065 Let me live
The door slammed shut, and I stood still, bewildered.
Suddenly, someone pushed the door in, it was Ah Chang, and he said, "Miss Su, let's go." β
I was stunned and asked, "Where are you going?" β
"Hospital." He whispered, "I'll try to alleviate the pain." β
I quickly pushed him away and ran downstairs, catching up with Fanyin in the middle of the stairs. I stopped in front of him and asked, "You asked Ah Chang to take me to have an abortion?" β
He ignored me, and turned around me as if he were going around a pillar.
I chased after him again, this time not only stopping in front of him, but also grabbing his arm: "Can you tell me what I can do to keep the child?" β
He tilted his head and asked, "Do you have a hearing problem?" β
"Then tell me how Star's mother kept her!" I couldn't hold back my excitement: "What she can do, I can do!" β
"She?" He suddenly pinched my jaw, mercilessly, almost dislocated my jaw: "What are you?" Do you deserve to be compared to her? β
I used all my strength to break his hand.
My whole face was almost paralyzed.
What am I? yes, what am I? I'm not even a human being.
The Declaration of Independence says that all men are created equal, and not long ago I wondered whether this statement was true or false, but now suddenly my mouth suddenly stopped.
If you are not a human being, how can you be qualified?
I am an orphan girl, powerless, homeless, and unemployed, and I have companions, but I have nothing. From my birth to this moment, let alone good luck, I don't even have the luck of ordinary people. So much so that my child is in my womb, and I don't have the right to give him birth?
No, I have to keep him and defend what I have.
I fell to my knees.
I kept my head down, not knowing what his expression was.
"Yinyin." I really don't want to call him that, but I can't do it hard, so I can only come soft: "You must not understand why I have never wanted to leave you, maybe you think I am cowardly, stupid, or greedy for wealth." β
He remained motionless.
"But a cowardly person will not protect you several times, and even a stupid person has the instinct to stay away from danger. I don't leave you just because the other person is the best person in my life for me. I don't know if confession and sensationalism will be useful to him, so I can only give it a try: "You said that this child is not yours, which is true, so I want to give birth to him more." I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him, but people must have spiritual sustenance to live, and if you have a family, I want to have it. β
He still didn't speak.
I looked up at him, his face was more cold than I thought, not the slightest moved, which made my heart half cold: "I can see that sooner or later you will divorce me or kill me." But I hope you can take care of your feelings and let me live. β
"Oh?" He folded his arms and smiled slightly: "How do you put you?" β
"Divorce me, I give up all my possessions and return to China, not to mention alimony. You can rest assured that no matter what happens in this life, whether you are rich or poor, your children will never know anything about you. This is my only remaining quid pro quo, and I can't come up with a better one: "I will not harass you until I die, and I will not go to Pulan." β
"Yes." Fanyin smiled and said, "I'll arrange it as soon as I finish the operation." β
"I don't want a miscarriage!" He actually pretended to be stupid!
"Oh." He nodded, then bent over, grabbed my arm, and whispered, "Get up." β
I was panicked by his expression: "You agreed?" β
"Since you're talking about this......" As soon as I was excited, he immediately stopped talking and gently tugged my arm: "Get up first." β
It looks like I'm going to say yes!
I was overjoyed and followed his strength.
However, he let go of his hand and smiled: "Do you know what I hate the most in my life?" β
His tone grew deeper and deeper, shaking my legs so hard that I couldn't help but take a step back.
"Selling miserable, complaining, emotional kidnapping." He suddenly widened his eyes and threw the pregnancy test slip in my face, his eyes were like ice blades, and he rolled up the cuffs of his shirt layer by layer: "Don't flow? I'll help you. β
After speaking, he lifted his foot and kicked me in the stomach.
I rolled down the stairs and collapsed in a pool of blood. The dismantling seemed to cause severe pain from all over the body, but it was not as painful as the cone in the lower abdomen.
I could clearly feel a large hole in my body, blood gushing out of the hole like an uncontrollable flood, taking away my temperature, bringing extreme cold, taking away my consciousness, bringing vertigo.
Take away my hope, bring despair.
I still looked at him before I lost consciousness.
He stood in place, his face blurred, as if an emperor was in charge of everything.
Cold......
Winters in my hometown often drizzle and freeze so cold that people's bones are cold. Such winters are cold, gloomy, bone-deep, and pervasive.
Cold is different, cold is cold and oppressive, it forcibly seals everything into the harsh winter, making people unable to move, like a small worm frozen in pine resin.
And to die, it is cold.
I don't know how long I've been "dead", or when I started to have some indistinct voices in my head, let alone how they became clear.
Anyway, by the time I can hear and understand, I'll be able to see things.
The only place that can keep me alive is the hospital.
The nurse came, the doctor came, Ah Chang came in, he bent down and asked, "Miss Su?" β
I couldn't make a sound.
He laughed and turned away.
My baby must be gone, and I feel empty in my belly.
I regained consciousness and saw the clock in the room pointing to 4:15. The lights were on, presumably in the early hours of the morning.
The hour hand on the clock turns many times.
I always felt like a cripple until I suddenly felt pain.
The pain was not strong, it came from the lower abdomen, but my brain suddenly messed up, and I couldn't stop screaming. A lot of footsteps echoed in my ears, so noisy that I wanted to vomit. Suddenly, a familiar voice came: "Wife! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid......"
It took me a little more effort to calm down.
Looking at that familiar face, I couldn't feel any emotion.
The hour hand made a few more turns.
I can finally sit up.
Fanyin brought me soup as he did every day, and cooled me down with a spoon while watching me cautiously.
I called him, "Yinyin." β
He was stunned for a moment, and then smiled very excitedly: "Wife......"
"Do you know what's going on?" I asked.
His smile froze on his face for a long time before it slowly faded: "I know." His voice was small, choked with tears before he wept.
"Are you upset?"
"Sad." His eyes reddened: "You just finished resuscitation when you woke up, but the doctor said you were not out of danger...... The child is gone, too. β
"Don't you want to do something?" Why do you only cry? Isn't he the second personality of that **? Why don't you have any power at all? I grabbed his arm and asked cruelly in his astonished gaze, "Don't you want revenge?" That's your son. β
He looked at me and didn't speak.
"Squeeze him out and let him die." I asked, "Is there any way?" β
"Wife, you calm down first, this is not in a hurry." He took my hand and said in a milky voice, "IβI'll figure it out!" β
"You can't be so incompetent." I couldn't help but want to attack him: "Was he angry when he kicked me?" You can feel it, right? Why don't you get rid of him quickly! Watch him kill your son! β
"I'm sorry......" he cried and trembled.
"Get out." His virtue only angered me further.
"I promise to get him out, really, I promise." He swore palely: "But you have to be good, if you are not happy, hit me, don't hold back." β
I couldn't hold back any longer, covered my face, and wept silently.
The doctor said I was "lucky" to save my uterus despite heavy bleeding. But my body was greatly injured because of this toss, and the only thing I am glad about is that Fanyin has not changed his face.
Fanyin really thought of a plan to get rid of **, and he told me like this: "I think if you want him to get out, you have to let him collapse." β
I asked, "How do you break him?" "He's going to break down?
"I don't know yet, but I thought maybe there would be a way to figure out why I was there." He was stuck when he said this, and looked at me pleadingly: "But I know how to figure this out......"
"Ask your dad." No one may know, but his father can't.
"My dad has been guarding against me, I don't know if he is guarding against **."
"Why don't you try it?" I asked, "Can you impersonate him?" β
Fanyin froze: "IβI can't......"
"You can't just forget it." You can't even pretend to be yourself, and you can talk about revenge!
"Then I can!" Fanyin immediately said, "Wife, I can!" β
"You pretend to be him, test your dad first, and see if ** has talked to the doctor about this." I said, "If there is, you go ahead and go to his doctor." β
Fanyin blinked and looked at me stupidly.
"Can't do it?"
"Yes!" He immediately puffed out his chest: "I promise to be able to!" β
"Hmm." I felt a little hanging, but I couldn't think of any other way.
"Wife," he distressed again: "What if you don't know?" β
"Then probe your father's tone, see what he says, and then come back and tell me, and we'll think about the next step." I said, "By the way, and your mother." β
"I don't have a mother." He wondered.
"The mother of this body." I said, "How about she knows?" β
"But I don't even know her." Fanyin frowned and pursed her lips: "Shall I ask the stars?" β
"Yes!" How did I forget the stars? She is young and clichΓ©d, and she is most likely to know something: "You pretend to be her father and tell her that if you want to become normal, take her to your side." Ask her for help. β
"Wow!" Fanyin exclaimed: "Wife, you are so smart! β
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