Of course, when I go to the 'Yin Yang Island' in the Yellow River, I still have one more thing to do, or to bear, even if I will give my life for this matter, I have no complaints.

That is to go back to the Dragon and Tiger Sect, go to the sect master to take the initiative to confess, and tell the fact that her daughter Qiu Shasha was killed by my own hands.

From Qiu Shasha's mouth, I have already learned that her father has passed away a long time ago, so the current sect leader of the Dragon and Tiger Sect must be a woman, that is, Qiu Shasha's mother.

In this world, as long as you are a normal person, there is no parent who does not love her own flesh and blood, so I have to bear the responsibility of killing people.

The fat man drove me all the way out of Dongdian City and drove towards the countryside.

In the evening of the same day, the fat man took me back to the village where I grew up, and when I saw that the village was still the same as before, I couldn't help but feel a strange emotion in my heart.

I just let the fat man drive out of the village and towards the cemetery at the back of the village.

After arriving at the cemetery, the fat man parked the car aside, and after getting out of the car, I took out the paper money and gold ingots that I had bought on the street in advance from the trunk of the car, and walked towards the cemetery.

The crimson sunset shone on the grassy cemetery, and the dark red sky was filled with large white clouds, which were as red as flames in the glow of the setting sun.

After seeing this scene, I suddenly found that the clouds reflected red by the setting sun fluttered in the air, as if he was in a light veil dream, and at this moment, it seemed that he would be able to stay away from all the troubles .......

At this time, the fat man walked behind me, stood beside me, followed me to watch the sunset in the western sky, and sighed:

"Alas! The sunset is infinitely better, just near dusk......"

After hearing the fat man's exclamation, I smiled, did not speak, took the paper money in my hand, and walked towards the grave of my grandparents.

Today is the fourteenth, and in our place, the first and fifteenth days of each month are suitable for paying tribute to the deceased ancestors.

The graves of my grandfather and grandmother are at the back of this cemetery. When I walked past with the fat man, I suddenly noticed that there was another person sitting in front of my grandparents' grave burning paper money, and I could tell from the back and long hair that this person was a woman.

And judging by the dress, she is definitely a young woman.

Seeing this, I was a little at a loss, who is she? Why sit in front of my grandparents' graves and burn paper for them?

With this curiosity I walked over, and the girl also heard the sound of someone moving behind her, and hurriedly turned her head to look at me and the fat man.

When she saw that the person who came was suitable for me and the fat man, she was stunned for a moment.

And after I saw that girl's face clearly, I was also dumbfounded, because this girl was none other than Fang Ziyan, who hadn't seen Fang Ziyan for a long time!

How could she suddenly come here and burn paper for my grandfather and grandmother?

"Thirteen, you ...... What are you doing here? When Fang Ziyan saw that it was me, her face was full of surprise and surprise.

I looked at Fang Ziyan, I couldn't react for a short time, and after a while, I spoke:

"The person who asked this sentence should be me, why did you come to burn paper on the grave of my grandparents?" I looked at Fang Ziyan and asked suspiciously.

After Fang Ziyan heard my words, she lowered her head and was silent for a while before she said to me:

"Thirteen, although I said that I would forget you, but I can't deceive myself, until now, I can't be with you, maybe you don't know, my Fang Ziyan has grown so big, I have never chased someone like chasing you, you can never understand my feelings, but I really love you, so even if I can't be with you, I want to do something for you, as long as it's for you, I will be happy to do it......" Fang Ziyan looked at me with both eyes and said, There is no trace of artificiality in his eyes.

When I heard what she had just said to me, I felt guilty again.

"I said Colonel Fang, it's not right for you to say that, as the saying goes, two-legged toads are not easy to find, these three-legged men, is it inconvenient to run? You are so beautiful, why don't you find Gao Fu and handsome? At this time, the fat man walked up to me, looked at Fang Ziyan and said.

"It's a two-legged man......" I reminded the fat man.

"It doesn't matter how many legs people there are, just with these hard conditions that Colonel Fang spent on her, she can find a man with two legs or three legs, that is, a man with ten legs or twenty legs. Senior brother, you speak your heart, I'm sorry for what I said? The fat man looked at him and took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.

Before I could speak, Fang Ziyan was amused by what the fat man had just said, she looked at the fat man and said:

"Fatty, you have such a sweet mouth, why have you been single until now?"

After the fat man heard Fang Ziyan's words, he shrugged his shoulders helplessly, sighed and said:

"Alas, this society that looks at faces, this society that fights for dads, this society that looks at who can be the most shameless, I can't fight fat, and I can't afford to hurt it......"

"Fatty, okay, you don't have nothing to do and complain about society all day long, why don't you say that you are idle every day and don't do your job?" I looked at the fat man and said.

"Senior brother, what you said is not right, I am not doing my job, fat man, as a member of the Dragon and Tiger Sect of the Maoshan Sect, I have the heavy responsibility of maintaining peace in the Yin and Yang worlds on my shoulders, and I have the responsibility of protecting the safety of the people......

Come on, the fat man started talking nonsense again, and I didn't bother to take care of him, so I walked directly to the grave of my grandparents, knelt down, and then took out the paper money, incense candles, and gold ingots carried in the bag, put them on the ground in front of the grave, lit them with a lighter, and burned them.

Looking at the fire in front of the grave, I remembered the joy of living with my grandparents carefree as a child.

It's just that this kind of happiness will never come back, and sometimes I wonder again, if my numerology is the same as that of ordinary people from the day I was born, will all this not happen? They won't leave me early, and in this world, so many people won't die because of my existence......

In this trance, I felt as if I had gone back to a year ago. But now it's no longer a matter of people. I always want to go back in time, but when I really sweep away the dust in my mind, I realize that what I am greedy for is nothing more than something or someone.

After watching the paper money burn little by little, I knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times to my grandparents respectfully.

At this time, the sky also darkened, and a cold wind blew, blowing up the black ash on the ground in front of me, and swirling into a whirlpool in front of the grave, as if the spirits of my grandparents were in the sky, and they were telling me that they would always be by my side.

There is a feeling, even the difference between life and death, which cannot be cut off and forgotten, because it has been integrated into our flesh and blood, and the vicissitudes of life are endless.

I just kept kneeling quietly in front of my grandparents' graves, thinking and remembering. I don't know how long it took, until I felt a hand on my shoulder behind my back, and the fat man's voice followed:

"Senior brother, it's getting dark, it's time for us to go."

Standing up from the ground, I took one last look at the graves of my grandparents, sorted out my emotions, and said to Fang Ziyan, who was standing beside us all the time:

"It's getting dark, I'll send you home with the fat man."

"I ...... I came by bicycle myself. Fang Ziyan looked at me and said.

"It's okay, I'll tie you to the back of the car, take it with you, you get in the car first and wait, I'll go get a rope and tie the car for you." The fat man said and ran towards his car.

Looking at the fat man's back, I suddenly turned my head, stared at Fang Ziyan beside me with my eyes tightly and said:

"Fang Ziyan, you tell me the truth, why did you come here to burn paper on the grave of my grandparents by yourself?!"