Chapter Ninety-Three: Carelessness
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I remember Siddhara also mentioning the word "medium" when he spoke to me, but I didn't take those two words to heart at the time, and I didn't notice them at all.
Look at the situation now....... Looks like this medium has something to do with my father's death!
"Actually, if you want to break cause and effect, it's a very simple thing." My father said with an indescribable respect on his face, and said to me with a smile: "As long as you throw the medium into this pool, the water in the pool can follow the medium, invade your body, and then list the cause and effect in your body one by one." ”
"List them all?" I couldn't figure it out, so I asked with a puzzled face, "How do you list it?" ”
"It's hard for me to describe this to you........" my dad said in distress, scratching his head: "It's like a dream, a bunch of tables appear in my head........"
"Holy shit." I couldn't help but spit out a dirty word, and looked at him in surprise: "List grid?!" Why do I become more unreliable the more I listen?? Is this still something from the Immortal Mountain? ”
"yes, why not?" My dad looked at me like a fool, raised his hand, and pointed to his head: "Mountains don't change, but the human brain does, and it's extracted from the memories in your head....... Hey, it's useless for me to tell you, you haven't experienced it, it's hard to understand. ”
As soon as the words fell, my dad asked me for a cigarette again, and continued to talk to me while smoking.
"That's really not going down to the pool, I don't know, I said that we gentlemen, even the cause and effect carried by ordinary people, are also thousands, or even tens of thousands!"
"Are there so many?" I looked at him stunned.
"Yes." My dad sighed: "Although I knew before I came here that small cause and effect are not counted, I really didn't expect that the specifications it divided would be so weird!" ”
"Most of the things we think are small things actually have a lot of cause and effect."
Listening to my dad talk about this, really, I also wondered a little, how small is he talking about?
"You don't understand what I mean?" My father asked me.
I nodded and said, I don't understand.
"! You unproductive calf! I'm embarrassed to say it's my son! Shameful stuff! "My dad scolded me, he didn't feel distressed at all, he was as smooth as he wanted, he just sprayed me to death, I guess I haven't scolded people for more than ten years.
"Then you explain it to me." I said helplessly: "No one has told me this, where do I understand?" ”
"Let's put it this way, if you are walking down the street, idle and have nothing to do, spit on passers-by, and then turn around and run, before anyone catches up with ......."
When I heard this, I was a little surprised.
"That'...... ........I lowered my voice, looked at my father with a sad face, and asked him, "Have you done such a lack of virtue?" ”
"Fart!" My dad glared: "Is Lao Tzu that kind of person?!" I'm giving you an example! ”
"Don't say it, you're really like." I muttered.
"." My dad looked at me angrily and said, "That's what it means, if you do this kind of thing, then you have to bear the cause and effect." ”
"Is this cause and effect big?" I frowned: "It shouldn't be too big, right?" It feels like a small thing......."
"Great." My father sighed, as if he didn't understand this, and shook his head: "Anyway, if you do something like this, you will be punished sooner or later, and it will be retribution in this life, and it will not wait for the next life." ”
"Ah, I get the idea, but I don't care about that." I frowned and asked my father in confusion, "Since there are so many contents in that form, how did you find the cause and effect you want to break?" ”
"Look for it slowly." My dad sighed helplessly: "I've been looking for hours." ”
"You're really patient........" I smiled bitterly, "I finally found it, and I broke it?" ”
"Well, it's broken." My father nodded.
"And how did you die?" I asked him again, and the doubts in my eyes became thicker and thicker: "Is it necessary to exchange human life for the washing of cause and effect?" ”
"No, no, no, this mountain is reasonable, since I can come, then I can be regarded as a person of fate." My dad laughed twice, and there was a kind of smug taste in his eyes: "This mountain is not stingy when it comes to dealing with destined people, and this kind of thing does not require human life as an exchange." ”
"And how did you die?" The last time I asked him, I just felt a little headache.
"Before answering your question, I want to make sure again........" My dad looked at me hesitantly, was silent for a moment, and then asked me in a low voice, "Have you really calmed down?" You can't blow it up when I say anything, do you? ”
At that time, my father's expression was very serious, and he didn't mean to joke at all, so I didn't perfunctory him, I thought about it seriously, and then gave a reply.
"Don't worry." I nodded, "I can calm down, you don't have to worry about that." ”
"Okay, then I'll say it."
My dad said, taking a few deep breaths, as if mentally prepared.
Soon, he stood up and took a few steps back, as if to distance himself from me.......
"You don't want to run, do you?" I looked at him suspiciously and asked, "If you don't give me an answer, you can run away, can you do this kind of thing?" ”
"No, I'm afraid you'll play with me." My dad sneered.
At this moment, he took two puffs of his cigarette, his expression was no longer joking, and he slowly squatted down, looking at me with a complicated look.
"Didn't I tell you, I'm a person who is in a hurry, and when I don't care about big or small things, I sometimes make mistakes in my busyness." When my dad said this, there was already an unconcealable apology in his eyes, and the mixed expression of guilt and shame on his face made my heart lift even more.
"So?" I asked, my voice trembling.
"So, I'm stupid." My father smiled bitterly: "Before coming to Bulao Mountain, in order to find the key, I went through more than a dozen lives and deaths along the way, but no matter how many lives and deaths I experienced, I couldn't save my stupid brain." ”
"What do you mean??" I was stunned.
"Before I went up the mountain, I thought I had everything ready, but when I entered the mountain gate and walked to the edge of this pool, I realized that I had forgotten to bring something." My dad smiled bitterly.
"What's that?" I asked.
"Medium." My dad said, lowering his head, his voice full of frustration: "I'm so stupid, I've got everything ready, I've got everything, but I've forgotten the most important thing." ”
"You...... If you don't use the medium, then how do you determine cause and effect? I asked, trembling.
"Before that, everything I had heard and read from ancient books was almost the same......... If you want to cut off cause and effect, you have to use a medium, and the so-called medium is the object related to the cause and effect, or the injustice related to the cause and effect. My dad smiled bitterly, raised his head, looked at me, and asked me, "Do you remember the bronze vessel that the four people carried the coffin?" ”
I just felt like the world was spinning, and the scene in front of me was blurry in an instant.
This....... Does this mean that my father's death had something to do with the bronze?!
"Without a medium, there is no way to cut off cause and effect, so I can only try." My dad sighed: "Although I don't know what will happen if the person jumps into this pool, but at that time, I was already desperate, and I couldn't bear to turn back if I didn't play with my life once." ”
At this point, I eased up a bit, and my vision gradually returned to normal.
As soon as I looked up, I saw my father sitting cross-legged on the ground, looking at the ground with a blank face, his body trembling slightly.
"It's a pity....... I don't have a chance to turn back........"
My father laughed miserably: "The old man is right, sometimes, the slightest mistake can kill people, so whether it is a person or something else, you have to be careful." ”
"One son is wrong, and the whole game is lost."
When he said this, he slowly raised his hand, looked at his palm with scattered eyes, and said tremblingly.
"This time it's not money that loses, it's my life that loses, but I'm convinced........"