But at the beginning, I have been trying to insist on keeping Fanyin alive, and I often feel lost in my heart, I often don't feel the happiness of being alive, and I always feel that my life is completely nothing.

Sometimes I feel like it's good to be alive, but sometimes, I don't resist the sudden accident that kills me. It's like while my current symptoms may be related to an abnormal pregnancy or a tumor, I don't want to know about it and prepare for it at all – death, which is terrifying to some, but to others, it represents ultimate peace.

It wasn't until the box was ready that she handed it to me, smiled and said, "I don't know if you like it or not."

I took it, because I had just wandered, and now I realized that it was a Bible.

I asked, "Whose is this?" This box is going to be simulated, so it's a real book, and it doesn't look like it's new, it's like an old one.

"Don't worry, it's mine." She laughed and said, "My dad said you wanted a Bible, and I just don't need it."

I asked, "Are you also religious?"

"I was forced to be baptized not long after I was born." She said, "But I don't believe anymore, there is no God in this world."

When I think of her age, I feel a pang of sadness in my heart.

In her early twenties, if a woman is like a flower, then her flower has not yet bloomed, and it is still stained with dewdrops, but it has been picked and destroyed.

I said, "Maybe you didn't pray enough, and you have to accumulate a certain number of badges to get the discount coupons in the supermarket."

She smiled immediately, but a closer look reveals that her eyes were never smiling. No, it can't be said that there is no laughter, but there is some godlessness, and she said, "Then I will try to pray a few more times when I go back."

I don't know what to say again, but ever since I knew about it, my heart felt like a big rock had been stuffed, and I couldn't help but think of the first time I saw her, when she was as big as Nian Nian is now, a smart and spirited little girl, she called the bun with the name "Jerry" like a dog, and proudly showed me her driving skills. Although she made me a little embarrassed, she was alive and well at the time.

In the past few years, I have often been tempted to think back to the first half of my life, which is perhaps more appropriate to call it life.

Many people and things in my life have changed, the leopard named "Cherry" has died, and the star has grown up scarred by a little naughty girl who sat in front of me with a dignified smile and told me that there is no God in this world.

There is also Niannian, I can still clearly recall the way she stayed in my arms to breastfeed, shrunk in my arms slightly, I can really feel happy when I look at her, and Yinyin, because the sound frightened her, she often cried all night, but now she has grown up a lot, and in the near future, she will have her own clear position and ideas like Niannian.

As for me.

By then, I'd probably be in the ground.

I think so much because I've been getting tired of it in the last few months.

Boredom, I read all the books I could on the shelf, which was so high that I wanted to use a ladder, but the butler kept refusing me.

Although Britney brought TV and games,But the TV can only play that one game,There's no other content in the console.,It's really boring to always play this.,What's more, I don't like to play games anymore.。

Fanyin didn't come, but Britney still came to me often, eating, chatting, and basking in the sun with me as usual. He told me that Old Man Fan has been busy organizing the wedding of Lin Zhunyi and Fan Xing recently, and he is very busy, and he always wants to try the endgame left by me and Old Man Fan. But I knew that Xiao Tiantian's chess skills were not high, and I was reluctant to let him lose the sunspot easily, so I didn't agree.

In my impression, Xingxing had already gone to see the wedding dress, and the last time she came, I was not in a high mood, and secondly, I had always been very reluctant to mention the relevant matters of their wedding, so I forgot to ask the specific date of the wedding, and now at least two and a half months have passed, and it is still being done.

I asked Britney, and he scratched his head and said, "I don't know, it seems that the father of the star is not allowed to get married now."

I asked, "Daddy of the stars?"

"Well......," he said, "my father said that he was also his son, and hey, my father was so confused that he was confused and talked backwards, and I was confused by him."

I haven't confronted Britney about this, and he didn't take the initiative to ask, I think it's okay to be able to communicate, anyway, he's either confused or lying.

I confirmed: "It was your father who said that Xingxing's father is not allowed to marry now?"

"Yes, the wedding was originally booked." He said, "She's invited me."

"Oh."

Why did Fanyin suddenly change her mind? Could it be that you have seen the anomaly of the stars because of your experience? Apparently the stars are disguised, and many people with depression do so.

Still, I feel a little relieved.

Just as I was about to speak, I suddenly felt a belching sensation inexplicably, and I couldn't help but cover my chest.

"Wife," Britney asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

"You're always holding your heart like that." He said worriedly, "Is it painful?"

"It's not." I pointed it out to him, "It's belching, I'm not covering my heart." ”

"Oh." His expression relaxed a little: "But belching is also sad, right?"

"It's fine."

"Shall I ask my dad to call a doctor?" "You've been belching all the time, and you've not been in good spirits lately," he said.

"I'm fine." I said, "I just feel sleepy all the time, and I don't have any other bad reactions."

He nodded and asked again, "That wife, do you have a baby?"

I stared into his eyes and asked, "Why do you think so?"

"I looked up your symptoms on the Internet." He said innocently: "They all say that you may have a baby."

I asked, "You didn't ask your GP, did you?"

"No, you don't want to see a doctor, and I certainly won't betray them." Like a child who had done something wrong, he said, "Don't worry, I'm not stupid."

Last month, I also suspected that I was pregnant for a few days, but the first two pregnancies I kept throwing up and vomiting, but this time I only vomited last time, and sometimes I didn't even belch. And if I'm pregnant, I should be able to see a little bit this month, but my lower abdomen is still flat, and there is no slight pulling pain in my stomach that is only possible with pregnancy. Not only these two things, in fact, since the last time the traditional sound came, What you are watching now is "He Has Another Side" [Text Volume] 674 There is no God in this world, only a small half chapter, to see the full version, please Baidu search: (Ice + Thunder + Chinese + Text) Search again after entering: He has another side