235 begins to have feelings
"Fortunately, your dad didn't plan to give it to you, otherwise how would I live this life?" Fanyin glanced at me with a smile and said, "I have been so long-winded, just to say that your brother must have that heart." But Leon's daughter suddenly kicked him, and it was difficult to find someone with such good conditions. So you can tell him that if he doesn't have a candidate for the next step, then I know a few young ladies with good family backgrounds, and if he needs it, I can introduce him to him. ”
"Why are you helping him like this all of a sudden?"
"Compared to others, he is at least slightly better to you, and he can be regarded as your relative." He paused subtly when he said this, and said, "Besides, I always think this kid is a little interesting to you......
"If he's interested in me, it's not your turn." I said, "When he was picked up by my adoptive father, he said he would come back to pick me up, and I waited and waited until I was gone, and I didn't wait for him to come back." ”
He looked at it disdainfully: "The normal plot is that he says this, and you immediately can't help but confess to him, and then he puts you on board, and then decides whether to come back to pick you up according to his mood." ”
"We were only teenagers when he left, and you're always thinking so badly."
"Then he didn't have any good intentions." He spread his hands and said, "After all, I still didn't pick you up, and I enjoyed myself." He didn't thank you after you pleaded with him, or I called him and said that he would give him some money to solve this matter, after all, my wife pleaded. ”
I couldn't help but sigh too, he was right. If I hadn't married Fanyin, I'm afraid Su Yi wouldn't have been so closely connected to me.
I don't know if it's just my family, or if everyone is like this: human affection is always so utilitarian.
In the end, we had to go to Mr. Fei's house, and we never planned to go before, because Huaixin was not very happy recently, and the atmosphere of the Fei family was also very bad.
But it was too troublesome to go to the houses of relatives and friends who were not very familiar with us, and we had to make an appointment in advance and buy some new clothes, so we went to see Mr. Fei.
Huaixin was preparing for the medical exam at school, and Mr. Fei also knew about the rice grains, probably because he saw that Fanyin's attitude was insistent, so he didn't give any opinions.
I thought the advice Mrs. Fei gave last time was particularly useful, so I took the opportunity to tell her about the video. She was not surprised at all, and said, "Then this should be the crux of the matter." ”
"Then why does the second personality feel that he loves her?"
"Human memory is deceiving." "Sometimes when he feels that the pain is inescapable and cannot be relieved, he chooses to forget or weave good memories to make himself happy," said Mrs. Fei. Both of his personalities have this case. ”
"Then do I have to continue talking to the second person?"
"This should be communicated with your doctor, after all, I am not professional in this area." "But I think if I can avoid it, like if I can make him never wake up the memory of his stepmother, then try to avoid it," she said. In the eyes of outsiders, this is a disease, but this is actually a way for him to think that he can make himself comfortable, but this way is unhealthy, it is like using drugs to relieve pain, paralyzing the present, but the consequences are endless. However, if you forcibly disrupt his current rhythm, there is a good chance that he will fall into a breakdown and not survive. ”
I said, "Is it a good thing that Britney appears less and less frequently now?" ”
"It should be." "Although the mental age of the second personality is very small, I have always thought that this personality inherits more of his emotions," she said. I've done a lot of tests for Yin, and he's a perfectionist, with extreme tendencies, a lot of feelings, and a lot of low self-esteem. I think that the first personality, although more sound, is slowly awakened later. As a child, Otoin encountered a lot of mental violence, and the damage caused by these violence was indigestible to the weak second personality, so under his needs, the first personality slowly formed the current domineering, impersonal, and rational appearance, this personality often hurt others, but he couldn't even listen to a kind criticism. The first personality is inherently emotionless, because without emotion, he can guarantee that he will not be mentally hurt again. Therefore, on many occasions where he needs to express his feelings, he needs a second personality. ”
I thought about it and thought it was so.
Anyway, the first personality had absolutely no feelings for me at first, and it didn't seem to have any feelings for others, and when you think about it, that virtue is quite like a machine.
If you want to talk about his current change, it is that he has a "human flavor", and I don't know when this started.
"He's a lot gentler now than he used to be." I said, "I used to be cold, and I didn't kiss the stars." But now he will say that he misses children, and his expression is much gentler. ”
"That's it, it proves that his two personalities have begun to merge somewhat, even if he hasn't noticed it yet." She said: "Although these two personalities look like two people, they actually have a set of operating patterns, which are not specifically prescribed by him, but adjusted according to the external situation of the body itself. Both of his personalities are not sound, and even the seemingly perfect first personality has scenes that he can't cope, so I told him early on that except for special circumstances, under normal circumstances, the switching law of these two personalities must be based on his subconscious "needs", such as when he encounters danger, the first personality will appear to solve, and when he needs to express his feelings, the second personality will appear. Now that his first personality has begun to refine this part, it proves that the second personality will appear less and less in the future, because there will be fewer moments when he is 'needed'. ”
In other words, although neither of the two personalities of Fanyin wants the other to appear, his subconscious judgment is the best choice based on the current environment.
If you think about the past, there were times when it happened.
Seriously, it may be because I am a relative of my own family, I know a lot, and I also have a deep understanding of the environment in which Fanyin is located. So although Mrs. Fei is not the most professional, her judgment is often the closest to the truth.
This is the harvest of this visit to Mr. Fei's house, and after staying for two nights, Huaixin came back. He was still so taciturn, so Fanyin teased him and asked, "I heard that your kid was hurt by love?" ”
Huaixin glanced at Fanyin and shook a cold face.
"Don't be sad." "My mother would never be willing to marry my sister to anyone. ”
"Thank you." Huaixin seemed a little angry and asked, "Are you okay?" ”
"What?"
"It's okay, I'm going back to my room."
"No, sit and talk to me." Fan Yin said unreasonably: "I've only been here once in a long time." ”
"It's boring to talk to you." "I'm going to prepare for the exam," Waishin said. ”
"It's not a pig's head exam, what is there to prepare for?" Fanyin glanced at him and asked, "Your father said you were sad?" ”
"Nope."
"Although my sister is great and the only one, even if you can't find a better one, you at least have Sheng Mengmeng." Fanyin, where is this comfort, she is completely bullying: "Although she is definitely not as good as my sister, she is beautiful after all." Don't be too sad. ”
"You've been getting more and more annoying in the past few years." Huaixin simply stood up and said with a cold face, "I'm back in the room." ”
"Hey!" Fan Yin asked annoyingly: "Isn't this rude to the guests?" ”
"You're not a guest." He glanced at Fanyin, turned and walked out the door.
Fanyin turned to look at me and asked, "I'm annoying now?" ”
"A little bit, you know people are sad now." Mr. Fei also specially told him not to mention his sister.
"How about mentioning it? The wound will only suppurate if it is suffocated. The tone of the traditional sound is like an old Jianghu: "After this age, I think it's so cute to see these little dolls fall in love." ”
"Dead old man."
"Old woman." He pressed my head.
I'm not much older than Huaixin, and I feel like I'm losing a lot of money when I become an old woman inexplicably.
Later, Fanyin went to Huaixin to drink and didn't know how to get him drunk, so he was reconciled. Early the next morning, Mr. Fei's family put us on the plane.
It was snowing heavily when we got off the plane, and because the weather was really bad, Sister Shanshan informed us that my adoptive father was not feeling well, and we would meet directly after tomorrow's birthday party.
After the Lin family incident, we should come to Canada less often to avoid problems. Therefore, this time we only stayed for three days, which was also arranged by my adoptive father.
Ah Chang went out to inquire and learned that there was no latest news, but in just such a short period of time, Pu Lan should not have communicated well with the Li family.
After the break, the next day, we went to a banquet.
The banquet venue is not far from the hospital, it is a villa of Sister Shanshan, which is very beautiful and modern. The banquet is Western-style, and the requirements for clothing are quite high.
We arrived at noon, and all the adopted sons and daughters of my family, such as my seventh sister and Su Yi, came. But they didn't pay much attention to me, but Fanyin asked me to take the initiative to show favor. After all, I was the youngest, so although reluctantly, I went.
Luckily, there are many sounds, so they are quite polite to both of us. After drinking for a while, I felt a little drunk. Fan Yin helped me to the corner, and I said, "I'm so dizzy, can I stop drinking?" ”
"I don't know the other guests yet. They were all more prominent people, and some of them I wanted to get to know as well. Fanyin said, "Your father asked you to come, but he didn't let you stand." ”
"What if I can't drink?"
"Hold on."
I held on for a little longer, but luckily, before I could walk, my adoptive father told me to see me.
It's still snowing today, and my adoptive father is still in the hospital because he can't move. At this time, there happened to be a few officials who were very familiar with Fanyin, and it was inconvenient for him to withdraw, and my adoptive father didn't call him, and it was the seventh sister who sent me there, so he let me go first.
There is no sixth sister in the hospital, these people seem empty, and the seventh sister said on the way to send me again: "I don't know what happened to you, Dad has been eating and sleeping well recently, you also know that Dad is in such a good health, don't tell him if there is no big deal, let him worry." ”