Her words made my hand on the child's face tremble, and the atmosphere in the air seemed to freeze, and I could hear my breathing a little rapid, as if I had suffocated, but I was still alive.

I suddenly had a thought about why I was still alive.

"I said at the beginning, I hit Kefu, and the man who is with me will not end well......" Wang Mingyi looked at the gray wall, her lips were as pale as the wall, "Enough, this kind of day is really enough." I don't want to drag you down anymore, you shouldn't live like this. Obviously, they are already Taoist priests and good ghosts, but they can still meet a life and death crisis because of me, Li He ...... That's really enough. ”

I whispered, "I said I was not afraid. ”

"I'm afraid."

Wang Mingyi answered, and we suddenly didn't speak again, neither of us spoke, and the atmosphere fell into silence again.

The child's face was soft and warm, and I tried to look at my baby with my eyes wide open. Because he had just come out of my mother's womb, and he still had a small prickly head on his skin, I wanted him to look at me, but his eyes couldn't open for the time being.

I opened my mouth to speak, but my voice had become very hoarse: "The baby's name hasn't been named yet, I'll think about it with Zhao Liang when I go back." He was born prematurely, and his life was a little light, so I would find someone to put a longevity lock to press it. ”

"I'll find a name." Wang Mingyi said.

"Kid ......"

I turned around and looked at Wang Mingyi, who also happened to be looking at me. looked at each other again, but they were no longer immature. She pursed her lips, as if she was shivering. I felt like my brain was unconscious, and I could hear the words I said, but I didn't think about it: "Child, it's mine." ”

"It's yours, but it's also mine. You are still in the middle of a big war, and it is naturally impossible for the child to follow you. Li He, if you get through, you can marry another woman and have as many children as you want; If you can't get through it, the child won't be able to follow you. And I'm ...... All I have is a baby and I want him to be by my side. ”

"Wang Mingyi, you can't do this to me."

I clung to the railing of the small bed, Wang Mingyi turned her head over at this time, I took two steps forward, held her chin, turned her around roughly, gritted my teeth and said: "You can't treat me like this, when we were still weak and we didn't understand anything, we already said that we would take good care of each other." I've also said I'm going to be the man who doesn't fear fate, we've come through so many ......"

"You also said that we were ignorant at the beginning......" Wang Mingyi suddenly looked into my eyes, and she said softly, "You have never told me how hard you have worked all this way, but I can feel it." A person who has only been in the Tao for a year, where is there so much to be busy with? Li He, if it weren't for your merits, I'm afraid you would have been killed by me. Thank you for taking care of me all the time, I admit that I am selfish and have always lived under your protection. So now, why don't we ......?"

"Shut up!"

I stared at Wang Mingyi, panting like an angry bull. But she looked at me calmly and muttered, "It's better to bear some pain by one person than by two." When you really leave me and your fate changes, you will understand that my choice is the right one. ”

I put Wang Mingyi's hand on my chest and said sincerely: "You are not the most beautiful girl, nor the strongest girl, but for me, you are the best girl." Mingyi, since I entered this industry, you have been like a sister, always quietly helping me read the materials, helping me prepare all the trivial things every time, and all I have to do is go out and work hard, since then, I feel that you are the most suitable person to be my wife......"

"Every time I go out, you help me prepare my things and clothes, and always keep money and bank cards in my wallet, so that I don't have to worry about running errands. Whenever I come back, you will always help me pat the dust, help me serve the food, set the dishes and chopsticks, will quietly listen to my experience of the mission, and when I am tired and don't want to talk, you will let me lie on your lap to sleep......"

"I have met too many women, the Red Luo girl who captivated the country and the city, and the shocking Murong Zhiqiu, but for me, the most perfect woman will always be you...... You Da Tsing Yi who has accompanied me all the way. I don't have much of you in my life, but you are the one I can't let go of the most. At the beginning, we said that since no one dares to touch this tree, I will shake a peach blossom for you. Why wait for me to be strong and strong, but you tell me that you don't need me to shake it? ”

Wang Mingyi stroked my face, her tone still the familiar mint taste. She remembers that I like to eat mints and remembers all my hobbies. Looking at her face, I seem to be able to feel her temperature and taste her saliva.

She was so close to me that I could touch her when I was close enough to me.

"It's not that you don't need to shake it, it's that the peach blossoms of this tree have withered."

She struggled to crawl out of bed, and I tried to cover her wound with concern, but she grabbed mine with her hand. She put my hand on the child's face and whispered, "Li He, you are the person I am most grateful for." I told you at the beginning, I don't want marriage, it's enough to give me a lover's position. Yet you have led me to this point and let me have a child of my own. ”

In the room was her soft whimper, as if it had pierced my heart completely, making it difficult for me to breathe. She put her forehead on mine and whispered, "Truth be told, you're the type any woman would fall madly in love with, because in your life, there are only two words: responsibility and protection. If this life can be stable, who wants to leave the gentle hometown and go back and forth repeatedly? You have given me so much peace of mind, and I am so grateful. However, I love you, I love you very much, and every day I think of you because I am out and about and suffering, and I am in pain. Li He, in fact, I have always been very weak-hearted, don't let me bear so much. ”

"What about me!? Have you ever wondered how much I've endured? I growled.

Wang Mingyi picked up the child, and she said softly: "When you leave me, you don't have to bear this anymore." In the future, I will tell my children that their mother is very selfish and leaves their father for some personal things. Li He, forgive me, now that I am a mother, I have the right to make the family of three live well. ”

"Which hospital are you going to take your baby to?"

"You don't have to know."

Wang Mingyi turned around and walked outside, I grabbed her arm and murmured, "Wang Mingyi, you can't do this." It's you and the child who insist on me going on. Keep my child and keep him...... I still have a lot of things to do with him. For the past six months, I have been thinking about him every day, and I have been talking about him every day before going to bed. ”

"It's for your own good to leave you. Take away the child, it's for my good ......" Wang Mingyi muttered, "You can find another woman, and my situation ...... I don't dare to find any man again. So be it, Lee Ha. It's best to leave me, maybe you'll be able to reach the top tomorrow. Then there was another series of dangers, and if I didn't leave, our family of three wouldn't survive. ”

I wanted to cry, I wanted to roar, but looking at Wang Mingyi's pleading look, I couldn't say anything. I could only gently grab the corner of Wang Mingyi's clothes, but she turned around and took the child and turned away.

I wanted to chase it out, and I wanted to tell her that no one would be so separated from their own flesh and blood.

But...... But I ...... I don't have that confidence.

The child is back today, but next time ...... I don't dare to have a next time.

Wang Mingyi didn't look back, I knew that she was a decisive woman, and she wouldn't change her decision.

"Uh......h Whining...... Wow......"

In the quiet room, I could only hear my own crying. I've been trying to protect people, but in the end, I'm trying to compromise in this way.

Xiao Wu came out of the blue ghost bead, and she knelt next to me and gently rubbed my head with her face. She muttered in a low voice, "What are you crying again, I told you a long time ago, I will always be by your side...... Woo...... Don't cry, brother...... Woo......"

"Why should I live...... Why do you want to live......"

I have lived for others all my life, and my merits are immeasurable, but I have hardly received good rewards. I must have done something wrong to anger the heavens, and wanted me to spend forever in calamity.

It's just this calamity......

I......

I can't get through it...... I want to cry...... I want to cry so much that I want to cry......