190 He is not a tumor

He pursed his lips and was noncommittal: "Random kindness." ”

I don't want him to eat it anyway: "What do you think someone is going to eat your child?" It's not like there's nothing to eat. ”

"Can I give birth to a rabbit?"

"Some of them are exactly like rabbits." Because it is not easy to survive, the way to ensure that rabbits are not extinct is to be able to come anytime and anywhere, which is exactly the same as the traditional sound.

"Speaking of this...... his head leaned over, his expression slightly vague: "If you can get out alive, remember to help me relieve my symptoms......

"Then come on." I said, "Fight, hero." ”

He smiled evilly, opened his backpack, fumbled in it for a while, took out a needle and half a carton of milk, handed it over, and snorted at the little rabbit: "Hey, I'll really eat it when I'm dead." ”

The little rabbit is still soaking the mother rabbit's Mimi, maybe there was milk at first, but now that the mother rabbit is cold, there must be no milk. I didn't expect Fanyin to be quite careful, so I asked while sucking milk into the syringe, "Why don't you take sausages when you can get milk?" ”

"The milk is on the table." "Maybe I forgot to put the coffee back after drinking." ”

The fire below burned for almost an hour before it completely subsided, and it was past one o'clock in the morning, and I felt a little tired and the wind was starting to get hard.

It was dark again, and I got up with Shirane to look for a place to be winded. Not too far from us was a small cave, the mouth of which was slightly blocked by a small waterfall and surrounded by a stream, so it was very damp inside. But the other caves are too far away, and the waterfall can be reassured by the lighting, so this is the best option right now.

We went into the cave and put the bunny down.

Fanyin opened the backpack, first took out a strong flashlight, got some gunpowder, gasoline and other things, lit a torch, and stood in the middle with a stone, which was considered a temporary light.

The fire didn't burn for long, so we handled the rabbit first, planning to roast it and eat it tomorrow while running for our lives, and Fanyin also came out with a bottle of salt and pepper. I was impressed by this: "Have you ever encountered this kind of thing before?" "Most people don't think about it so well.

"It's too much."

"Was there anything more dangerous before than it is today?"

"Yes."

"Did you let your teammates run away?"

"Nope."

"Then how did you let me run?"

I thought he would say something like "because you're my wife," but he never got what I wanted: "My former teammates weren't pigs." ”

I couldn't help but glare at him, he laughed, turned the rabbit with the stick in his hand, and said, "My former teammates didn't dare to run, because when they wanted to run, I usually found him, and then I ended up with him." ”

I asked, "Because you think that's betraying you?" ”

"No, people who run usually steal supplies." Fanyin said: "Since I have this idea, even if I can't do it once, I will try a second time." Rather than this, it is better to kill and save some supplies. ”

"That's right."

"Hmm." Traditional Yin asked, "Are you tired?" ”

"Not tired." Even if we are tired, we can't sleep, and it is slightly more beneficial for us to move at night.

"Then take it." He handed over the stick: "I'll take a look at the map now, let's try to find the sniper, and get his equipment." ”

I took the stick and said, "It feels like I'm playing a game, fighting the boss and passing the equipment." ”

He also smiled: "You're in a good state of mind." ”

"It's like this anyway, it's useless to be in a hurry." I saw him unfold the map and asked, "Am I not able to talk to you?" ”

"Yes." He lit up the fire, and painstakingly studied the map full of advertisements, marking symbols on it with a pen.

But I couldn't find a topic for a while, so I fell silent.

He looked at it for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I don't know what to say."

He looked at me and said, "Sleep, if you're sleepy, it's safe here." ...... so cold that he seemed to suddenly remember, and he was about to take off his hoodie when he pulled up his shirt.

I hurriedly pressed him: "I'm not sleepy, and I'm not cold." Besides, if I were asleep now, I wouldn't wake up from the earthquake. ”

He glanced at me, a little disgruntled, but lowered his head back to look at the map.

I thought of the topic: "You said before that they didn't catch Britney. But with your kind of physique, they shouldn't have tied you up, have you thought about this? ”

"That idiot has always felt that the Lin family is his relative." "They must know that," said Fanyin. ”

"But he's going to transform." I said, "The driver has been undercover here for so many years, how can he not know?" I know I can't tell when I can't control it, so why don't I tie you up? ”

Fanyin was silent for a moment, lifted his eyelids and looked at me, and after a while asked, "He has such a high IQ?" ”

"I'll tell you the truth." I said, "Britney has always been very smart, he learns to cook, and he will be able to learn as soon as he learns." Also knows a lot of tips for doing laundry and tidying up the house. Seeing the disdain on his face, I hurriedly added: "Housework is also a very profound art, don't think that these are easy." ”

He laughed a little and didn't continue the conversation: "If it was true that he persuaded the other party not to tie him up, then he must have realized the danger and would not have come out at a critical moment." ”

"Hmm." What I'm most worried about now is that Fanyin suddenly turns into Britney, and she shuddered and cried when she killed someone. He had gone mad, but he would have hurt me like that.

Then Fanyin didn't speak again, and after a while, he suddenly laughed to himself.

I asked, "What are you laughing at all of a sudden?" ”

"I feel like he's grown up." He said: "Do you remember a few years ago, when I tried my best to figure it out, he desperately disagreed, and he dragged with me for a long time, almost killing us. ”

"Hmm." At that time, I also urged him to come.

"I don't know if it's good or bad." He whispered, "Sometimes I really want to see him." ”

"Have you tried to communicate with him?" I said, "By writing." ”

"Only a few times, and he always got the questions wrong and complained that my tone was too bad." Fanyin frowned, and her tone was a little depressed.

I didn't speak.

After a while, Fanyin raised her eyelids again: "What?" ”

"I want to ask you a question."

"Hmm."

"What do you think is wrong with Britney?"

"Idiot."

"Concrete examples." I said, "Didn't he hurt you very often before?" ”

He retorted violently: "If you have a tumor, what do you think is wrong with it?" ”

"I'm serious about asking." I got up: "Do you just think about him and are you disgusted, or do you not feel it at first, and then you start to hate it because he disturbs your life?" ”

He lowered his head again and looked at the map for a long time before he said, "At first, he was just in my head, like I suddenly had a very bad friend. He spits bitterness at me every day, and it seems that the whole world is bullying him. He also likes toys and cartoons, and I was very reluctant to do so, but I always unconsciously got his wish. ”

"Were you one with him in your heart at that time?"

"I thought it was my innermost need and **." His gaze began to be dazed: "But what kind of process did it take to separate me from him and become two people, I can't remember at all." ”

"Do you know how many memories you've lost? Do you know what the specific days are? ”

"I don't know, it's a complete mess." Fanyin explained patiently, and he must have known that I didn't understand well: "You know that I have a good memory, and I hardly need to use a schedule for work, and I can remember it completely." Until now, I can still remember a certain month and a certain day ten years ago, I arranged to kill a person with what identity, what methods were used, and how much was the bounty on that list. It also includes what skills I learned, how many marks I got on the exam, and what questions I did. However, many of my memories of myself are a mess. Like Amelie, I can remember how I met you, what I did after I met, and sometimes I can recall how I felt, but for her, all I know is that I love her, she gave me a baby, and I even think she's perfect. But what we experienced together, what happened, and even what she looked like, I think I remember, but if I had to say it specifically, I can't say it at all. And so for that idiot. ”

I asked, "What about the other women?" ”

"She's the only one like this, and I can't remember anything else, but at least I can remember when we meet." He stopped abruptly and looked at me, "Don't be angry, right?" ”

"What?"

"I have all that I really feel, and it might help you communicate with him, so I can't lie because I don't want you to be angry." He was kind enough to say, "Don't be angry. ”

I really didn't feel angry: "Actually, I just talked about this topic, I wanted to ask you, if you forgot your stepmother, and you also think that Amelie is perfect, it is because you have forgotten those imperfect and cruel things." In other words, you lose to a second personality, and if you don't have them to endure this, you're going to be very miserable, because they're the closest people to you, and you don't really want to accept the fact that they've hurt you. The other day you said that you heard your own voice crying, we all thought it was Britney, maybe it was really him, because it was too painful, so as soon as you thought about it, he cried, but he didn't want to come out, so only you could hear it. But it's also because he's another you, so even if you're reluctant, you're forced to empathize with it, and you feel pain. If so, then he is not a tumor. ”

He seemed to be lost in thought, and for a long time, he whispered, "I don't feel so vulnerable. ”

"That ......"

"Alright." He looked up at me and said, "Your little bunny should be fed." ”

The old king next door