On this day I had another dream related to my mother.

It's not as bright as it used to be, and the colors aren't as vivid as they used to be, but it's very dark.

In this dream, there is no woman I regard as my mother, only myself.

I became a little child, sitting alone under a gloomy sky with no one around.

This is my life.

There are some things that you can't dream of.

When I woke up, I was already lying in a hospital room.

It still hurts with a cast on my leg, but seeing that it's been healed, I don't feel that much pain.

I looked around, and there was a knock at the door, and someone quickly approached me, so that I could see that it was Pulan.

He was very happy to see that I was awake, and first asked, "Are you feeling okay?" ”

"It's fine." I said, "Thank you." ”

He touched my forehead with his hand and asked, "Do you want to drink water?" ”

I remembered that my lips were chapped and nodded.

He helped me adjust the bed and brought me water. I wanted to reach out and take it, but he wanted to put it right to my mouth. After a stalemate for a while, he gave up, handed me the water, and said with a smile, "You are so stubborn." ”

"After all, you and I are just ordinary friends." I said, "I don't want to do something misleading. ”

He nodded and said, "Although it's not good for you to ask this as soon as you woke up, but ......"

I knew what he wanted to say, and I really didn't want to answer.

He stopped talking again, changed the subject and asked, "Are you hungry?" ”

"I'm hungry."

"I made you soup." He said, "But it's simmering on the fire downstairs, and I'll go and get it for you." ”

"Okay." I said, "Thank you." ”

"You've only been awake for five minutes, and you've already said thank you to me twice." He frowned: "It feels a bit unloading and killing donkeys." ”

"The mill hasn't been unloaded yet." I said, "The soup hasn't been drunk yet." ”

He laughed, stood up, pressed my head, and turned to go out.

I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking to myself what an embarrassment it had just been, it felt like cheating. Of course I don't mind betraying the sound, but I don't like it.

He quickly brought the soup, and this time instead of fighting me, he handed it directly into my hands. Of course, the taste was still first-class, so I took a few sips and said, "I'm sorry, I said I met today, but I caused you so much trouble as soon as I came." ”

He only laughed, but did not speak.

I asked, "Did you ask me about that?" ”

He nodded, "No." ”

"Then why are you nodding?"

"It's just 'of course' that doesn't mean anything." He laughed and asked, "Are you still going back?" ”

"At least Mr. Fei has to give an explanation." I said, "Although he didn't curse, his mouth was too poisonous." ”

He only smiled: "I was going to take you to Mrs. Li to meet her in person, but now I have a good excuse." You're hospitalized, and he can't force you. ”

"I don't want Fanyin to know I'm in the hospital."

"Why?" He asked, "Afraid he'll find it?" ”

"Hmm."

"Don't be afraid." He said, "I'm here." ”

"It's more dangerous to have you." I said, "He's paranoid. I've bombed your house for this kind of thing before. ”

He smiled and said, "I was bombed by him back then, because my strength was indeed inferior to him, and now it is not what it used to be." ”

I didn't speak.

"I know you heard it all just now, but you just don't want to talk about it." He started again: "It's just that for so many years, these words have been pressed in my heart, and I just said it impulsively, but now it's much easier." ”

I didn't speak, and the awkward feeling returned.

"I know you've always thought in your heart that I was coveting your father's identity, and I don't deny that I did at first. I've said a long time ago that I'm a utilitarian person, but utilitarianism doesn't mean I'm a robot. He said: "It's not that I don't have feelings, I just don't want it to be too cheap, and I don't feel like I can afford it, so I want to let myself have as little as possible." ”

He was sincere, which made my discomfort even worse, and I couldn't help but bow my head, trying to avoid his gaze, and not wanting to answer.

But he continued to take care of himself: "I have always known that you don't love me, and you probably don't even like me, and if it weren't for something that found me, you would definitely not have anything to do with me. You love him, and though I don't understand why, I at least know it's reluctantly. Over the years, I have never allowed myself to be lonely, because I don't want to wait for you at all. But I don't know if it's providence, I haven't even encountered a suitable one. But on the way to the hospital, I suddenly figured out that I was wrong from the beginning. He's a madman, he's beating you every day, he's torturing you every day. Until now, you have been with him for so many years, and he still breaks your legs. I ......"

He seemed a little annoyed and stopped at this point.

I said, "Thank you for thinking so, but my leg really wasn't hit by him." ”

"It must be because of him." He frowned and said, "Otherwise, why do you want to come out and find a hospital by yourself?" And there is no mobile phone and no money. ”

I was about to open my mouth, but he interrupted me: "I know it's all my fault, if I had taken you away before you gave him a baby, you would have been saved from suffering so much." ”

I said, "I've already told my dad that I'm definitely not going to be involved in the inheritance." I was a little suspicious that I was his biological daughter, and now that there is no such possibility, then I should not participate in the inheritance. Mr. Pu, I believe your words, but I don't have anything, I'm old, and I don't want to have any more children in the future, so I don't deserve you. ”

He shook his head and said, "If this kind of thing happens, you really don't have to contact Mr. Su." Although he is kind to raise you, he is also narrow-minded to always discriminate against you because of your mother's identity, not to mention that he is really not good to you, if you are in need, I can help you return the child support to him. ”

I couldn't help but feel like I had made a mistake.

He looked me in the eye and was very serious: "Do you understand?" I'm not joking right now, and I'm not half-lying. You don't have to inherit his money, and I'm not poor. ”

I hurriedly said, "But ......."

He suddenly made me feel so awkward.

I was so confused that he said, "I don't mind the child, if you can communicate well with him, then take your daughter over, although she doesn't like me very much, I will do my best to treat them." It's nothing if I don't have children of my own, I have so many brothers and sisters, I just want to have one, these are not problems. ”

I was completely speechless.

So Pu Lan now means he likes me? Does he really want to marry me? Don't care if I have money or not?

It's also too ......

I really couldn't believe this kind of thing, but looking at his expression, it didn't look like he was lying, so I had to say, "Mr. Pu, I actually donated your liver ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, there was a knock on the door.

Pu Lan shouted "Come in", and the person who came saw that it was Pu Lan's subordinate who was dressed and said, "Brother Lan, the second sister is here, she is outside, and she insists on coming in." ”

Pu Lan said, "Tell her I'll go down right away." ”

The subordinates passed the word, and I hurriedly asked, "Your second sister is here to find me?" "It's good to call him, there's really no need to find a hospital, and it seems a little unpleasant to go to school.

Pu Lan nodded: "She usually doesn't care about my business, but Mr. Fan has a good relationship with her." I don't know how you got out yet, but it looks like they've found you. ”

I got up: "Then I'm ......."

"Nope." He pressed my shoulder and straightened his face: "You stay, don't worry, he won't dare to break in." ”

"Don't worry." I said, "He's been in a much better temper lately, and he's definitely not going to treat me badly." I'm not going out here to provoke him, he's already paranoid. ”

"Stay." He also began to lose oil and salt, and said: "I can guarantee that he can't come in, and I can also guarantee that you can't get out, you need to rest now, if you dare to move, I will saw your legs off and cook vegetables to eat." ”

I felt a chill, and he smiled at me and opened the door and left.

With no one to help me, I couldn't get my plaster leg off at all. I didn't want to see him at all, and I even hoped that I would never see him again. Therefore, although I know that this is inappropriate, I don't want to take care of it, anyway, I am a person without a father and a mother, how normal is my shortcomings and upbringing!

I waited for a long time, and I didn't come back until I fell asleep. When I opened my eyes again, the lights had already begun to turn on in the room, and the window had begun to dim. I was woken up by Pu Lan's voice, and when I opened my eyes in a daze, I heard him say "It's time for dinner".

When I smelled the aroma of food, I woke up completely.

The small table on the hospital bed was propped up, and on it were several delicate dishes and bowls, all of which were light dishes.

I only drank a bowl of soup, and before I could reach out, the chopsticks had already been handed over. Somehow, I suddenly began to feel embarrassed again, took the chopsticks, didn't look him in the face, and asked, "Is he here?" ”

"No, say this morning your henchmen found you running by jumping out of the window and found blood on the grass beneath the window. Ask if you're hurt. ”

"Oh." I thought he would come desperately to blow up this place first, but I didn't expect this bottleneck.

He suddenly said, "I want to apologize to you." ”

"What?"

"I lied to him."

I looked at him.

"I asked my second sister to tell him that you jumped out of the window not to escape, but to commit suicide, and that you were seriously injured and might not survive, and I also gave him a fake medical record." "He kept contacting me all afternoon, and I ignored it," he said. ”

I hurriedly asked, "Why are you lying to him like this?" ”

"It's not pleasant." He laughed and said, "I want him to taste the pain." ”

"If he knew that I only broke my leg, he would be angry."

He smiled, "Then you should leave him even more, if you care about you, know that you are not dead, it is too late to be happy, how can you complain?" ”