Chapter 051: Severe Schizophrenia (Part II)
Team Yan, you don't think I'm mentally problematic, do you? My tone was already a little unkind. I was already in a hurry, and he actually came to question me. Although he said that we would go and see it together, he was obviously mostly talking about me.
Officer Lin, we police officers have a high incidence of schizophrenia. Team Yan shook his head slowly, with a helpless expression: This disease is not an ordinary disease, and you can't feel it at all when you get it. In the past, many of our colleagues didn't believe us, but I have been a police officer for more than 10 years, and I have seen many colleagues finally find out that they have this problem. I didn't expect myself this time, hey
Yan team, whether you believe it or not, I still have to sue you. I said categorically: this case must involve a big conspiracy, you must not think that there is something wrong with our spirit, this is absolutely nothing. What we see and hear is all true
Well, even if you're right! Captain Yan interrupted me loudly: "Even if what we see and hear is true, then how do you explain the current Yiqiē Is it that all of them are colluding to deceive us?" Or do you simply say we really see ghosts?
In the face of Captain Yan's words, I was a little speechless for a while.
Captain Yan sighed again and patted me on the shoulder: Officer Lin, Xiaolin, I have been a policeman for more than ten years, and I have seen all kinds of strange things, but I have never been so evil, but I am an atheist, and I absolutely do not believe that there are ghosts and gods in this world
Xiaolin, I'm also good for you, you're still young, we have to look at this kind of problem early. I know a very professional psychologist, if you don't trust outside experts, then we will go to the public security police mental health service center within the public security department, and then you will understand.
After Captain Yan finished speaking, he turned around and got into the car, and drove away by himself without waiting for me. What he meant was already obvious, we weren't seeing ghosts, we were mentally wrong. And he didn't wait for me, he just wanted me to be quiet, he just didn't say it.
I didn't take the car back, I walked alone for more than an hour and walked back to the guest house.
I thought about a lot of things along the way, and of course I knew I wasn't having schizophrenia. I'm so young, and I don't feel much pressure, how can I get schizophrenia. On the contrary, I think that what Captain Yan inadvertently said before may have been really corrected by him, maybe someone is really forming a group to deceive us this time.
But after thinking about it carefully, I feel that this matter is a little incomprehensible, because even if this is the case, it is impossible for Zhao Xiaotian to lie to me!
When I got home, I was dizzy and dizzy.
When I came back from the capital the day before yesterday, I worked almost all night because of the people sent by Li Dakui, and then I only slept for about two hours before going to Baiqu County. As soon as I came back from Baiqu County, I met the yellow-haired woman again, and I have been busy until now.
When I returned to the guest house, my mother had not yet slept, and when she saw that my face was not good-looking, she asked me if I had eaten, and I said no, so she quickly asked the nanny to go down and pack something for me.
Actually, I didn't want to eat at all, but looking at my mother's distressed eyes, I was afraid that she would worry about me, so I didn't stop the nanny.
I was chatting with my mom on the couch and waiting for the babysitter to buy me something back, but I was so sleepy that I fell asleep on the couch before I knew it.
By the time I woke up again, it was already dawn. I was covered with a quilt and my mom was sitting in a wheelchair right in front of me. Her eyes were a little red and swollen, and when she saw me wake up, she rubbed her eyes a few times and asked me with a smile: When you wake up, I'll go and ask Xiao Yu and Xiao Du to go downstairs and buy something for you to eat
After my mother finished speaking, she rolled her wheelchair and prepared to go to the door, but I grabbed the wheelchair: Mom, why are you crying?
My mother turned her head to look at me, reached out and touched my face, touched my head again, and suddenly left two lines of tears on her face: Child, it would be nice if your father was here, you wouldn't have to work so hard It's all bad for your mother, if it's not for your mother's bad legs and feet, you don't have to be a police officer Your father left early, and my mother's leg was lame so early, Mom not only can't help you at all, but also drag down your child, Mom made you feel wronged
Mom, don't talk about it. My eyes were already a little moist: Mom, you shouldn't have said this kind of thing to me, if you didn't desperately push me away back then, there is no longer me now. Besides, you are my mother, even if your leg is not lame because of saving me, I will repay you well and honor you well, because I am your son!
But child, do you know how much pain my mother feels when I see you tired like this? When my mom said this, she couldn't stop crying.
I don't know what's going on, maybe it's because I have experienced several dangers in the past month and almost can't come back, but I can't hold back my crying.
My mom and I cried for a while, and we didn't stop until Du Hui and Yu Xu, who were guarding outside, knocked on the door and asked what was wrong.
After our mother and son cleaned up their feelings, my mother asked me again: Is something wrong?
I squeezed out a little smile and said, "No!"
My mother laughed and scolded: Since the day you came out of my belly, you have never lied, it is written on your face!
Hehe, it's okay, it's okay. I said with a smile.
You and my mother smiled and grabbed my hands and patted the back of my hand gently: I know that you are afraid that I will worry about you, and you don't want to sue me. What I want to say is, no matter what difficulties you encounter, you must be strong, I believe that no matter what difficulties are not difficult for my son, my son is the best!
Well! I nodded, my eyes a little moist again. My mom has always been my spiritual support, and without her encouragement, I would not have been able to continue working and studying from high school until I graduated from the police academy.
After chatting with my mom for a while, I received a call from Captain Yan. Captain Yan said to wait for me in the lobby of the guest house and go with me to the mental health center to see a psychologist.
At that time, I thought that since I had no problem, why didn't I prove it to Captain Yan, so I went with Captain Yan without saying anything.
The person who gave me psychological counseling was a very young female police officer named Shen Yu. It's still very good-looking, quite delicate. She claims to be a national second-level psychological counselor. It's a bluff to hear her title, but I'm laughing in my heart to see what she can do for me.
However, what I never dreamed of was that when I was guided by her and briefly told her about what I had encountered in the past month or so, she came to my conclusion: Lin Mingjun, your question is very strict. From the perspective of psychology and psychiatry, your condition belongs to the mixed type of perceptual impairment and thinking disorder of strict zhòng schizophrenia. These are the two most common types of schizophrenia, and according to the clinical table, your condition belongs to paranoid schizophrenia dominated by hallucinations and delusions
! Before Shen Yu finished speaking, I became angry, I screamed, stood up and turned around and left.
Look at you, irritability and irritability, which is also a common symptom of schizophrenia Shen Yu smiled tepidly and said: Can you calm down and listen to me finish speaking? If you can calm down, I believe you're mentally fine.
Okay, I'll see what you can do today. I swallowed the anger in my heart and sat down again.
Lin Mingjun, you have to correct your current mentality. Shen Yu said with a smile: Let me give you an example, in 2009, we organized a team of experts to conduct a mental health survey for the public security police in 10 prefectures and cities in Yunnan, and the results showed that more than 58% of the police had various psychological symptoms, and nearly 24% of the police had reached moderate severity in at least one psychological symptom. A high proportion of psychological symptoms include: obsessive-compulsive symptoms, somatization symptoms, hostility symptoms, depressive symptoms, paranoid symptoms, anxiety symptoms, and delusional symptoms.
Hmph, I laughed disdainfully.
To tell you the truth, Shen Yu continued to smile and said: You alone account for five of the seven symptoms I mentioned above. Not only do you have obsessive-compulsive disorder and paranoia, but you also have depression, paranoia, and anxiety.
Your obsessive-compulsive disorder is mainly manifested as follows: You have just been emphasizing that Lianhua Village in Baiqu County must be related to a package that someone has sent you recently, which is a typical obsessive-compulsive disorder. These are obviously two cases, and the other case has been closed, and the superiors will not allow you to continue the investigation, but you still have to investigate to the end. Also, the people and events you have encountered in the past two days are obviously all nonsense, which are just your own imaginations, and have never happened in reality
That's enough! I suddenly slapped the table and stared at her: You know what a fart, do you know how complicated this case is, do you have the right to speak?
You, calm down a little Shen Yu's face changed, as if she was afraid that I would beat her.
Okay, you go ahead! I was afraid that I would scare Shen Yu, so I forcibly suppressed the anger in my heart. Because I still need her to open a psychological counseling report and send it to our superiors in a while, I am afraid that she will write nonsense, so I patiently plan to continue to listen to her nonsense.
However, this time Shen Yu didn't say anything, she smiled and said to me: You wait a minute, I'll go out and get some information.
After Shen Yu finished speaking, he turned around and went out. What I never dreamed of was that in less than two minutes, seven or eight strong policemen burst in from outside the door, and they pushed me to the ground without saying anything. Immediately after that, a woman in a white lab coat walked in from outside, and she poked me in the neck with a syringe, and then I didn't know anything.
When I woke up again, I was strapped to a hospital bed in a hospital gown.
Next to me sat a fat man in his thirties, also wearing a hospital gown and a pair of red pants on his head. At this time, he was holding a chopstick, and a white shoelace was tied to the head of the chopsticks, and a cockroach hung from the other end of the shoelace, and the cockroach hung in the basin at his feet. There was half a basin of water in the basin, and two small yellow toy ducks floated in the water.
Seeing such a scene, I was curious and casually asked: Big brother, what are you doing here?
The fat man made a nervous silence gesture at me: Shhh, don't make noise, I'm fishing, don't scare the fish away
I finally sensed something was wrong and quickly turned my head to look around.
Through the window, I saw a house in the distance with a few very eye-catching words hanging on it: Baoshan City Psychiatric Sanatorium.
Hmph, this time handsome