536 I am afraid that you will be blind forever
After Ru Jiaojiao went out, Nian Nian asked, "Dad, are you going to drive for her?" ”
"Not necessarily. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" The tone of the traditional voice sounded very narrow: "It depends on whether your mother is willing or not." ”
"Of course my mom doesn't want to." Nian Nian said a little angrily: "Look at her looking at you like that!" ”
I asked, "How did she look at him?" ”
"Just look at him with a squint." Nian Nian said: "Don't think I don't know, that aunt definitely wants to be my little mother." ”
"Do you know what 'squinting and looking' is?" ”
"Of course I do!" Nian Nian said: "She kept smiling at my father, her eyes flashed, and she sat on the chair and twisted around, as if she was going to drool at any moment!" That's what it's all about! ”
"I mean, who taught you this word?" ”
"It's on TV."
"Which show?" Traditional Yin asked.
Nian Nian immediately turned to me: "Mom! Look at him! ”
I said, "You explain the matter of lust first, even if you know which show is the use?" Can you stop that show? Or can you tell her never to look at it again? ”
Fanyin snorted, and then his tone became serious: "Of course I won't go, I don't want you to mess with me all day long." ”
I think he said with some regret: "You really want to go? ”
"I don't want to."
Nian Nian pierced: "I think he wants to." ”
"Don't interject." Fanyin was a little unhappy, and used the topic to play: "Sit well, don't twist on the chair." ”
The thought of the flag died down.
I asked, "Is she really interesting to you?" What do you think of it yourself? ”
"If you think there's something, there's it." "I don't know," he said. ”
"You don't know?" I felt something was wrong when I listened to her, and he looked at her face and told me that he didn't know?
"I'm afraid you'll scold me." His tone was a little aggrieved.
"I don't scold you, I say whatever I want."
"That's how the vast majority of women talk in front of me...... I don't have the habit of analyzing their motivations one by one. He said awkwardly as if Nian Nian had done something wrong and was being reprimanded: "I haven't taken the initiative to seduce anyone." ”
I asked Niannian, "Did your dad just smile at that aunt?" ”
Nian Nian, who was probably a little afraid of him, pulled my sleeve and asked me to lean over, whispering in my ear, "You have a good laugh." ”
I sat up straight and asked, "Do you want this job?" Don't you think it's weird? ”
"It was a little, but now I don't think so." "You can definitely hear that she has no ability to match her position at all, and it must be very easy to do things by her side," Fanyin said. You've just heard about the benefits, and I think we'll go to the doctor tomorrow to find out how much it will cost you to treat your eyes before making plans. Good no good? ”
I said, "You mean, if it costs a lot of money to cure your eyes, you go to work for her?" ”
"Not only that, we want to go to school, we have to live." He said, "I can't let Li Yu keep us. ”
"My eyes are not in a hurry, you stay away from this Ru Jiaojiao." I said, "I think she's either trying to get your color or find something else, even if I don't have common sense, I know the basic process of recruitment." If she knows that you are Fanyin, it would be fine, your current identity as Fan Yin, let alone the president, even if it is a little difficult to drive a taxi. ”
Fanyin wasn't angry, he knew what I meant, "How can your eyes not be in a hurry?" If you can't be natural, you'll have to be blind for the rest of your life. ”
"I'd rather be blind for the rest of my life than worry about whether you're together with her all day." I really hate his attitude, and I can't help but say something unscrupulous: "If eyes and money were more important than you, I wouldn't be sitting here today!" I didn't suffer so much with you to make money for me, the only thing you can repay me is to be good to me, be loyal to me, and stop doing things that make me sad! ”
I finished speaking, but I didn't hear him speak.
I couldn't help but be disappointed: "Is the so-called comeback more important than giving me peace of mind?" ”
The scene is still quiet.
I don't believe he can't see what this woman meant, and he's not stupid. But if he thinks that my feelings are not important, and money is more important, then what is the point of me asking him?
After a while, I felt that I had completely lost my patience, and even moved the idea of going back to my father.
At this moment, Nian Nian suddenly pulled my arm, "Mom......" Her tone was not as cheerful as just now, "Dad is crying, don't scold him." ”
I couldn't help but be stunned: "Why is he crying?" ”
"I don't know." Nian Nian whispered: "Kenneng is because you are too fierce, and Dad didn't promise that aunt." What's more, it's just that kind of small position, and she only gives so little money......"
"You eat."
"I'm full!" She protested to me dissatisfied, and coaxed me again: "Dad...... You ignore my mom, she just doesn't know how ugly that auntie is......"
I couldn't help but laugh angrily at her: "Really crying? ”
Fanyin was still silent, Nian Nian said for him: "I'm really crying, Dad is so pitiful, I'll help you wipe your tears......" She learned the tone of adults coaxing her and said, "Don't be sad, the baby is holding you." ”
There was a loud voice from the room: "I didn't cry." ”
My voice was a little hoarse, and I hurriedly reached out to touch it: "Are you really crying?" ”
Nian Nian cleverly grabbed my hand and put it on Fanyin's face.
There were no tears, but I felt my eyes, and my fingertips felt a dampness.
I chuckled and asked, "Which one are you?" ”
He reached out and took my hand, was silent for a moment, and said, "When I was still in the hospital, I asked your doctor, and they said that if you can't recover naturally, you may need a craniotomy. ”
I said, "Didn't I say no?" ”
"How old are you? At least fifty or sixty years to go. ”
"So what do you mean?"
"It's not interesting, I'll refuse her tomorrow." He whispered, "I'll find another job." ”
There will be no better job than the treatment offered by Ru Jiaojiao, and I stressed again: "I really don't want to look at the eyes, you don't have to put pressure on yourself." ”
Nian Nian also said, "I can also eat a little less meat, Dad." ”
He stopped talking.
After that, the three of us were in no mood to eat here, and we had our own thoughts on the way back.
After such a toss, it was already very late, Nian Nian fell asleep in the car, and I didn't chat with Fanyin.
After that, Fanyin put Niannian in her room, and we went to kiss her together, and then went to clean up and go to bed together.
Originally, I was also very tired, but Fanyin kept turning over, and I was finally woken up, and I couldn't help asking, "Can't you sleep?" ”
He didn't speak.
I fumbled over and put my arms around his waist, and he hugged me too, proving that he wasn't really asleep.
I asked, "Why don't you sleep?" Not tired? He has always been injured, and now it is unreasonable not to be tired: "Where does it hurt?" ”
"Nope." He asked in a low voice, "Why don't you sleep?" ”
"You keep rolling over, I can't sleep." I said, "Are you still sad that I scolded you during the day?" ”
He was silent.
It seemed that I was still sad about this, and I said, "Then I apologize for scolding you in front of the child, but those words are sincere." ”
"I'm not sad about this. I'm ......."
I waited for him to say the next, but he kept silent.
I couldn't help but ask, "How are you?" ”
It took him a long time before he sighed deeply: "It's not good. ”
I said, "I know what you're sad about. You're afraid that you'll become an ordinary person, or that you're not as good as them, and your self-esteem won't allow it, right? ”
"That's not right." He said, "I'm afraid you'll be blind forever." ”
I said for a moment: "I don't care." ”
"I care."
"But we can cure the disease with insurance." I said, "That's cheap, too." ”
"I want to get the best doctor for you." He said.
"You're so mediocre."
He stopped talking.
I thought about it for a moment and said, "You guy, you just can't figure it out, and you're too greedy." Like me, I think very clearly, between eyes, money, and even Yin Yin and your life, I chose you. I know I can only choose one, but you have to care so much about what I lose. ”
He said, "Lingling, don't say such things, I know you're just coaxing me." ”
I was annoyed, "Are you afraid that you will have to help me put on makeup for the rest of my life?" ”
"It's not."
"And what the hell are you depressed about?" I asked, "That's how you want to go to her?" ”
He stopped talking.
I got irritated and sat up.
He immediately asked, "What's wrong?" Then he sat up and grabbed my shoulders.
I said, "If I can have the best of both worlds, I don't want to be blind for the rest of my life, and I will suffer a lot from being blind!" "If I hadn't been blind, at least I wouldn't have been so passive in Pulan," but this is the price I had to pay for this choice. I'm already sad, but I still want to comfort you with words like 'I don't care', can't you understand my pain? ”
He didn't say a word and hugged me.
I pushed him away and said, "Since you can't sleep, just think here, I'm going to sleep somewhere else." ”
He grabbed my arm and said, "Don't." ”
"You think slowly, if you are still this kind of virtue tomorrow, then even if I am wrong about you." I said: "Your personality can only stand worship, and you are not as good as Xiao Tiantian in terms of pressure." I told him to come out and live with me. ”
For some reason, he suddenly burst out laughing.
I asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"You threaten me." He laughs.
"Yes, it's just threatening you, what's so ridiculous?"
"Nothing." He laughed a little more before he hugged me, patted me on the back, and said, "Don't be angry, sleep, baby." ”
I asked, "Are you still nervous?" Need time to think about it? ”
"No, listen to you." He rubbed my back and said, "Sleep, I'm not nervous anymore." ”
"Hmm." That's pretty much it.