Chapter 190: Ye Yu's Vulnerability
A good banquet ended up unhappily. Even if he forced himself, Ye Yu, who was never good at hiding what he thought in his heart, finally left obvious displeasure on his face, which made the atmosphere in the room embarrassing to death for a while.
This kind of atmosphere made Dongma a little restless, but Hotaru seemed to be very calm and there was no different from usual, and she naturally made the expression on Ye Yu's face more and more gloomy......
At this time, Ye Yu was so strange that even Yukina didn't know how to face it, and as for Xue Nai, who usually didn't look at Ye Yu at the same time, she became surprisingly honest at this time...... Like her, there is also Ying Lili. Probably only the girl who has known him since he was a child will understand how much unhappiness Ye Yu's heart is full of......
"Ah...... I'm throwing a tantrum and I'm going to apologize tomorrow. Because of Ye Yu's dissatisfaction, the banquet ended hastily in the end, and the girls left with their own thoughts, and Ye Yu also waited for everyone to leave, so they plunged into their own room, and the lights were not turned on, so they nested in the quilt.
When Yukina was leaving, she was also hesitating whether she wanted to stay for one night, but in the end, the girl's kindness was still declined, and in this situation, what Ye Yu wanted most was to be alone and quiet...... Enough experience to enable him to get the best solution for the moment in his introspection, and now he is just a little unable to think about it for a while...... That's all......
"On the bright side, it's not really a big deal...... If you have the Internet and a mobile phone, you can buy a plane ticket and visit. Not to mention the winter horse, Hotaru will return to China every year on vacation, isn't it, after all, her parents are still here. If you look at it this way, it seems that there is no difference from what we see now, except that we usually see each other less often. β
In the room surrounded by darkness, Ye Yu was alone and whispered to himself, according to the general speaking, all this he said was undoubtedly true, but in the end...... All the words turned into a feeble sigh, what is the point of self-consolation words like this?
It makes no difference...... How can there be no difference! The distance between regions alone is enough to make people sigh, they only meet once in half a year or even a year, the time difference is different, the environment is different, and even the things that happen around you and the things you usually come into contact with are all different, so that the so-called friendship will be as strong as it once was? Who are you fooling......
What's more, there is no more forgetful creature in this world than humans, and after the initial period of adaptation has passed, they will be thrown into a new environment and bonds, and there is so much time at the disposal of people in a day, and after they are divided into new friends, what will become of those old friends?
Humans are not big monsters, they can spend ten years or even hundreds of years waiting, and just a few months of time are enough to dilute everything before, and want to get back to the same as before, and return to the feeling of before...... How could it be that easy.
And it's precisely because of this that they should cherish the fetters around them the most, isn't it, but why did they still choose to leave...... Ye Yu didn't understand, he really didn't want to understand, the future, ideals or something were really that important? So much so that you can throw away all the ones you have accumulated without hesitation?!
Well, Ye Yu admits that his thoughts are too pessimistic and extreme, but as a guy who has never experienced the pain of separation for the first time like now, he is now beginning to doubt whether the ones he cherishes are also cherished by others. He was sure that only he couldn't be wrong, but were Hotaru and Fuyuma wrong? At the end of the day, everyone is actually doing what they think is right......
Unfortunately, being right doesn't mean everyone can accept it......
Turned over and lay on his back on his bed, and then curled up his arms on his forehead, Ye Yu stared at the ceiling above his head without blinking, after all, he was a person who didn't want to lose more than gain.
I don't know how long later, there was a slight noise at the door, and after a while he felt a girl crept onto his bed, and snatched half of his quilt quite skillfully...... There's no need to guess who else will be in his bedroom at this time, except for Mashiro.
"It's so white, you said that it would be nice if everyone could stay by my side all the time like you......" muttering that it was completely impossible, Ye Yu turned over and hugged Xiao Zhenbai into his arms, he hugged the girl's arm very hard, it seemed that only by feeling the presence of the other party tightly with his chest like this would he have a moment of peace of mind.
"Forget it...... If you want to stay, you will stay, and if you are willing to leave, you will leave, I have no reason to bind or retain, so be it...... I'm not going to be with you like this because I'm lonely or something. β
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The next day, Ye Yu woke up early in the morning after a long absence, in fact, he didn't sleep much last night. After holding the true white for most of the night, he didn't feel sleepy until the girl was completely asleep, and finally he was in a daze and waited for the sky to dawn when he opened his eyes again.
Sitting up from the bed, Ye Yu didn't have the idea of falling asleep for a while, and looked at the mobile phone at the head of the bed, and the time was just a little past seven o'clock in the morning, and after sobering up a little, he climbed down from the bed by the way. After tucking the quilt for Zhenbai so that she could continue to sleep, Ye Yu left his bedroom.
There are still traces left by yesterday's banquet in the living room, although the girls helped him clean up the dishes and chopsticks and the wine bottles he drank up, but the first impression alone can still give people a feeling after the carnival, which inevitably reminds Ye Yu of the entanglement in his heart yesterday, but the strange thing is ...... After just a night's sleep, most of the depression dissipated inexplicably.
"Oops...... After losing my strength, have I become no different from ordinary humans? The tone was a little mocking, but the expression on Ye Yu's face did not show the slightest loneliness, but seemed very interested...... "This game may not be regarded as a game anymore, life or something...... After all, it's still life. β
Inexplicably, he sighed a little, but he was not in the mood to think much about this kind of place, so he went to the kitchen and made three breakfasts using the leftover ingredients from yesterday, and then wrapped one of them and put it on the table in the living room as the one left for Mashiro, and then he packed the rest and left his room.
After going out, he turned left and walked only a few steps before he came to Hotaru's door, and when he stretched out his finger to knock on the door, he suddenly realized that he still didn't know if Hotaru's girl was awake or not...... Some self-deprecatingly withdrew their outstretched hands, but at that moment there was a cheerful sound of the piano in the room...... (To be continued.) )