I looked out the window, but there was a pain in my jaw, and he twisted it.

Only then did I see that he was not looking good, so I pulled his hand away, held his chin and asked, "What's wrong?" Want to hit someone? ”

"You make it clear." With a black face, he ordered: "Don't be weird. ”

"Didn't you just sarcastically mock me first, make me angry, and then coax me, and by the way, squeeze me and say, 'Look, you said you didn't have to live with me, and you still care so much about my evaluation', this kind of routine?" I have to expose him.

He obviously didn't expect me to say it so directly and thoroughly, and let go and leaned back, looking embarrassed.

I said, "Also, although I don't know my adoptive father very well, I at least know that he is just like you, that is, he likes to criticize others and thinks very highly of himself, which is also called narcissism. What you just said is not true, not all women are willing to have children without marriage. ”

"Oh." He raised his eyebrows, "So your dad married her?" ”

I said, "Although I didn't marry, but I ......" Forget it, I don't know the inside story.

"But what?" He smiled, a look of contempt, "But surrogacy?" ”

"Your dad said it was to pay off the debt!" I said, "You haven't been bankrupt!" ”

"I won't sell my children even if I'm bankrupt." He looked out the window and snorted coldly, "It's enough to pay off the debt and sell yourself." What's more, it's not that you can't find your father, so why should you be reduced to selling your children? ”

I finished my sentence thoroughly.

After a while, he turned his head and looked a little softened, "I'm sorry, my words are a bit heavy." ”

I didn't speak, and he added, "But I just want you to look at your mother objectively." ”

"Even your dad didn't say that to me." I said, "You're not as good as him." ”

He looked helpless, "Isn't what I'm talking about the truth?" ”

"You're not the two of them, how can you conclude that what you're saying is the truth?" I asked, "Then am I going to say that your mother gave birth to both men, and she's a bitch?" ”

He was stunned for a moment before he said, "Can this be the same?" ”

"Yes, she has been married three times, and she has found husbands who are richer than the other, if I remember correctly, the first time she married was with an old man of sixty or seventy years old, right?" Although I didn't have any feelings for that so-called mother, I still couldn't stand the attitude when he talked about his so-called "truth", I knew that it was useless to reason, just make him hurt, "At least my mother hasn't done anything like this." ”

He turned his head to look out the window, his fingers clenched, the back of his hand exposed.

I was afraid that he would hit me, so I closed my mouth and turned my head to look out the window. It's a little overcast, and it looks like it's going to rain. I was going to go back to catch up on my sleep and then go to the hospital to have dinner with the children, and when I thought of that image, I felt less angry and calmer.

I don't know how long it took, but the voice of the traditional voice came, "I'm sorry. ”

I looked at him.

He didn't lower his eyebrows, on the contrary, his expression was still awkward, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that." ”

"I don't forgive this." I said, "I just said that about your mom, I just hope you can experience that feeling." I knew in my heart that she was a good person, and I'm sorry. ”

He sighed, and I could hear that he apologized because I was angry. Maybe I attacked his mom and made him understand how important this was to me. Actually, I always imagine what kind of woman my mother is, and every daughter wants her mother to be a beautiful person, because she is a subtle foreshadowing of my life. Therefore, I especially can't bear the attitude of my adoptive father when he mentions her, so contemptuous, as if he wants to pull her out of the grave and humiliate her, which is consistent with the attitude of those people in the Su family. I can't accept the so-called "rational and fair" judgment in the mouth of the traditional voice, why is he? He is just tolerated by too many people, so much so that he thinks he can really afford this tolerance.

To put it bluntly, I just hope that they can be "not right on people", and I hope that even if my mom is stained, my dad can still love her, just because she is her, even if I am stupid, they love me, just because I am me.

I know it's too demanding, and it doesn't make sense, and no one in the world can do it, including myself. But it's real.

After this dispute, Fan Yin was silent for a long time before asking, "Do you still want to hear it?" ”

"Hmm." He's talking about how they killed my mother.

"Can you stop being angry?" He said, "It's all my family's words. ”

I said, "Okay." ”

He paused, his tone much more cautious, and he looked at me as well. I'm very satisfied that he has finally learned, and he cares about my feelings, which really makes me feel a little "love", he can disagree with me, but he can't always be above me, he said: "So they broke up and had a great relationship with this old lady." After that, she also prevented the Zhou family from continuing to ask for help, this was originally an opportunity, if your father knew, he would definitely seize this opportunity, anyway, a small company like the Zhou family can't spend a few dollars, their project is good, and it is still operating, and it may not necessarily be a loss-making transaction. At that time, your father happened to be sick, and he knew that he was suffering from this terminal illness, and he must be very vulnerable, and whoever was with him at this time was easily moved. Whether your mom loves him or is interested in his status, there's no reason to let go of this opportunity. ”

That's a good thing, and I'm sure my mother must not have known about his illness, for the same reason as Fanyin said.

"But this opportunity was taken away by the old woman's people." "You can't always be lucky," he said. ”

"Hmm."

"After that, I can't find out your mother's living status, but it must be hard." He said: "And it's strange that she can't find out, if she follows someone who is more capable than your father, then there is no need to hide it." If she didn't, she couldn't hide it. There aren't many things in this world that my dad can't find. So I've been thinking that someone in the Su family must be hiding this matter, and this person is either some elder of the Su family, or your father. The reasons should all be ...... Your mother did something that was very detrimental to her reputation during that time. ”

I looked at him.

He immediately said, "Say it's okay not to be angry." ”

I said, "You go on." ”

"It stands to reason that the most important thing to hide is surrogacy, but since you are your father's, even if it is true, surrogacy is untenable, after all, there is a living you to testify. So......" he looked at me and skipped this sentence, and I could hear that it was trying to say that my mother was a female branch girl or something, "That's very strange, in this case, your father is still willing to let her have his child, which shows that he has a deep affection for her." But...... Why haven't you looked for it for so many years? Someone must be in the middle of this. ”

"Maybe it's just that he doesn't want to look for it himself."

"It won't be without news." He said, "Your dad is not the kind of man who has no feelings. ”

"Will he be responsible for every woman he ever finds?" I asked.

"No, but she ended up giving him a baby." "Don't forget," he said, "your inheritance has nothing to do with your intelligence, just because you are his child, and that status is so important in his eyes." Pregnant in October, he wanted to kill you, and he had already done so. ”

I said, "At that time, my mom was still giving surrogacy to other people, maybe it was confused. ”

"Just kidding." He put on an expression of "you don't raise the bar", "I won't give the woman I slept with to my nephew, and neither can surrogacy, surrogacy must at least be a virgin, is your mother?" ”

I didn't understand it anymore, and said, "Maybe I'm not his at all, just give it to me because I'm a little bit of blood." ”

He immediately showed a speechless face, "It's too unreasonable for you to think so." ”

"Why?"

"To this day, if you still doubt this, you are doubting your father's IQ." He said, "Your father doesn't have you, and you have a whole bunch of nephews, who is not better than you?" If you are really his nephew's daughter, you can't get in line, and you don't have a good relationship with him. ”

I didn't take advantage of it, so I had to be silent.

"You've made a mess." He looked irritated and said, "Shut up from now on." ”

"That's a legitimate question."

"It's okay for you to question it when you're done." He said: "The Su family's plagiarism of the Zhou family's business report is ignored by the Su family from any angle, your father will not be completely unaware, no matter from which angle, your father should and can find your mother, but he didn't." Since someone is blocking it, then your father is not easy to stop, so the person who blocks it must be in line with it, who has both status, helpers, and power, and benefits, and has been marginalized over the years, and has a better understanding of the inside story. Tell me, who is the most suitable? ”

It's really that aunt, and she has a criminal record.

"Then why didn't they kill my mother?" I still couldn't help but interject.

"She is a businessman, and she is a woman who has never done business before, how can she kill people so easily?" He said, "I speculate that either they think that if they get rid of your mother, your father will have to marry sooner or later, or they just don't have a chance." The second one is very unlikely, after all, they have already concealed your father, proving that your mother does not have a stronger force to protect you. ”

Well, that's right.

I'm really getting more and more cruel now, and the first thing I think about is killing.

"But I didn't expect your father to marry in the end," he said, "and your father got you, and they killed your mother." ”

I asked, "Why didn't you give me a shot?" ”

"No chance!" He glanced at me and said, "There is another person in their group, the one who took over the company when your father was sick, which shows that the prestige and energy of their group at that time were very great, and they can be called confidants. But now he has been marginalized by your father to the point where he is now, and your father would rather take the risk of making it difficult for you to invest his adopted son and daughter in the company, and rarely use the relatives of the Su family to participate, it must be because he has suffered losses in this regard. ”