Harsh, for the future.
Two years have passed quickly, and in my world, it is just a flick of a finger.
I have no quest for the past, and I have no place for my soul.
What I believed in, what I hated, was all away from my body. Even the soul.
When I was reciting the scriptures, I had no distractions, and I dedicated all my consciousness to teaching.
I think that's my destiny.
It wasn't until my father told me that I had to do something else that my destiny changed.
I delayed the means of deception, even though he instilled in me again and again that it was the trend, that it was survival, that this was the way.
But I don't want to, I'm a Taoist, but I'm not a mage.
I don't know the law, I just have my own way, and I will carry it out completely.
Leave, and then die......
The first person to die was my dad, and then my mom.
When I thought I had proof, I was expelled from the whole denomination.
I am an outlier, I am not worthy to enter the sect, I am not worthy to be a heavenly master.
But are they right? I know there are godly people in it, but godly people don't come out and fight.
I don't have helpers, I only have myself.
Thereupon...... I started leaving.
Where do you go after you leave? Nature is to carry out my word. Let all the people of Taoism return to the correct faith.
Banish all the dirty, vile doorways.
Fear comes from the soul, and when you pull out these fears, you have to cleanse the soul.
Ghosts and gods are the source of fear, without them. The soul is naturally clean.
And I've learned something, I've started traveling around countries, I'm preparing, I'm planning a blow that will completely tip the scales.
At last...... I failed.
The human heart is not something I can control. I've also seen the state of those souls that can manifest when they are extremely evil.
It is not inferior to any ghost. I didn't have any friends, I got two friends.
One is Wu Kui and the other is Lao Pei.
They are all people who concentrate on their own field, and they have the Tao.
I feel like we're one kind.
It's a pity that Wu Kui died, he didn't go astray, he just faced his own path.
I didn't feel sad.
In other words, I am the promoter of all events, Liu Hua, Liu Xin, Zhong Yi.
The three of them are ordinary people, even if they are entangled, they are nothing more than a life and death.
And in order to fulfill my own way, I led the three of them into the abyss from which I could not leave.
Death, fear, and chaos. I failed, but they struggled to survive to their end. I made up for what I did.
These remedies are insignificant, and there is still no way to reduce my guilt.
But Liu Xin and Liu Hua are leaving, they have their own places to go. I shouldn't interfere anymore.
I'm not a good person, I just want to fulfill my own path.
I gave Liu a painting something.
It was a book my father gave me.
I haven't seen it in a long time and I don't need it anymore.
As I said, how fast is two years? It's just a snap of a finger.
I discussed it with Lao Pei, and entered a Taoist temple with a pending order.
I do what I can to do something. Lao Pei is obligated to sell medicine.
He's a good guy, a good guy from head to tail.
I'm not as good as Lao Pei.
Time is still running, it's running wild.
All the way down will reach the end of my life.
The phone hadn't been ringing in two years, and it had long since turned off and then fell asleep.
If it weren't for Lao Pei happily coming to me with his mobile phone, I wouldn't know that Liu Xin and Liu Hua already had children.
The two of them even invited us to be guests.
Lao Pei smiled like a child. I've never seen him smile like that.
I asked Lao Pei why.
He told me that since he decided that he would never be associated with emotional matters for the rest of his life, he never thought that he would have such a day. Including Zhong Yi and Liu Xin, he revealed a sympathy from the bottom of his bones, and then he began to have pity, and in the end, he treated them as his daughters. Now. Liu Xin has a child, and his life has been extended. Of course he had to be happy. Be happy.
I was stunned for a long time after listening to his words.
I didn't plan to go to Liu Hua's side, I knew what my fault was, and if I used to do it, it would only trigger some unpleasant memories.
So why should I go again? Lao Pei began to pack his luggage.
I could feel his heartache.
I retreated a little, and Lao Pei began to persuade me. He only said one word.
Strict...... You wouldn't want to run away, would you? Are you still harsh?
It was such a sentence that forced me to go on the road with him.
And then...... Came to Ruili.
It turned out that I was not the only one who came.
All the people, Lao Yang, Bai Wei, Mr. Yin, Old Man Wang, and Uncle Liu. All fishing by the lake.
I'm right, they're fishing.
Lao Pei was excited, but I saw the child in Liu Hua's arms.
I wasn't excited, the first time I saw the child, I felt that her eyes were too pure,
Not a single blemish, not the slightest stain.
Everyone was laughing, and I was looking at the kid laughing.
When Lao Pei was holding the child, Liu Hua and Liu Xin were still around. But I could feel the child's gaze.
She...... Looking at me, there seemed to be countless emotions in her eyes, and this emotion actually made me feel guilty.
I owe a baby debt? I can't imagine it, but I have to believe it.
After the party, we left one by one, and Lao Pei and I stayed until the end.
Lao Pei didn't want to go. Liu Xin and Liu Hua not only want to keep the old man. Even come and keep me.
I remember, it was everyone who came to persuade me.
When I nodded, almost everyone had disbelief on their faces, but I could clearly feel their excitement.
Liu Hua and Liu Xin's child is a girl.
I proposed that this child follow me to learn the Tao and cultivate the mind.
Liu Xin and Liu Hua didn't want to agree, I didn't care about the two of them, I looked at the child.
By the time her young palm began to reach in my direction, it had already given me the answer.
In the blink of an eye, another five years have passed.
Lao Pei's waist has begun to become hunchbacked.
My hair is almost completely gray, too.
Liu Yixin is six years old, alive and kicking, but he can also be quiet quickly.
When she didn't want to move, she sat on top of the bluestone by the lake and looked at the lake quietly.
The girl is weird. She doesn't eat meat. Eat only vegetables.
This once made Liu Xin and Liu Hua worried and anxious, but there was no way.
I told them not to push too much, and that everything had to go with the flow.
Liu Hua and Liu Xin compromised.
I don't quite remember what caused Liu Yixin and I to walk towards the depths of the lakeside that day.
There...... There is a temple.
I can't imagine that there could be a temple in this place. Liu Hua and Liu Xin didn't say a word.
When I went in, I found that there was an old man in the temple, and she was chanting.
From then on, every day, Liu Yixin would take me to this place, and then she would accompany the old man next to him.
I haven't talked about it either.
Until time continued to pass, I forgot how old Liu Yixin was this year.
When we came to the temple again, the old man finally stood up, then turned his head and said something to us.
"Today...... It's your last day to stay with me, the old woman and the old man. When you come over tomorrow, bring Liu Xin and Liu Hua. With that, she knelt down again.
Liu Yixin began to cry.
I don't know why he cried, like...... It was the first time in all my years that I had seen this child cry.
When I walked over, she took my hand and said, "Go home."
I believed the kid, so didn't ask much.
But when Liu Xin and Liu Hua knew the news, I knew that the old man was Liu Xin's mother.
Liu Yixin has been quietly accompanying his grandmother for so many years.
What was even more strange was that no one had ever told her that there was such a place in the depths of that lake.
No one said anything about their relationship.
I have always been by her side, and I know that no one has spoken to Liu Yixin.
It's a puzzle in my mind.
When the family was at the funeral, Lao Pei and I were rowing and fishing in the lakeside.
Lao Pei asked me how I was doing during this time?
I honestly talked about my feelings, Lao Pei patted me on the shoulder, and then said that the living people should not be too tired.
In fact, things are not so complicated, Liu Yixin can be so smart, and it is not something we can decide.
Look at Liu Hua, he has been stupid all his life, and he has made countless mistakes, and in the end, he has changed for the better?
We don't have any children, so we watch these children grow up, and then we watch their children grow up.
Isn't it like looking at your own life?
While speaking, Lao Pei lay down on the boat, then closed his eyes and said: "No one is born perfect, he must have a reason. And this reason has nothing to do with us, it is a matter of Liu Xin and Liu Hua. Why should you interfere? ”
Lao Pei was drunk, I was also drunk, I looked up at the sky, but I saw a pair of clear eyes, looking at me.
She, with her eyes, was talking to me.