His eyes were slightly stunned, maybe because he didn't know that his dog was dead, or maybe because he didn't expect me to say such a thing first.

I continued, "Nian Nian was scared, so I sent her to my dad. But I was afraid that I would be lonely, so I sent her away. ”

Of course, he understood that my words were not just literal, and if I wanted to send them, sending them to his mother's house was the best way, relatively stable, and convenient for us to see.

Therefore, his gaze was a little weird, but he still blinked lightly and opened his mouth with some difficulty: "I'm sorry...... I ......"

"I don't want to hear you say that." I interrupted him and said, "Let me tell you about the current situation, when I sent the youngest son of the Lin family to Mr. Fei's side, your father sneaked on the plane, but the plane crashed and they disappeared together. The Fei family helped me look for it all the time, but there was no news. There has been an accident at home, and you also designed me to activate the white knife, and Zhun Yi has been helping around, but I don't know when it will be completely activated. You haven't heard from you, and I've been exhausted after a lot of trouble looking for you. ”

His demeanor was very gentle, but he was also a little guilty, and said, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

"Don't say anything pretty." I don't know what attitude I want from him? The video is not fake, he is just messing around with others, and it is so disgusting. Can I guess all his reactions, he remembers, feeling guilty? Or do you not remember? I don't know, I don't want to hear him talk about it, although I can't forget it: "I only have two requests now, the first is that you have to cancel the knife, I need to go out on errands, and I don't have the energy to deal with the killer." The second is that your mother asks to see you within a week, and I can say yes, but only if you hand over power to me. ”

He was still calm when he heard the first request, and the second frowned slightly, and said, "It's too early...... You don't understand anything. ”

"I'm not talking to you." I said, "Yes, to inform you." ”

He narrowed his eyes slightly, and his gaze changed as if he was finally beginning to notice that I had become a stranger.

"I won't let you out anytime soon, because I plan to talk to you first, and then ask Dr. Li to treat you." I said, "Do you remember his plan?" You've got to be locked up. As for whether I understand it or not, it's not something you can get involved with. ”

He stared at me in a daze, as if speechless.

I waited for a while, and when he did not speak, I said, "You think about it, and when you think about it, let them call me." I hope you can cooperate with the doctor, and you can cooperate with me, and don't think about running away. ”

I stood up and was about to leave, when Fan Yin suddenly spoke: "Lingling......"

I stopped and looked at him again.

His expression was a little puzzled, and his sick face became even more haggard: "Are you still her?" ”

I said, "You're confused." ”

He was silent and said, "It's wrong for me to walk for so long, I'm sorry...... I also understand, you and Niannian have suffered a lot of grievances these days. But even so, you can't rush it, you don't ...... anything"

"You still don't understand me?" My anger was ignited by the word "wronged", and it must have been because I had forgiven him so easily before, that he felt that I had just been "wronged". He never felt that I had to put up with him so much. I said, "You don't have a beak to do anything about this, and if you don't cooperate, you'll stay here for the rest of your life, chained to bed like a dog." If you cooperate, then as long as you can cure your disease, I am willing to do anything. ”

"Lingling," he said in an aggravated tone, his voice hoarse and as if in pain, "what are you talking about?" There are so many things going on at home, you don't understand anything, how can you ......"

"I'll shut you up!" I was annoyed, I thought he was so nagging and annoying: "You know everything, but what good things do you do!" Do you know how badly Nian Nian was bitten, and do you know who the suspect is who injected the dog with rabies! That's why I've been listening to you! ”

He was stopped by my yelling and looked at me silently.

He probably thinks I'm crazy. My adoptive father also said I was crazy about this decision, I know, but I've had enough.

"The only thing you can do now is to treat the disease honestly, and frankly, Fanyin, if I don't do well and go to prison, then I'll be in." I said, "I can't bear to live with you than in prison." ”

He shook his head and said, "Lingling, you let me out first, don't come nonsense." You calm down, let me out first, and I'll tell you slowly......"

"I'm telling you to shut up." I interrupted him again: "I'll repeat it one last time, within two days, you will give me an answer." If you want to cooperate with the healing, then I will replace the chain with strips of cloth so that you will suffer less. I don't care what you think, what your mother thinks, even if you become a fool, you have to take medicine, and you can honestly take as much as the doctor tells you to take. If you don't want to cooperate, it's so simple, I'll lock you here and force you. Your mother seems to be worried about my usurpation of power right now, and she insists on seeing you, and I need you to meet with her and tell her that you made this decision. Of course, you can not agree, then I will fight with your mother to the end. Do you understand? ”

He nodded, his face irritated: "I understand, but Lingling, I can't say that to my mother, even if I say it, she won't believe it, everyone knows that suddenly handing over the entire family to you now is a dead end!" ”

I couldn't help laughing and sat back down: "Fanyin, I know you never thought about me, only yourself." It's like your whole family, men, women, and children are tying me up and sacrificing alone. ”

He was a little anxious, but when he opened his mouth, he was blocked by my words: "I must think I'm crazy now, and I'm really crazy." For so many years, I have been by your side, it is not enough to be bullied by you, but also by your family's defense and calculation, the best thing for me is your mother, she once persuaded me to divorce, but I underestimated your terrible and did not obey. Over the years, I have been dying, and I have almost lost my life several times. But you didn't pity me, you just pretended to say a few nice words, and there was no sacrifice at all. You never thought that I was innocent, that I just stayed with you because I loved you, and that I also needed your dedication and seriousness. You are afraid that you will become stupid and do not want to take medicine to control your disease, but you have not thought that at least I will die like this, you say, what's the point of loving you? I thought I was the one who knew how to love the most, I gave everything I had for you, and I also knew the vows best, and on the day I got married, I said that no matter whether you are rich or poor, whether you are sick or healthy, I will never leave you until you die. Now I have done it, but ironically, you have proved to me with your own actions that even if you sacrifice some intelligence, some concentration, in order to protect my life, you are completely unwilling, I can guess, if you and I are in a position swap, you would have had enough, you would have left me a long time ago, and it would be impossible to help me, love me, and trust me with difficulty. You don't love me that much, Fanyin, I've never dared to admit it, what two personalities? What gets sick? I glorify you so much that I forget about it myself, first, you are a madman, sometimes you have no thinking capacity at all, you do not deserve the love and marriage of an able-bodied person, because you cannot defend it. Second, you don't love me that much, you are a person, you just do it. It's just love, you don't understand anything about love, and you don't have the ability to love. ”

He opened his mouth several times, but he didn't find a chance to speak, and in the end he was completely silent.

"Now that your white knife is in my hands, and you have framed Nian to activate it, and she almost contracted rabies, you should know how terrible it is. And I suddenly figured it out, you have made so many excuses, it is nothing more than dragging, dragging your illness, dragging all this, all the torture and pain are borne by me, and now the war is burning directly on the child. I've had enough, it's worse than death. Endure it, I'm the only one who suffers, and now like this, I may have a few ways out. I said: "Fanyin, I know that you and your second personality think that I am like a tumbler, no matter how you fight, you just shake it, and you don't really fall, it seems that you have never been so honest, so easy to bully, so you have never respected me as a human being, but threw all the pressure on me, without considering my feelings at all, I used to think it was because of your illness, but I was too naïve, love can't help you heal, you can only let you and the second personality bully me more intensely, only medicine can help you cure your illness." I really don't understand your business, not only do I not understand this, I haven't even finished my original major, since I followed you, I have lost everything, and now you still want me to endure, to wait, to lose more. I don't understand, but so what? I'm going to do it this time, and there's no room for negotiation, unless you kill me. If it happens, then it means that I am lucky, and it also means that your family is not exhausted, if it is not successful, then your family will kill yourself if you do many injustices, and your anger is exhausted. And no matter what your reasons are, this time I will do what I want, even if it is wrong, even if it will send us all to a dead end. ”

He stopped talking, just shook his head.

I don't care what he thinks anymore, but I feel that I have tolerated him too much. These words, I am not only talking about the first personality who refuses to take medicine, but also the second personality who is spoiled.

I asked, "Did you understand this time?" ”

He still shook his head: "Lingling, I know you feel uncomfortable, but you should be sensible." It's not something you can gamble on, you don't understand it, and there's no chance of success at all. ”

"Then let's die together."

I stood up and wanted to go out, but I heard him shout again: "Lingling, you ......"

"Cumbersome." I stopped, and a great sorrow welled up in my heart, my life was so wasted, and I never felt that I could see so clearly, and so ironically, and I didn't want to turn to look at him: "Do you know what I've been dreaming about these days? ”

No response from him was heard.

I said, "I often dream that when I was nineteen years old, I didn't take that fairy tale book from the shelf, I didn't open it. If I hadn't opened it, I wouldn't have known you. Although all marriages in this world are regrettable, it is only now that I have completely figured out that you are the only hell. ”