Chapter 44: Re-entry into the alley
This question is actually not worth my in-depth study, I will not change my inherent thoughts and emotions because of a glass of wine, but Xin Yi, that girl should be back soon, right?
When I think of her, I always think of that late night 18 years ago, when I was 9 years old, and the family was in a sensitive period because of some things, and the family was very anxious.
After spending a boring afternoon, under my deliberately exaggerated naughty mischief, I was beaten by my father again at night, in fact, I now understand very clearly, that is my own inability to express my feelings, can only use naughty mischief in such an extreme way, and then not understood, but in exchange for the result of being beaten, the depression in my heart is actually beyond the limit of a child's tolerance.
In this atmosphere, I naturally tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep, but it was a thunderstorm night.
In fact, many people have a deep impression of the thunderstorm that night, because there was almost constant thunder on that night, and the pouring rain is not enough to describe the storm of that night.
I really admired myself for hearing such a faint knock on the door under such a heavy thunderstorm that night, maybe it had something to do with my depressed mood, right?
Then, after opening the door, I saw Xin Yi, it was the first time that my life and her life intertwined, and my memory was so deep that I remember that day I was wearing a "Dinosaur Express" vest and matching little shorts, and I was stunned to look at this little person in front of the door.
She cut her short hair a little messily, and I don't know if it was because she hadn't washed it for a long time, and she was entangled in a T-shirt that was obviously an adult, originally white, but it had turned gray and looked a little dirty, and she was holding a red panda that had been deformed and couldn't see the color, and she also looked at me stupidly.
Her little face is very dirty, but she can't hide that her eyes are big, black and white, her eyelashes are long and good-looking, and her whole body is dripping with water because of the thunderstorm outside, but, it's such big eyes, why are you a little stupid?
Like a dirty, wet doll that's my first impression of her.
"I'm home alone, I'm afraid." She looked at me and spoke, her voice was soft and soft, but she still looked dumbfounded, and I couldn't see where she was afraid, because children should cry and make a fuss if they were afraid. What is her performance here?
At a young age, I couldn't think of such a level of emotion that scared me stupidly, and it was at the age when I was obviously a child, but I was more annoyed by a child younger than myself, so I also spoke: "What can you do about me?" Besides, who are you? ”
This was my first conversation with Xin Yi, and then every year we knew each other, we became more and more acquainted, and then I became her uncle, and she became my sister.
What is Uncle for Lu? Can't you call my brother well? I've said this to her many times.
She would always say to me, because you always like to pretend to be young and old, but you are not lively at all, and she is stunned and a little timid, which makes me irritable, and often this expression makes people suspect that she is often too empty.
Thinking of Xin Yi, I couldn't help but touch out a row of clear records on the screen of my mobile phone, Xin Yi, back to XX on August 6.
XX is our city, it's already mid-July, and she's coming back soon, right? A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, thinking about her as uncle, trying to pinch her face, and then say to her, "You can stay a little longer." If you stay a little longer, you will go out on the street and people will think you are a robot doll. ”
"Oh." Thinking that her answer would always be like this, timid, stunned oh words, I felt bored for a while.
"Hey, buddy, it's here? A total of 21 yuan, Xie Lu Xie "Thinking of Xin Yi, I was stunned for a while, I thought that the time was not long, but I didn't want to have arrived at that messy alley, I quickly took out the money, gave the car money, and then got out of the car."
However, it was more than 9 o'clock in the evening, and it was not yet ten o'clock, and the rest of the city was brightly lit, except for this one, except for the few dim street lamps at the entrance of the alley, the other large area looked pitch black, and there were no extra pedestrians, still walking here.
But the moon is nice tonight, so it doesn't make me stumble in an unfamiliar alley, I don't want to fall and get sewage or garbage, the environment in this alley is terrible.
Thinking of this, I was not in a very pleasant mood, but I still took a deep breath and walked into this messy alley, and with the memories of the day, I walked fairly smoothly, and there were a few people who walked in groups along the way, apparently drunk, who followed me for a while, and wanted to trouble me.
But I simply kicked a garbage can, and these people retreated with interest, no wonder the middle-aged woman would say that this small alley is not very peaceful, and asked me not to come at night to change to a girl's house to walk here, no
Thinking of this, I took out a cigarette and lit it, no matter how glamorous the city is, there are always some corners that are easy to breed evil, many people think that it is the relationship between the environment that causes poverty, poverty breeds ignorance, ignorance, but this is clearly the division of classes, looking down on other people's thoughts, in fact, where they will think that the root of everything is the human heart.
And I also want to say that after the glamorous package, sin is still sin, and I hope that God will rain happily and usher in an era that will make people's hearts washed, so that no matter whether they are poor or rich, any corner of the city or village will be clean and tight.
Thinking like this, I have walked into the alley where Zhao Ying is and I don't know what the alley is, this alley feels colder than other alleys after dark, obviously the small alley that is not ventilated in the summer night does not feel stuffy at all, but as soon as I walk in, there is a feeling that there is a big fan in the alley, blowing the cold wind desperately.
As soon as I stepped into the alley, I couldn't help but laugh, because in this dark and quiet alley wall, a few wild cats squatted or stood, and the moment I entered the alley, their eyes were staring at me.
Maybe the psychological shadow given to me by the cat demon was too heavy, my first reaction was to sneer and the second reaction was to look at those wild cats, stand still, look back, and then shouted loudly: "Get out!" ”
This sound of rolling words has added the unique Taoist 'roar gong', this kind of kung fu is ever-changing, the effect is different, but generally the simplest is to improve one's aura in an instant, suppress some evil aura and roar skills are excellent, you can roar people out of the soul on the spot, but this is too against heaven and generally will not use this level of roaring gong.
My soul power is very strong, so my roar is also very good, and the voice is not loud, but this rolling word is like a muffled rolling thunder, rolling low in this alley, and also with a rolling thunder-like aura, these wild cats were frightened and immediately arched their backs, and the cold hair exploded, and then scattered in a swarm.
This is a little strange for me, these cats are not like the cats I have seen possessed by cat demons, with a particularly weird expression, they are normal, am I suspicious?
However, even if I am suspicious, after all, I would rather experience all kinds of cat demons like this than carelessness, I am too wary of cats, thinking like this, I have already walked to the door of Grandma Wen's house at the end of the alley.
And the middle-aged woman's house next door was already dark, and even the faint light and sound of the TV didn't come out, so she went to bed so early?
Originally, I wanted her to help me call Grandma Wen, but now I was the only one who called the door, and I still remember that the middle-aged woman was standing by the window over there in the afternoon, so I also stood in that position and whispered to Grandma Wen.
I'm worried that Grandma Wen won't be able to hear it again, although when I talked to her, I didn't find anything bad about her ears, but this time it was okay, and soon, I heard the sound of opening the door, and then Grandma Wen's somewhat old voice: "Is it Xiaoye?" ”
This old man is not confused at all, there is no problem with his ears, and he even heard my voice, and introduced himself to her in the afternoon, my surname is Ye, and it is difficult for her to remember it.
"Well, it's me and I'm here." I hurriedly answered, walked to the door, Grandma Wen looked around, and said to me: "It's not peaceful outside, hurry up and enter the house, although it's not too peaceful in this house." ”
The muscles of my whole body tensed all of a sudden, and when I flashed into the house, I couldn't help but ask Grandma Wen: "What do you mean?" Did anything appear in the house again? ”
Grandma Wen turned on the small lamp in the living room, poured water for me in the dim light, and said, "If there is no peace in this house, how can I Yingying have an accident?" When she spoke, she was very sad, behind her was the portrait of Zhao Ying, I squinted, and the black gas shrouded in unjust death was even heavier.
And I calmed down and felt it, the yin qi in the room was still there, and it was thick enough, although it was a little more dispersed than in the afternoon, but it was enough.
"Xiaoye, drink water" At this time, Grandma Wen had already poured water and beckoned me, I suddenly adjusted out of the state of meditation, and then walked to the table and sat down I didn't want to delay anything, but there are some things that I still have to tell Grandma Wen.
So, I picked up the water cup, took a sip, organized the wording, and then carefully said to Grandma Wen: "Grandma Wen, my friend also told you in the afternoon that I am a person who knows some methods, right?" ”
"yes, I remember." Grandma Wen looked very calm and calm.
"Well, some methods are different from some of the methods used to run the rivers and lakes, so, Grandma Wen, wait a minute, something happens that you find surprising, I hope you keep it secret for me, don't say it." This is what I have to explain, after all, I still remember what Master said about living an ordinary life in a low-key manner.
"I wouldn't be surprised that I see that thing a lot, and I know you're a capable person." Grandma Wen's appearance was full of certainty.
"Huh? Can this also be seen? "I was amazed.
"Of course, your eyes have no disbelief or disdain when I say those things, and you are still full of confidence in your eyes compared to your friends, I am old, but these are visible." Grandma Wen said with a smile.
I have some emotion, is this the wisdom of the old man? But the words have already been spoken, and I am not ready to delay to start moving.