At this point, the tears on my face were still dry, and I took refuge in a small, dark cave, and recorded what was on my mind in a notebook with my eyes tightly closed

Today is the hardest day for me since my father's death.

My brother's new offensive has just been broken up by me

Chambers left me in the blow of the Chamber, and my only relative in this world is gone!

The cave was dark outside, and the summer rains were very fast. Listening to the sound of the pouring rain, I felt very uncomfortable.

What will my spirit do?

June 19th

After all the turmoil, I saw the cruelty of reality clearly!

The whole map of the situation is full of flags of the New World; You can see Shinsegae people everywhere! On the other hand, I have nothing, and every day I run and run. I realized that a comeback has become a luxury!

However, I was faced with more than just poverty.

This morning, I went to the outskirts of Nanjing and wept bitterly at the graves of my biological parents. The grave was overgrown with weeds and was unrecognizable

Twenty years ago, one night twenty years ago, my biological parents both left me in an inexplicable fire! At that time, I only had vague memories. As time goes by, I can't remember what my parents looked like, and no matter how hard I try to recall, the impression of my parents is fading! But one thing I will not forget is that they are kind and they love me. I still vaguely remember how happy our lives were, even though those memories were shattered

In an instant, a thought arose in my heart, I really had an impulse, an urge to find my biological parents!

I pulled out the 'cicada wings', and the faint blue glow of the blade reflected my tearful face, as if mocking me. This willow leaf soft knife, which is as thin as a cicada's wing, exerts its infinite power in my hands! For more than a decade, it has drunk the blood of hundreds of people, and that blood is far from feeding it, and today, I will use my own blood to end its murderous existence

I slowly stretched the cicada wings down my throat, and at that moment, I could clearly feel the cicada wings trembling, it was excited, the craving for food, the anticipation of blood made it tremble! Just as I was about to end the rest of my life with my cicada wings, a whirlwind stopped me from cutting myself. The whirlwind pillar that reached into the sky enveloped me, and it was as if thousands of horses were roaring in the wind, and the wings of the cicadas were almost snatched from me by the wind. After the whirlwind pillar disappeared, my right hand holding the cicada wings lifted it up again and stretched it to my throat, my skin feeling the cold of the cicada wings.

I'm so sad that life has played a big joke on me, drawing a big circle in front of me, and finally appearing behind me.

This bloodthirsty cicada wing is finally my last belonging!

However, at this time, fate played a big joke on me again! A discarded newspaper floated down from the sky and landed on my right hand holding the cicada's wings. A few eye-catching large characters appeared in front of my eyes

Through reading the news in the newspaper, I learned the whole story, it turned out that my brother had committed a shocking crime yesterday, and a senior official was assassinated by a night hunter

It's really hateful, my brother actually started such a business as a bounty hunter! After reading the news, I resolutely wiped away my tears and put away the cicada wings.

Brother, this wayward guy, why doesn't he look at the situation from the perspective of the overall situation? But there is a degree to everything, and this degree is the bottom line! If something goes beyond the bottom line, it will inevitably cause chaos, and then it will be the day of his demise. However, the price to pay for the chaos in exchange for my brother's death is too great, and I really don't know how many people will lose their lives because of it!

I feel that I am really too cowardly, how can I cut myself off by running away from suffering? Who will resist the burden that my father has given me?

I think that the whirlwind that brought me the newspaper may be the heavenly spirits of my biological parents! Perhaps, they don't want me to stop my life activities either.

Even if there is no hope for a comeback, I will never give up! Even if I am alone, with this cicada wing in my hand, I have to stop my brother's misdeeds.

June 20th

The words flee, flee, flee and flee seem to have become a theme in my life.

June 21st

With the big picture in mind, I'm still struggling.

However, for me at this time, living became the simplest and deepest purpose. If I can't find a single bush of grass to live in, death could befall me at any time

"Boss—"

A crisp and sweet voice suddenly remembered behind him.

"Boss, he's conscious—"

A handsome little girl appeared at the door of the room.

Ling Yan woke up from a terrible nightmare! "Okay, got it!" He put away the thick memo and got up and walked out.

Following the delicate little girl, Ling Yan came to a room downstairs.

This room is furnished like a critical care ward in a hospital!

The little girl trembled and said, "Just now, he shed tears, and he also talked in his dreams, which frightened me."

"Yes!" A smile suddenly appeared on Ling Yan's handsome face.

"It's true! I lied to you, he really shed tears. ”

"That's great!"

"What's so good about talking in your sleep?" The little girl muttered softly. Although the voice was not loud, Ling Yan still heard it clearly, and he said with a smile: "Whether it is tears or dreams, it means that he is out of danger!" ”

"Really? That's great! This sturdy lad finally came back from the brink of death, and I thought he was," the little girl danced excitedly.

"It's also thanks to your meticulous care for more than ten days in a row to save his life, this merit is as great as the sky!"

"Oh my"

The little girl was ecstatic and trembling, and she no longer knew how to express her excitement.

Following that excited gaze, a hospital bed appeared in front of him.

There was a young man lying on the hospital bed, the young man was very thin, with two large cheekbones protruding high, his cheeks deeply sunken, and his eye sockets were also deep, and the whole person looked skinny.

Listening to the sound of his even breathing, Ling Yan smiled heartily, and his smile was very moving. The little girl on the side couldn't help but be fascinated by this angelic smile!

"Let's go out, don't disturb his rest just yet!" Ling Yan's soft voice sounded again, interrupting the little girl's dementia.

"Okay."

The two men exited the room with light steps, and closed the door softly. I'm afraid that if I am not careful, I will make a noise and cause the young man in the hospital bed to stop his life!

After exiting from the ward, Ling Yan kept rubbing her hands excitedly, and the smile on her face never faded. From this expression of his, it can be seen that he cares very much about the young man on the hospital bed, and that person must be some very important person for him