[How much do you know about the flowers in your dreams] 16
She didn't speak, just kept looking at him.
Lin Zhunyi was awkwardly looked at her: "Angry? ”
Fanxing shook his head and said, "I don't know what to say, I know I'm sorry for you." ”
Lin Zhunyi's first feeling in his heart was that she was lying, but he didn't feel that there was any flaw.
"I'm doing this because you'...... You've been too much for me, and I want you to get a taste of what it's like to be bullied. But......" she sighed, "I don't know if you like me or hate me." If you like me, then ...... Why do you do that to me? ”
Lin Zhunyi was still silent, but the initial doubt in his heart had been slowly dispelled.
If he doesn't speak, then his mind is a little hard to guess. Fanxing thought for a moment and asked, "Why don't you answer?" ”
He finally spoke, "I don't know how to answer." The tone was as gentle as water.
"Do you like me?" In fact, she had already decided in her heart, but this way of "liking" really made her feel disgusting.
He asked rhetorically, "Doesn't it look like it?" ”
The stars shook their heads.
Lin Zhunyi has always been a person who allows himself to advance and retreat in moderation: "What if it wasn't because he liked you? ”
Fanxing thought for a moment and said, "Then it's better if I haven't been here today." ”
"Nothing?"
"Do nothing." She looked him in the eye because it would make him think that all her words were true, but in fact the eyes were also deceiving.
He smiled, was silent for a while, and asked, "What if I like you very much?" ”
"That ......" her nervousness was real: "I want to discuss with you." ”
"What are you discussing?"
"I'm willing to associate with you, but can you stop doing that to me......"
Lin Zhunyi asked: "Why are you doing the opposite?" ”
"If you don't like me, there's no way you can ask you to consider my feelings." She said, "But if you like me, at least hope I don't suffer because of you, right?" Only then can there be room for negotiation. ”
Compared with other men he has dated, Fanxing has always admitted that aside from the rape, Lin Zhunyi is a good lover, although he still looks like he is moody, but he is extra careful and takes care of her. But for Fanxing, it doesn't matter if he is a good lover or not, as long as he doesn't drag her to the locker room, she feels that life can go on.
After all, after this birthday, she is just fifteen years old, her life has just begun, and there are still many expectations. Even if Lin Zhunyi has been made so bad, it doesn't matter, she believes that everything will be fine.
On his birthday, Fanxing received a gift from Lin Zhunyi as usual. It was an oversized gift, and it's not an exaggeration to say that there were two people hidden in it. Fanxing has never been interested in Lin Zhunyi's gifts, so he made an excuse to say that he would watch it at night, but he forgot about it in a blink of an eye.
But Grandpa was so curious that he urged the stars to open it. When opened, inside is a house. No, strictly speaking, it's a kindergarten inside.
Its roof and walls are painted to resemble candy and ice cream, and the roof is lifted to reveal a game room and classrooms. Of course, there are also children and teachers in it, each wearing different clothes and having different faces, and the great thing is that they are all machines and can do simple commands, such as walking, singing together, holding hands, etc.
The thing is very good, and it is no wonder that Grandpa Fan is excited: "Oops! It's beautiful! This is Zhun Yi's award-winning work! ”
Fanxing asked, "What award?" ”
"It was last year...... "Grandpa Fan told him about the competition, and Fanxing remembered that Lin Zhunyi had told her that he wanted to give her the award-winning work.
Everyone in the family came to praise this kindergarten, Fanxing put in all the small things that Lin Zhunyi gave her in previous years, he has always liked to make small machines, at first it was rough and had few functions, but now it has done very well.
It's a pity she doesn't like either.
However, in order to keep a comfortable life, she still threw herself into his arms the next day and rubbed it to express her happiness and gratitude. He also kissed her, without meat. The kind of desire.
Lin Zhunyi was really deceived by her, so he felt very happy during that time.
Because Lin Zhunyi resolutely refused to go to the United States, the family discussed it again, thinking that it was more appropriate for him to go to the United Kingdom, because it was not far away and he could come back almost every month, so Lin Zhunyi agreed.
A few days before leaving, Fanxing took advantage of Lin's mother's absence to find an excuse to go to Lin Zhunyi's house, saying that she wanted to play him her newly learned tune.
Although Lin Zhunyi has a piano at home, it is his mother's, and he himself naturally lacks the ability to appreciate art, and he knows nothing about art, especially rhythm, but this does not prevent him from thinking that she plays the piano very beautifully. Later, when she finished playing the song, she turned her head and asked him what he thought. He couldn't answer, he didn't want to show his timidity, so he went over and kissed her red little mouth. She quickly hooked her hand around his neck, and her small breasts, which had grown a little full, also straightened up and pressed tightly into his arms.
Lin Zhunyi wanted to catch it, but he didn't act, and since they started dating, he hadn't touched her again. Although the body was a little uncomfortable, but the heart was satisfied, he even probed her tone, and she was willing to marry him as soon as she reached the age limit for marriage.
However, despite Lin Zhunyi's hard work, Fanxing's hand climbed up first.
She pulled his shirt open and stroked his solid muscles. His skin was very pleasant to the touch and smooth to the touch, much like the skin of a snake. She touched it with her fingers, felt it, and slowly slid it down.
Lin Zhunyi suddenly grabbed her hand.
Picked her up, turned around and put her on the piano. The keys were pressed and made a pleasant tink, and she pressed a few keys with her hand to make it a tune, and then turned to look at him.
She had come to him to cook meat, because he was leaving, and she knew that he had been thinking about this, and she wanted him to get out of the way and not worry too much about him.
For this matter, Fanxing has always regretted it, because in the next few days, Lin Zhunyi found that she was no longer uncomfortable and tasted the sweetness, so he often looked for opportunities to do so. Although it doesn't hurt anymore, she still rejects doing it with him in her heart, because she doesn't understand men, Lin Zhunyi, or love.
On the day Lin Zhunyi left, the stars came to see him off, crying so much that he couldn't coax him, and he was so distressed that he had to go back with his luggage. So he didn't know that as soon as she came home, she immediately locked herself in the room, and everyone thought that she was reluctant to cry Lin Zhunyi, but in fact she was laughing.
She knew that she was free, and although he was not far away, it was still too inconvenient after all.
After entering high school, Fanxing was still able to see Zhang from time to time. In fact, classmate Zhang always came to her, the reason was that once after Lin Zhunyi came back to see her, her menstrual period suddenly advanced significantly, and she couldn't open her mouth if she didn't know any girls around. Classmate Zhang happened to be nearby and asked his girlfriend to solve the matter. Later, he felt that since he was friends with Lin Zhunyi, he should take care of his "sister", so he always came to her to ask if he needed help.
Fanxing is one of the best beauties in the school, and after entering high school, her appearance and figure have changed a lot compared to before, so after a long time, classmate Zhang broke up with his girlfriend.
And Fanxing still likes him, and after a while of contact, he couldn't hold it and was with him.
Although many years later, Fanxing still regrets this decision, mainly because classmate Zhang is really a scumbag at a critical moment, and he is really blind to like him so much. But she likes him, just like she doesn't like Lin Zhunyi, which is beyond her control.
Fanxing didn't plan to let Lin Zhunyi know about it, because classmate Zhang was the boy she liked, but he was not the one who could save her. If she offended Lin Zhunyi because of this, she still remembered how much it hurt her when he lost his temper.
And frankly speaking, since betraying Lin Zhunyi, Fanxing's hatred for him has decreased a lot, perhaps because this is at least a kind of venting.
If this doesn't happen, then the stars will do everything they can to hide it until the unexpected happens.
But on this day, someone came to her, and it was a pink love letter.
In fact, in the past few years, Fanxing has also met again with Pink Love Letter after the previous birthday gift incident, and she has come to Fanxing to apologize, but Fanxing doesn't want to accept it.
Although she hit a wall, the pink love letter came many times, until she repeatedly hit the wall and finally gave up. The last time she came to see the stars, she took the initiative to tell her that her parents were going to London for work, and she would go too.
Nowadays, Fanxing has long been less demanding of friendship, and the classmates around her are more tactful, even if they don't like her, they will never show it obviously.
When she came this time, the stars were a little surprised, after all, the road was still not close.
Fanxing only greeted him slightly reservedly, and then was about to leave, but she followed up and chattered a few words of hello, and then changed the conversation and asked, "Have you been raped by Lin Zhunyi?"
Her voice wasn't high, but it was clear.
The stars couldn't help but stop.
People like Lin Zhunyi are the easiest to gain friends, after all, he is an extremely good-tempered and very helpful person in front of outsiders.
So she didn't know if the pink love letter had a good relationship with him, she remembered that Lin Zhunyi had instructed her to give gifts to the stars.
The starry silence emboldens Pink Love Letter: "Is that really the case?" How could he do that to you? ”
Fanxing asked, "What do you want to say?"
"I want to persuade you," she said, "and I know why he raped you."
Fanxing couldn't help frowning slightly.
"I see him once in a while, after all, he's known him since childhood." Her expression was quite sweet, and the stars really wished that her dream could come true, "He talked to me about you." ”
Fanxing said, "Don't you have anything else?"
"I mean......"
"Did you just come to our school to say these inexplicable things?" Her tone became stern: "You're getting weirder and weirder." Announcement: Biquge APP is online, supporting Android and Apple. Please pay attention to the WeChat public account to enter the download and installation: appxsyd (press and hold for three seconds to copy)