards, sooner or later we will meet again, Lei Zhe!" The tall, thin old man disappeared after speaking.

"Giggles, according to the plan I should be the guardian of the door. In that case, I'm going to do my duty, and I'm really interested in seeing the story in the future. The clown turned into a light and disappeared. But his eerie laughter could still be heard in the air.

"Record. Over to you. The masked dragon said to the remaining fat man, "Then Ray will be handed over to you." ”

"Without further ado, I don't need you to teach me how to do it, I'm not interested in your plans, I just want to be a bystander. Then go and record everything I see! Although the fat man was smiling, he didn't seem to be very friendly to the others.

"Hey, hey. This guy is weird, didn't you say I couldn't complain to myself? Am I complaining? I'd love to smoke this, can I smoke it? The dragon said.

"You feel free."

Lei Luo said with a smile. Then his gaze fell on the baby again. There was a hint of relief in the smile on his face: "It's finally come to this point, whether you can change it depends on how you do it, although we are the same person, we will have different worldviews and outlooks on life." values, the environment in which we grow up will also be different. In the future, the only thing we have the same may only be this appearance, and the 'love' in our hearts, to be honest, I really envy you kid..."...,

"Cause and effect, whether cause produces effect, or effect changes cause... What a confusing question... It's like chicken or egg, isn't it? Lei Luo said this, whether he was saying it to himself or to the baby, no one knows, but now he feels very different, this is the feeling of being completely open.

Watching the three people in front of him disappear, Lei Zhe finally understood a lot of things, although he had similar guesses in the original, but after really seeing it, he had different feelings.

Especially when he saw Lei Luo's relieved smile at the end, Lei Zhe only had one feeling, that is, the other party had already made his final preparations.

Lei Luo, Dragon, and Sakura all disappeared, leaving only the fat man in a T-shirt with a smile on his face, he bent down to pick up Lei Zhe, and then said: "Fate, plans, scripts, I don't care about these things, if you can, I want you to live in a peaceful world forever, but I can't resist my duty, what I want to do is to raise you, and then record everything that happened to you, who made me just a dragon, a passerby..."

"Let's get out of this world for a while, where to go, Gintama? Forget it, that kind of world is not for you to grow up in, Moon? Forbidden? Gensokyo? Well, that's all I didn't say... Well, I thought, let's go to "The World Only God Knows", maybe you'll like it there, it's a world inhabited by otaku gods..."The fat man disappeared with the baby after speaking, and when he left, no one came out of the orphanage, but they didn't find anyone outside.

……

When he opened his eyes, Lei Zhe found himself lying on the bed, while Hatsune was sleeping next to him, he sat up, remembered everything he had seen last night, and then a helpless smile appeared on his face: "This is really a nasty dream..."

"You saw it all?" Hatsune's voice came, Lei Zhe nodded and didn't speak, this time Taibai didn't come out to trouble himself, it seems that the dream has nothing to do with it, and since Hatsune said so, then everything was done by her, right?

"I originally lived in a futuristic world, and it was a defective product, no one paid attention to it, although it was the first electronic singer to be developed, but no one wanted to look at me, until one day a man appeared in front of me, and he said to me that there was a person in this world who needed me, and that was the first time I heard someone say that he needed me, and it was for this reason that I left the original world with him, and then I have been living in another space, waiting for the person who needs me to appear." Hatsune hugged Raizhe's body from behind, leaning his face against the other's back.

"Wait, that's decades, when that person handed me over to you, I knew that the person who needed me appeared..."

Lei Zhe raised his hand, grabbed Hatsune's hand, and whispered: "Yes, I need you, at least Lei Luo did the right thing in this matter, without you, I don't know what my life would become, this should be the only thing I want to say thank you to him, and then thank you, you can always be by my side until now." ”

"The person who says thank you should be me, because it is your relationship that makes me understand that there are people in this world who need me, and I also need this person, because I am the person who understands you best, and you are also the person who understands me best, what could be happier than this kind of thing, find someone who understands yourself and understands yourself..."

"Hey, this is a foul, what you said is so touching, do you want me, the demon king, to cry to you?" Lei Zhe said with a smile, but at this time his tears had already appeared, but these tears were not bitter, but with a little sweetness.

"Don't you care about your past?"

"Why should I care? Just like Lei Luo said, although we are the same person, we will have different world views, outlooks on life, values, and the environment in which we grew up will be different. Lei Zhe said this, after he saw last night's dream, he didn't show it too strongly, it should be said that his heart was quite calm