The emotions in my head are very chaotic, very chaotic.

But I'm very clear, very clear.

Even when I was drunk on the table, I could still feel Liu Hua's gaze.

He loves me.

Love me deeply.

I watched Liu Hua's growth.

I fell in love with him because of his warmth, and I didn't know why he loved me at the time.

But what I understand is that it won't be sympathy.

Because, the illness on my body, Liu Hua at that time, did not know.

I never thought that one day I would be separated from Liu Hua. was even betrayed by Liu Hua.

Simply, there are a lot of experiences and bumps between the two of us, but we must have a perfect ending.

I still remember the first time I found out that Liu Hua was going out in the middle of the night, and I wanted to stop him.

That night, Liu Hua wanted to have sex with me.

But I rejected it.

I know it's because he's drunk and his mind isn't clear. So, I slapped him in the face and gave him soberness.

I really wanted to give myself to Liu Hua, but I was afraid of hurting Liu Hua. I'm dangerous. Dangerous...... It's my whole being.

Every once in a while, I need to use human oil to calm those ugly creatures on my body.

Otherwise, they'll be desperate to get through my skin.

These bugs...... It's parasitic. My body is full of these bugs.

I don't want people who love me to be hurt by me.

After being woken up by me at that time, Liu Hua didn't say anything, but fell asleep on the bed.

I was upset because I knew I wasn't a qualified girlfriend.

I've been living together for three months, and I only let Liu Hua touch my hand. But I can only be sure that there will not be a lot of maggots on my hands.

Most of them are on my back, chest, neck, and legs. And...... Some other places.

Of course, I was also afraid that Liu Hua would leave me because of this. But for three months, he has been very good to me, he is very warm.

I didn't expect the changes after my slap.

For this reason, Liu Hua and I have endured too many bitter fruits.

But isn't all this predestined? If it weren't for that slap, maybe Liu Hua and I would still be living like that.

I was tortured by maggots, and Liu Hua was tortured by me.

That night, I followed Liu Hua, who got up in the middle of the night, and he was almost walking with his eyes stunned.

I could see that his gaze was full of desire, and I wondered if he was going to find those special women. I'm a little sad. But...... This is something I can't give Liu to paint. I can't stop Liu Hua.

Sure enough, Liu Hua came to a place.

It was a farmer's yard.

There was a very beautiful woman inside.

Liu Hua...... It was under my gaze that I entered the room.

I'm sad, and in the same way, I hate, I hate why I can't paint those things for Liu.

That night, before Liu Hua wanted to touch me, it was actually when I should have gone to apply human oil, because I ignored it.

And because of Liu Hua's derailment, I ignored it again.

So...... The next day, Liu Hua took me for a check-up. Liu Hua discovered something. I'm wondering if I should confess like Liu Hua.

It's too painful to be deceived all the time. The constant disguise is too hard for me.

I want Liu Hua to marry me, which is where I am selfish.

When I came out of the church, I went to the hospital, but the doctor told me I didn't dare to do it. At the same time, I didn't dare to go for this surgery.

Because the number of maggots on my body is no longer something that can be solved by a few or dozens of knives.

If there is love between me and Liu Hua, he will definitely marry me, no matter what I look like.

What makes me happy is that Liu Hua really agreed to me, even when he found out that I had a problem.

Maybe even after seeing the maggots on my body, he promised to marry me.

I am happy. Or even say it's exciting.

Then, I obediently went for a check-up.

I'm not going to hide it from Liu Hua.

However, what I didn't expect was that Liu Hua left that night.

He went to the woman anyway.

I began to feel a little stunned, a little hateful. Liu Hua loves me, he goes to another woman, and that woman must be seducing him with her body!

I followed Liu Hua more than once.

In his eyes, there was no clarity at all. I know, it's desire, and he's never been sober at all.

He is my Liu painting, and I will not let him be fooled.

I was ready to do it, and just before I was ready to do it, Liu Hua suddenly told me that he had a co-worker who was getting married and asked me to go to the wedding together.

After Liu Hua said a few more words, I knew what that place was.

The woman who seduced Liu Hua was the fiancée of Liu Hua's co-worker.

She's going to marry someone else now.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

In this way, she will not continue to seduce Liu Hua. Then I don't have to kill anyone, and Liu Hua will continue to be by my side.

I thought so. It's just that I still don't want to see that woman.

So, I rejected Liu Hua, saying that I was not feeling well and was unwilling to go to the wedding.

Liu Hua never forced me. Including this time too.

I was waiting for Liu Hua at home, and I specially told Liu Hua not to spend the night outside, and I waited for him to come back before going to bed.

But...... I'll wait, wait, 10 o'clock, 11 o'clock, 12 o'clock, 1 o'clock.

I can't wait, I can find the yard.

I found Liu Hua.

He was getting drunk. I wanted to call him, but he staggered to his feet. I thought he was going home.

But...... The direction he was going in was the other direction.

The direction I feared, hated.

He went into the woman's new house.

And then...... I saw him helping his co-workers! The woman continues to seduce Liu Hua! Even today, she is even more debauched!

I understood a terrible thing, Liu Hua may have really been taken away by this woman.

She used a skin to seduce Liu Hua, then, she shouldn't have this skin.

When I was a believer in the Lord, I knew a lot of penal laws.

After Liu Hua left the room, I walked in.

That disgusting woman is really good-looking, I have to say, even she is much better looking than me.

Look at the man again, a very ugly man. I gagged him.

I tied up the woman and gagged her so she couldn't make a sound.

At first, I knocked her unconscious once, but she woke up in pain. In the end, he was fainted again.

I took her skin.

What kind of mood was I feeling at that time? Maybe...... It's also painful. After all, the man I love, I slept with her.

The day after that, Liu Hua didn't leave me at night. I regained some calm. I put this thing aside, it will be a secret forever.

Then, I started using human oil more often, and I was looking for a cure for me.

However, Liu Hua seems to be a little abnormal.

At night, he is suspicious. Then he went to the house again.

I wasn't worried about being exposed, because I heard Liu Hua say that his co-worker had been scared to death.

But this matter is not over, I don't know when Liu Hua began to doubt me again.

A certain character of his seems to be exposed.

Timid, indecisive, cowardly, or something else.

He loves me, but he's afraid of me. He began to hide from me.

I thought it would be nice to just wait a while.

But it was that night that turned things around.

I was home alone, and Liu was painting in that yard.

I asked Liu Hua to come back, but he didn't want to come back that day.

A bloody man came to my house.

This is the woman with the watery poplar flower, the woman who was skinned by me!

She...... Turned into a ghost! And...... She still has helpers!

The pain of peeling made me experience it again. But...... I don't believe I'm going to die myself!

My gut tells me that this woman ...... It's to do something!

I really didn't die! But...... I didn't become a ghost either!

The maggots on me, they didn't leave me! It's clinging to my flesh! I hurt! Every moment hurts!

The more pain I had, the more awake I became!

I fled!

Liu Hua's suspicion of me...... It started to deepen, and I knew that I must have shown my feet somewhere.

The man and I were sent to the crematorium. And then...... I fled.

After escaping, I met a man.

It's mine...... Sixth uncle.

He had already discovered me, but ...... Didn't have time to help me.

I don't blame Uncle Six, now that he is by my side, I can accomplish more things.

Liu Hua is still in danger, the dead woman took my skin, and after approaching Liu Hua, there must have been a premeditation.

So, I stood behind Liu Hua.

Merely...... He started investigating me! Even...... His love is diminished!

For the first time, I started to feel heartache! The more I hid, the more I covered up, the deeper and deeper he dug!

I want to go, but I can't! Before...... Because of my emotions, I had a relationship with Liu Hua.

I don't know if I'm going to get him gogosis because of this.

So, I endure these pains.

I couldn't control myself, I struggled between love and escape.

Liu Hua...... I contracted myiasis.

This is the one thing that makes me despair the most.

And that woman has always been by Liu Hua's side.

I suddenly realized that this woman was not so hateful.

She didn't mean to hurt Liu Hua.

It's just that she knows that I exist.

I don't want Liu Hua to work so hard. So, I left the human oil behind. Placed in a box. I want to paint Liu.

I put it in the place where Liu Hua could pay the most attention.

It was the last thing I could leave behind.

I thought it was over, I didn't expect that the pain had just begun.

Liu Hua is very persistent.