005

In a daze, I returned to my apartment in Kunshi, and when the door opened, I felt a girl hurrying to pick me up.

I could smell a faint scent, it felt familiar, probably because of the drunkenness, I couldn't remember it for a while, but it smelled very good.

After that, the girl helped me to my room, brought me hot water to scrub me, and fed me some hot water, and in a daze I felt that this girl should be known to me. Then, I fell asleep.

I was awakened by a nightmare because I dreamed of Li Xiaoran.

In the white wild, she walked slowly with her back to me, surrounded by a vast expanse.

Suddenly, she looked back at me, her red lips lightly furled, but she was silent.

A faceless figure came out of the haze behind him and grabbed her wrist, she struggled and silently cried for help, while I, unable to do anything, could only watch her and stretch out my helpless hands to me.

The eyes were full of hope, I wanted to get closer, but it got farther and farther away, and gradually, that hope turned into despair, and finally into tears......

The figure faded away and disappeared into the vast white.

I gasped and sat up, it turned out to be a dream!

However, even if it is a dream, how can it be so sad, the heart is suddenly hollowed out, this is a cruelty that cannot distinguish between dreams and reality, which is difficult for me to accept.

I turned on the bedside lamp casually, and the orange light calmed my heart a lot, when I suddenly noticed that there was a person lying on the edge of the bed.

"Huh......"

How can there be girls in my house?

Oh yes, it turns out I'm drunk, this must be the girl who took care of me, right?

I thought the girl's figure was familiar, she was lying on the edge of the bed, sleeping soundly, her long black hair spread like satin on the white sheets.

"Eh......"

I touched the girl with my hand and tried to wake her up.

The girl was sleeping very lightly, and as soon as I met her, I woke up, and she looked up, and a familiar face appeared in front of me.

"Why are you here?"

I looked at Li Ruixue with some surprise, I didn't expect her to appear here. This is a girl who has a peculiar place in my heart.

We have an indescribable relationship, like friends, but closer than friends.

I don't know how to position this girl, I still remember clearly, when I was in Phoenix Hospital, she looked at me, and I even often guessed if this girl liked me?

And, I asked myself, she has a place in my heart.

People's emotions are complex, and I can't ignore a woman who likes herself, especially such a beautiful girl, and I can't avoid vulgarity.

Even if my heart is occupied by Li Xiaoran, but when facing this Li Ruixue, my sadness seems to have lightened a little.

Ay...... I don't know what's wrong with me!

Am I a flowery person? I can't figure it out myself. But I know that I have never thought about hurting anyone in the past, and if I have one emotion, I will never touch another emotion, at least, this is how I position myself in my heart.

Even if I do like two people at the same time, I will hide feelings that do not belong to me deep in my heart.

Feelings are like spirits, once you get down, you tend to get drunk, just like me now.

I was a little dizzy, just staring at Li Ruixue, I suddenly found that her eyes were slightly red, not like the one she had just woken up, she seemed to have cried.

Naturally, I was concerned.

"What's wrong? How to cry! I hurriedly got out of bed, walked over to her, and bent down slightly.

Li Ruixue shook her head and did not speak.

"Did someone bully you?" I asked

"No, no one bullied me." Li Ruixue shook her head and denied it.

"That's good."

"Why are you here?" I asked

Li Ruixue's eyes were a little evasive when she heard me ask.

"I heard that you are back, I want to come and see you, and by the way, I made you a delicious meal, oh, the key was given to me by Guo Shuai before."

Hearing this, my heart warmed, and I felt a little uncomfortable.

"Thank you." That's all I can say.

At this point in the conversation, we were all silent, and no one spoke again.

Li Ruixue suddenly glanced at me and asked, "Who is Xiao Ran?" Isn't it your girlfriend? ”

I nodded and hummed softly.

"No wonder you always call her name when you sleep at night." Li Ruixue's voice was very low, but I could gently hear the trace of loss in her tone.

When it comes to this, even a fool will understand this girl's heart, she likes me.

A big girl doesn't go to sleep, cooks for you in the middle of the night, and takes care of you, doesn't this explain the problem?

"She must be pretty, right?" Li Ruixue asked again, like all girls, she likes to ask some such questions.

I nodded, smiled and said, "It's beautiful, just as beautiful as you!" With that, I realized that I had lost my words.

Sure enough, when Li Ruixue heard what I said, she couldn't help but blush, and her head lowered even deeper, and I found that this girl seemed to be particularly prone to blushing.

"And which of us is prettier?" Li Ruixue's voice was very low, similar to that of a mosquito.

I felt bitter in my heart, and I said to myself, why can't this girl open any pot?

"It's not the same type." I sighed.

"By the way, what happened yesterday, did you quarrel? That's why you're drinking so much! ”

"Isn't it ironic that we broke up and broke up as soon as we established our relationship?"

I laughed at myself, and found that after saying what was on my mind, I was in a better mood, and when I thought that I might only have less than a year to live, I suddenly felt that this might not be a good thing!

It's better to separate as soon as possible than to part with life and death!

Li Ruixue sighed and didn't speak.

I suddenly felt a little hungry and asked, "What about your fried vegetables?" I am hungry. ”

Li Ruixue raised her head suddenly, her face was instantly filled with excitement, revealing a sweet smile.

"Wait a minute, I'll go and heat up the food."

Without waiting for me to speak, Li Ruixue left the room and walked towards the kitchen.

Looking at her beautiful figure leaving in a hurry, I smiled from the bottom of my heart.

"Thank you!"

There was not much time, and a table of sumptuous delicacies was brought back to the table, seven or eight dishes, and two soups.

Among them is my favorite scrambled eggs with tomatoes, which are red and sour and juicy in this season, making it the best season.

Li Ruixue's craftsmanship is very good, although it is a dish that has been heated once, but the color is still fresh, red and green matching, it looks very appetizing.

I was not polite, I picked up the chopsticks and ate them, Li Ruixue gave me vegetables from time to time, and we looked at each other and smiled.

The door of the room opened, and Guo Shuai walked out.

"Brother Long, what are you doing? Three watches in the middle of the night to open a small stove! ”

"Come and try it, Xiaoxue's skills are really good!" I greeted Guo Shuai and asked him to sit down.

Guo Shuai's addition made the atmosphere a lot more lively, and the three of us were very happy to eat for a while.

"Brother Long, Xiaoxue is a good girl! Don't pretend you didn't see it. Guo Shuai said something I didn't expect.