Chapter Seventy-Eight: Despair
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Before I came, Old Man Zuo and Fang Shiliang had both looked for me in private, although I didn't take what they said to heart, but now that I look back, they seem to have guessed something.
"Some things are predestined, I'm not cursing your father, I want to say ........" When the old man Zuo said this to me, he put his hand on my shoulder and patted it, and at the same time took a sip of wine, looking at me with a little complicated eyes: "If the result reaches the worst, then you must also bear it." ”
At that time, when I heard the old man Zuo say this, my heart first chuckled, and then I became happy.
"My dad is fine, don't worry about him." I said confidently.
Seeing that I was so confident, Old Man Zuo didn't say anything, and sat on the balcony with me and drank wine all night.
Actually, I wasn't that confident at all, really, even if it seemed normal and had confidence in my father, it wasn't true.
I know best about my mental activity.
To be honest, I was already a little scared at the time, if the previous confidence was generated by myself blinding myself, then when Old Man Zuo said these words, I was a little sober.
More than ten years, this is not ten days!
Let a normal person stay in the Immortal Mountain for more than ten years, if it is said that there is no danger, then I will not be able to believe it, not to mention that my father's ability has not reached the level of the old man Zuo and them, staying in that kind of place for so long....... Will it really survive unscathed?
Of course, I only dare to mumble this kind of thing in my heart, and I don't even dare to mutter in my heart, I just feel that when I think about it, I will have the meaning of cursing my father for an accident.
After Old Man Zuo, Fang Shiliang also talked to me about this.
Compared to my master, Fang Shiliang's grandson is much more direct.
"It's okay, your father is dead, you are still alive, and your family's incense can't be broken." Fang Shiliang didn't know whether he was drunk and didn't wake up, or he wasn't afraid of me stabbing him to death at all, he looked at me very directly and seriously, and said, "Who hasn't died of a father, right?" ”
"I think at the beginning, when my dad left, I was also very sad, but isn't it relieved now? You've got to be a little mentally prepared, or you'll ........."
At that time, if it weren't for the fact that I was afraid that Fang Shiliang's grandson was ruthless and black, and I couldn't kill him, this bastard would have made me smack my mouth a long time ago.
Fuck me.
Did he talk like that?! Isn't this a blatant curse on my father's death?!
"Can you fucking talk past your brain?" I was holding my temper so hard that I was almost gritting my teeth and jumping out: "Did you talk like that?" ”
Hearing me say this, Fang Shiliang also laughed vigorously, didn't apologize to me, patted me on the shoulder and said: "I just want to tell you that some things are not as desperate as you imagined, no matter whether the result is good or bad, you have to face it head-on, this is what you experience, that is, part of your life, it is useless to escape." ”
"You mean, my dad is dead?" I asked him.
"Not really." Fang Shiliang said with a smile: "But more than ten years have passed, who knows if your father is dead or alive?" Although the old man Zuo said it well, he ....... I still want you to be mentally prepared. ”
As soon as the words fell, Fang Shiliang sighed and said the last words of that night.
"Your road is still long, and your life is still long, so you shouldn't be ruined like this, even if it is destroyed in the hands of others, you must not be ruined in your own hands."
..............................
Can't it be destroyed in my own hands?
Can't give up on yourself and just go on like this?
No....... What the fuck else can I do?!!
If Old Man Zuo had met me at the beginning, he would not have told me that my father was still alive, but would .......
That's right!! I almost forgot!!! And this stubble!!
"!! Who the said my dad was dead?!! Like crazy, I hurriedly got up from the ground, rubbed my face vigorously, and breathed heavily: "If he is really dead, then there must be his body here, but there is nothing in this piece, it is very likely that he went down the mountain!" ”
"He's not dead!! There are hands and feet!! It's impossible to stay in the mountains forever!! ”
"If he wants to survive, he must go to live where there is food!"
"I'll have to find him......."
The more nervous a person is, the more likely they are to make mistakes, and that's what happened to me at the time.
The first time I went up to the top of the mountain, I couldn't see the familiar figure, so my mind was out of control, almost subconsciously, and I remembered what Fang Shiliang and they had said to me.
Maybe it's because I've been waiting for it for too long, really, the kind of situation that just arrived at the destination and found that everything was not what I imagined........ The fucking impact just made it impossible for me to keep my cool!!
But at this time, I gradually calmed down, because I knew that if I kept being so desperate, it would not help.
It is up to people to plan things, and it is up to heaven to make things happen.
Although the final result is predestined by God, if people have no plan, then nothing can be said.
If I don't go looking for my father, then really.........
"Calm down, calm down."
I muttered to myself, lit the cigarette in my mouth, and wiped my face playfully to keep the slightest trace of crying on it.
Then, I struggled to stand up straight and walked up one step at a time.
"Cause and effect without Fengfan....... Damn, I can't be in the wrong place, am I? ”
When I walked towards the pool of water, I was also muttering vigorously in my heart, this place doesn't look like a treasure, and it says that it can determine cause and effect? Why do you look so unbelieving?
According to the scene I imagined, at this moment, the pool of water in front of me ....... It's just fucking not classy! It's completely the kind of dog meat that can't be on the table!
The area of this piece on the top of the mountain is not small, but this pool of water is only half the size of a basketball court, and it is not as big as the pool where I used to take a bath!
"Am I on the wrong mountain?" I frowned, "Or is the pool not here at all?" On the other side of the mountain? ”
At this time, I had already walked to the edge of the pool, glanced left and right, and felt that the doubts in my heart were even stronger.
The pond is not like it was dug by hand, but its shape is extremely irregular, and when you look underwater, you can see uneven mud and moss, clinging to the edge of the pool.
"How deep is this water....... It's all black........ "I squatted down, didn't think much about it, pulled out the dagger at my waist, and swiped a few times in the pool.
The water in the pool is very clear, the visibility is very high, take a flashlight down, look down along the pool wall, you can see what is the situation of the position at a depth of about ten meters......
When I saw this scene, I immediately remembered the deep pool in the ghost mountain that connected to the underground river, which was where Mang Chitose's real body lived.
Could it be that this pool of water is also deep to the bottom of the mountain? Or even under the mountain?
Squatting on the edge of the pool, I smoked and thought, only to feel that my head was getting more and more painful.
This pool doesn't look as good as those pools in the tourist scenic spots, and the shore is also monotonous, and there is not even a stone tablet engraved with the name of the pool!
After pondering for a while, I didn't come up with a reason, so I had no choice but to get up and continue to inspect the rest of the mountaintop.
Although there are no obstacles on the top of the mountain that can obstruct the view, I can see what is going on in the distance with a casual glance, but I still want to see it for myself.
"Hoo ........"
I let out a sigh of relief, put my hands in my pockets, and kept moving my stiff steps against the biting night wind.
It's cold.
..............................
At the top of the mountain, the area is not as large as the mountainside, and even if my steps are slow, I can walk around the top of the mountain in about ten minutes.
When I found out that there was no sign of anyone else's presence here, I shivered even more, and the roots of my teeth kept chattering, and I couldn't move at all, so I could only squat down on the spot.
"What about people........
I gritted my teeth to keep it from making that clicking sound.
But even so, I can still clearly feel that the roots of my teeth are still trembling.
Is it cold?
Or is it because of fear?
I may not be able to tell the difference.
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