Chapter 46 The sky is blue, so it won't be lonely
"Is it really going to be lonely? I have the ability to time. Lin Yu said.
"I'm going to burn down the granary, don't waste time." Xiao Meiyan said.
"There's nothing to waste, it's under the shroud of time stopping anyway." Lin Yu said.
"At least, for the sake of Madoka's face, listen to what I say next."
"For the sake of Madoka's face...... All right. Xiao Meiyan nodded.
"Actually, you should feel that you are getting farther and farther away from ordinary people...... Even including Madoka Kame? Lin Yu asked.
"Maybe......" Xiao Meiyan was noncommittal.
"Quite like...... The time I spent at home. Lin Yu said.
"Staying at home,Watching anime all day long,Playing galgame,Gradually I feel farther and farther away from the world.,Former friends rarely communicate.,Slowly you will feel lonely.,And loneliness is the thing that human beings hate the most.,Of course,I'm not bad.,At least there's anime and games with me.,So the second dimension is my spiritual pillar.,I think,You should be the same.,With Kame Yuanxiang as your spiritual pillar.,I've been fighting.。 Lin Yu said.
"Yes, but I'm different from you." Xiao Meiyan nodded, then shook her head again.
"No, it's no different, sooner or later, the anime will be all watched, and the galgame will be all played sooner or later, and when that day comes, it's the moment when real loneliness comes, and during that time, I often see the gray world in my dreams, and I'm the only one in the whole world walking in a daze...... It's like the loneliness you have right now, disgusted, but knowing that sooner or later you will take that step. Lin Yu said.
"Walking in a gray world, is it just yourself? It's really similar to me. Xiao Meiyan laughed at herself.
"People are alive, there is no meaning, birth, and eventually death, can not bring anything, can not take away anything, leave sadness in vain, but meaningless life, but some people continue to pursue, just because there is a pillar of the soul, so the meaning of human existence, is to become the pillar of the soul of others, my pillar, is the second dimension, of course, I also hope that I can become the object of other people's reliance, and you, the pillar of the soul is Madoka, but this is somewhat the same as the old me, Knowing that sooner or later he would leave this pillar...... At that time, I'm afraid I don't know how to live anymore......" Lin Yu sighed.
"I'm very lucky.,To be able to meet everyone.,That in my world.,You who only exist in the second dimension.,Maybe the anime and the game will be finished one day.,But if it's the two-dimensional that I composed.,Then you can go all the way until I die.,You can see that it will never end.,Never repeated.,My spiritual pillar.。 Lin Yu looked at the sky through the big hole that Xiang Yu had knocked out in the ceiling before.
Although it is gray now, if time starts to flow, then the sky will be blue.
"Xiao Meiyan, you understand the pillar of the soul, so you want to support Madoka, and Madoka has been supporting you, but you are different from the world, and in the end, all you will usher in is loneliness, and end your life in a still time...... But I don't allow it! Lin Yu said.
"Now that you know what the spiritual pillar is, then try to catch it, if you accidentally slip away, but there will be no chance to catch it again." Lin Yu said.
"Yes......" Xiao Meiyan muttered.
"What can't be done, what can't be done...... It's not people on the same timeline......" Xiao Meiyan shook her head slightly.
Lin Yu suddenly clenched Xiao Meiyan's hand and took him.
"You've given so much for Madoka, isn't it enough to get to a timeline? Okay, so now you and I are in the same still time! So it's okay like I said before, even if you don't want to rely on Madoka, or if you can't rely on Madoka, then you can rely on me, at least, as a member of the second dimension, you are also my soul to rely on! Lin Yu shouted.
"Rely on you?" Xiao Meiyan raised her head in some surprise.
"We're too far away for me to ......," Xiao Meiyan shook her head.
"Far away? Now that you and I are holding hands together, is this a long distance? Xiao Meiyan! Lin Yu asked.
"Far away......" Xiao Meiyan looked away, her eyes filled with sadness.
"It won't be far away! Xiao Meiyan...... No, Xiao Yan! Lin Yu shouted.
In an instant, the defense line collapsed.
"yes...... That's how Madoka called my name......" Xiao Meiyan sighed.
"I guessed it suddenly, because whether it's apricots, Sayaka, or Asami, I call them by their names, and even Madoka is called Madoka directly...... Only you, if you keep calling your full name, you will indeed feel very far away......" Lin Yu said.
"You shouldn't have shouted that." Xiao Meiyan turned her head back and looked at Lin Yu.
"Why?" Lin Yu asked.
"In that case...... I can't help but rely on it...... So was Madoka at the beginning, and you are ...... now" Xiao Meiyan threw herself into Lin Yu's arms.
"Then it's good to rely on me......" Lin Yu hugged Xiao Meiyan.
"So what do you think? You already have a lot of emotional debts, how can you face my feelings for you? Xiao Meiyan asked.
"Me...... I've ever thought about opening a crystal palace or something, this is something that men will delusional, isn't it? But after a little maturity, I found that this kind of thinking is very irresponsible, and I opened the Crystal Palace by myself, but will each member really be happy? The Crystal Palace, which exists to cling to me, is a prison, so I used to want to love Miku alone, but it was painful, because my love has been torn apart, and I can't let go of any part of it, and Miku understands me, and told me that as long as I can make everyone happy, then there is nothing wrong with opening the Crystal Palace. Lin Yu said.
"Yes......" Xiao Meiyan clenched her hands.
"So, Xiao Yan, can you help me make this wish come true? I want everyone to be happy. Lin Yu asked.
"If you can't do it, then it's not worth relying on me." Xiao Meiyan said softly.
"yes, it looks like it has to be done." Lin Yu smiled.
"Alright, let's move on with our plan, burn the black nest." Xiao Meiyan left Lin Yu's arms, and then let time start flowing again......
"The sky, sure enough, is blue." Lin Yu said.
"Yes......" Xiao Meiyan looked at the sky.
The sky is blue, so there is no need to feel lonely.