Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 309 Gu Changfeng's Monologue (9)

She looked at me and laughed maniacally, but the tears couldn't stop flowing. Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but want to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but thinking of my parents' tragic death, I finally held back.

It's not that I don't want to believe you, it's that I really can't help but believe my eyes. Even if I came in a second later, I would be able to fool myself into believing that you didn't kill my parents, but instead, you let me see you stab the Xuanyuan Sword into my mother's chest!

I can't even make a fool of myself!

I didn't avenge my parents, I let Feng Nuan Nuan leave, I plan, from now on, we will never get along with each other, but Xi'er and Feng Nuannuan are filming in the same crew, and Feng Nuannuan and I will inevitably meet. But I think if I really don't see the wind for the rest of my life, I will definitely go crazy and live in an insane asylum!

Xi'er has always been unwell recently, after she became pregnant, she is getting thinner and thinner, she wants me to go to the crew to accompany her for a day, looking at the expectation in her eyes, I can't refuse her. After I arrived at the crew, of course, I encountered Feng Nuan Nuan again, and I tried to focus all my attention on Xi'er, I didn't look at Feng Nuan Nuan, let alone think about her.

It's just that I never thought that I would see this scene outside the bathroom of the crew, Feng Nuannuan, that ruthless woman, she actually slapped Xi'er hard, and with that slap, she almost used all her strength to knock Xi'er to the ground.

Xi'er's body is so weak, how can she withstand such a toss, and at that moment, her lower body was bleeding. Seeing this scene, I don't feel distressed, I'm just angry, I'm angry, the wind is warm, how can she be so ruthless! Doesn't she know that Xi'er still has a child in her belly?!

I told myself at the time that as long as Feng Nuannuan was willing to admit her mistakes, I was willing to give her a chance, I would give her one last chance, and as long as she was willing to apologize to Xi'er, I would forgive her this time.

However, I never thought that the woman who was warm and warm, she actually said that it was a pity for her son! If she doesn't admit it, forget it, how can she put all this responsibility on Xi'er?!

Xi'er is not a fool, why did she deliberately hurt her body so deliberately! She had been looking forward to this child, and it was impossible for her to kill this child with her own hands!

Strong hatred grew rapidly in my heart like weeds, and I swore that I would definitely settle accounts with this woman, but not now, Xi'er has shed so much blood, I must send her to the hospital, and when Xi'er is sent to the hospital and is safe, it will not be too late for me to settle accounts with this vicious woman!

As I expected, the child in the womb was gone, and the doctor said that the miscarriage was due to a strong impact on the body, which naturally had nothing to do with Feng Nuan's ruthless push.

Three lives, now Feng Nuan Nuan owes me three lives, I will definitely make her pay!

In my heart, after all, there are still some selfishness, even if the wind warms me like this, I am reluctant to push her into a desperate situation, I keep convincing myself that I will give her one last chance, tonight, I will go to her, as long as she is willing to bow her head, I will give her one last chance. I know it's unprincipled for me to compromise over and over again, but I just can't control my heart.

I never thought that tonight, I would see such a scene outside the warm villa, Shaohua gently hugged her into her arms, the corners of her lips were rippling with a shallow smile, gentle and beautiful. But these days, in front of me, she will only look at me coldly, how can she ever give me such a gentle smile!

I thought that as long as she gave me such a gentle smile, I would give up all my principles and write off all the grievances between us, but the man she smiled so gently was not me, but Shaohua.

Li Yan, Shaohua, there are always men around her, I don't understand, without men, will she die?! How can there be such a lonely woman in the world?!

I was furious, I wanted to settle accounts with Feng Nuannuan, a vicious woman, I hated her, hated her for not being lonely, and hated her even more, so unfirm in her love for me. I asked her why she hurt Xi'er so much, but I didn't expect that she would say that the child in Xi'er's belly was not mine, and she also said that the child in Xi'er's belly would not live at all.

I don't understand, I just don't understand, why does she have the face to say such things! I know that she wants to shirk responsibility, and even if she wants to shirk responsibility, she can't say such things, which will make me feel that she is a little shameless, and it will make me feel that I have loved her wrongly.

The wind is warm, you really disappointed me!

At that moment, I hated it to the extreme, I really wanted to destroy with her, I told her, I want to avenge the child in the womb of Xi'er, I can't control my hand, I pushed her backwards with all my strength. But even at this moment, I didn't really want to hurt her, I knew that in this kind of rage, I would do a lot of very irrational things, so I wanted to keep her away from me, but what I never expected was that I used too much force to push her down the high steps.

When I saw Feng Nuan Nuan falling straight from the high platform, I was stunned in place, for a long time, I came back to my senses, when I came back to my senses, the blood on her body has been meandering into a river, the bright red blood, deeply stinged my eyes, today during the day, I have experienced the scene of a miscarriage, in the face of this familiar scene, I can know with my toes to think about it, Feng Nuan Nuan this woman, she is a miscarriage!

The wind is warm, she, she's pregnant?!

And I, with my own hands, killed the child who was warm and warm!

Our children......

I looked at the blood red in front of me in disbelief, I stretched out my hand, trying to pull Feng Nuan up from the ground, but I don't know why, I felt that she was getting farther and farther away from me, gradually, I couldn't see her face, in front of me, only a boundless blood red.

I killed me and Feng Nuan's child with my own hands!

When the affection was strong, I pressed her under me, and my fingertips swept over her jade-like little face, Nuan, give birth to a child for me. Now, she is pregnant with my child, but I brutally killed him!

The red mist in front of her is getting thicker and thicker, I know, it is the warm blood of the wind, she fell from such a high place, and shed so much blood, should she die?

Thinking like this, my heart was like a knife, I wanted to hold her in my arms, but I couldn't see anything except the red mist in front of me.

I seem to have gone to a large area of peony flowers, and the big peonies bloom just right in the sun. In the depths of the peony flowers, a woman in a red palace dress stood in the wind, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and the moment she raised her eyes, she was thrillingly beautiful. I know, this is the woman who has appeared in my dreams countless times, but I have always been unable to see her face clearly, once upon a time, I always thought that the woman who appeared in my dream was a cherished child, and now, she walked towards me with a big red peony smiling like a flower, I realized that I was once wrong.

The woman in my dream has never been Yuan Xi'er, but Li Qian, or rather, the wind is warm.

The woman I love, from beginning to end, is only one person. Countless broken images flashed in my mind like a movie, and the memories I had forgotten for more than a year were all recovered at this moment.

A year ago, in order to help Nuan Nuan relieve Gu, I fell into the reincarnation field, and my memory was sealed in the reincarnation field. And in the reincarnation field, I also encountered Qin Mo's soul, the same Qin Mo as I was born. At that time, Qin Mo had no love in life, he had nothing else to ask for, only the end of ashes, he was bent on seeking liberation, but he was willing to give me hope for life before liberation. He used all his strength to help me leave the reincarnation field, before his soul was gone, he begged me to take good care of his parents and sister, I had an indescribable sense of pity for Qin Mo, not to mention, I was able to leave the reincarnation field, and thanks to his help, I would naturally go all out for his request. It's just that I didn't expect that by mistake, after I lost my memory, I actually lived as Qin Mo, I forgot the woman I loved the most, the wind was warm, and I mistakenly thought that the person I loved so much was actually the woman named Yuan Xi'er.

Now that I think about it, I was really wrong, the woman Yuan Xi'er who shouldn't have had anything to do with me, I gave her a year of meticulous love, but the person I love the most is warm, but I am the most cruel way to deal with her.

I didn't trust her, I hurt her, and I killed our child with my own hands!

At that time, when she said this, I felt that she was despicable and vicious to the extreme, and even used this way to frame Xi'er and excuse herself.

My body is special, between heaven and earth, only the last divine wind in this world can give birth to my child! Nuan Nuan is right, what is in Yuan Xi'er's stomach is not my child, I walked into the trap carefully set by Yuan Xi'er step by step, and killed me and Nuan Nuan's child with my own hands!

In this way, I should be sent to the eighteenth layer of hell and be punished with a thousand knives!

I don't have the face to be by Nuan Nuan's side, but I'm damn selfish, but I can't stand the days and nights without her!

I want to compensate Nuan Nuan and use all my life to compensate her, but I know in my heart that she may not be rare for me to compensate!