Qin Hainian almost didn't think about this question I asked, and blurted out: "I must go back to the village first, and then make plans." ”

But Lao Zhou was silent for a long time.

I turned to look at Lao Zhou, but he said to me, "It stands to reason that I should go back to the village first." Because although fate brought me, you and Chen Chong to another world unknown to the world so coincidentally, but after coming into contact with you and Chen Chong, I realized that I might be a burden to you, and I couldn't save Chen Chong. ”

"But what?" I sat down next to Lao Zhou.

"However, when I go back to the village, even if I try my best to learn art, I may not be able to catch up with you. I was just thinking, and then I just hid like that? Watching you fight to the death, in the end, you may have to meet each other in life and death, I will" Lao Zhou said at the end, his voice trembled a little.

I didn't know how to comfort him, but I slapped him on the shoulder with my hand and said, "No one can say what the future holds?" Just like this half year, it is like a sea of life for us. Hai Nian is right, you should go back to the village first, I don't know what Chen Chong thinks, but for me, knowing that you are in one place and living well is the greatest help to me. ”

Lao Zhou covered his face and stopped talking.

He was very seriously injured, I saw it when I came, he was beaten by Chen Zhong in several fractures, and even had more difficult ribs, he was like this, he had to find a safe place, stay well, I couldn't run around for a day, I had to think of a safe way.

Seeing Lao Zhou like this, I simply called Qin Hainian and asked her to buy a pack of cigarettes for me.

In fact, I can feel Lao Zhou's pain, covering his face and holding his breath, but in fact, I am crying bitterly This kind of feeling of watching the two best brothers live and die against each other, but I can't do anything, I am not a party, who can say that I can fully understand it?

Qin Hainian didn't doubt it, and helped me go out to buy cigarettes.

Lao Zhou removed his hand like this, revealing his red eyes, and said to me, "Thank you." ”

It's a man, and he doesn't want to cry in front of a woman, let alone a woman who is with him?

"No thanks, I understand. Actually, I envy you very much, I am still with Qin Hainian and I, I still don't know where Xin Yi is? I said sullenly, this matter, except for Chen Zhong and Zhou Zheng, I don't know who to tell it, when it comes to me and Xin Yi, I'm afraid only the two of them know the relationship between us best.

But can I say that to Chen Chong? Apparently not! The only person left to talk to is Lao Zhou.

"Xinyi? You haven't found her yet? Lao Zhou's face was full of shock.

His expression was undoubtedly on top of the anxiety in my heart, and he poured another handful of oil, and the anxiety and irritability finally burned like a fire, so I couldn't even sit still, so I could only stand up and pace back and forth in the room, lit a cigarette, and said to Lao Zhou perfunctorily: "Well, after this is done, when everything is stable, I will go to Xin Yi." ”

Actually, I have a lot of things to do, and I can't tell when I'm free to go to Xin Yi, I hate myself, I can rank Xin Yi behind so many things, but I take it for granted, because every one of so many things is my responsibility.

But Lao Zhou knew me, he didn't comment anything, just looked at the ceiling and said to me: "Xin Yi, in fact, is a very strange girl." In other aspects, it is very simple, like a blank piece of paper, and she doesn't even understand the world very well, and people who don't understand her will think she is a tendon. Because she starts from her heart in everything and never hides anything, but because she is kind, she doesn't annoy people. ”

I gulped down my cigarette and was irritable.

"However, on the other hand, I have discussed it with Chen Chong, and I think she is very mature. No matter how precocious a person is, he will only be truly in love at the age of thirteen or fourteen, just like in modern society, when a primary school student falls in love, it is just a subconscious imitation of adult behavior. Psychologically, if you really want to feel love, you must be 13 or 4 years old. After Lao Zhou finished speaking, he turned his head to look at me.

"She's my sister." I gritted my teeth, my voice was dry, and I said to Lao Zhou with difficulty, I knew what he was going to say.

"You think so, but Xin Yi seems to have been in love with you since she was young, and she seems to have been waiting for you since she was a child, and it seems that waiting for you is the biggest thing in her life. And when I waited for you, it wasn't to get you, just to accompany you. This kind of affection is more love than love. Chen Chong and I often sigh that you say she is strange? is obviously late in terms of heart, but in terms of love, how did such a young girl learn to follow you stupidly? It's been like this until you grow up, no matter how you treat her, no matter how many girly friends you changed at that time? Lao Zhou didn't seem to listen to me at all, and just said it to himself.

My mood was even more irritable, there were some things I couldn't say to Lao Zhou, just like the days when I was Nie Yan, I didn't keep it secret from him, but I didn't want Lao Zhou to accept so much at once, I could only say: "Xin Yi is very important to me, but I already have a woman I love deeply in my heart." Just like once, you said that I changed girlfriends no less than you, and that was because no matter who I was for, I didn't feel that I could love it, because I had loved it a long time ago. Then the relationship is difficult anymore. I know you're asking, who is it? How did you not know? If you treat me as a brother, don't ask, just trust me. ”

"And then? So, like this, it's even more impossible for you to love and like Xinyi? I think if Xin Yi hadn't been entangled with you in the previous life, he would never have been like this in this life, it's too strange! Perhaps, you are a fan of the authorities, I still have Chen Chong, even Hai Nian, as well as Amu and Sang Sang are all bystanders. "Lao Zhou must believe my words, believe that I have a woman I love deeply, he didn't ask, so he can only sigh like this.

When he said this, I couldn't suppress my irritability.

What am I interested in Xinyi? Pure sister? It seems that I have been imposing a view on myself since I became sensible until I accept it. So, never think about what your true feelings for her are? In short, I accept her good with peace of mind, and I don't feel irritated by her follow, shouldn't! It seems that what is natural and natural should be like this, and I should accept it calmly.

But on the other hand, after inheriting Nie Yan's memory, I really understand what that kind of hot love feels like, and I definitely don't have anything to do with Xin Yi! How should I describe it? Just like in Nie Yan's period, he loved Wanwan so hard and couldn't stay together, he had exhausted his mental strength, and when he became Ye Zhengling, he had subconsciously prevented him from loving others like this because of Wanwan.

Even if, at that time, I didn't know that there was a bowl?

Lao Zhou's statement is not unfounded, Xin Yi's feelings for me are strange and strong, as if the kind of love is deeply rooted at first sight, as if it is her instinct.

But how can I tell Lao Zhou, I am simply a person who has no previous life, and the woman who is entangled with me has only one bowl from beginning to end, she has really died, leaving only a strange bead and a fox skin, what is going on with Xin Yi?

I was so irritable that I was about to bite off the cigarette in my mouth, and I couldn't wait to find Xin Yi immediately in the next moment, although I couldn't understand my feelings, and I was still heartbroken because of the bowls, but I also understood that I must not lose Xin Yi in my life, absolutely not!

Therefore, I decided, after finding the people of the Huo Nie family this time and settling them down, I will set off to the mysterious dungeon in the mouth of the Tong Emperor to find Xin Yi.

I don't want to talk about this topic anymore, when I talk about it, it's like falling into the fog of my own feelings, and this feeling of not being able to understand my emotions and being difficult to grasp is very uncomfortable. Since Lao Zhou mentioned Amu and Sangsang, I think it is necessary to let Lao Zhou know something.

However, before I say that, I have sorted out my feelings a little, because in any way, Amu and Sangsang are also very important friends of ours.

After five years, that feeling can't be like a spit, just spit it out.

Thinking of this, I sat next to Lao Zhou, took out a photo from the clothes I was carrying, and handed it to Lao Zhou.

This photo has been following me, and I have never left this time, because it represents a period of time for me, and many important people in my life, before I went to accept Nie Yan's memory, I also gave it to Brother Zhengchuan, and Brother Zhengchuan also saw it, it was the photo we took together in the bar.

Everyone in the group photo now seems to be smiling so happily, but at the moment of the group photo, would they think of this kind of future?

The moment Lao Zhou saw the photo, his breathing became heavy, it was a period of my time, why not his time? He was a little trembling and wanted to pick up the photo, but because of his body, it was a little difficult for him to do this, I stuffed this into Lao Zhou's hand, and Lao Zhou asked in a choked voice: "Are Amu and Sangsang okay?" I went back this time and found that the forest bar had not opened me again."

Lao Zhou's words are out of tune, I know how excited he is at the moment, in difficult days, if he can see his good friends that day again, or hear their news, he should be excited.

I leaned my head against the wall helplessly and said, "I don't deny that Amu and Sangsang are our good friends. But in this damn world, people may not be human, and demons are difficult to distinguish between demons. Lao Zhou, I don't want to tell you, but I have to regret to tell you that Amu and Sangsang are not people, I'm afraid they are demons. ”

"What did you say?" Lao Zhou was shocked all of a sudden, and the photo in his hand also slipped down.

I was silent, about Amu and Sangsang, I also had a little guess about their identities, it seems that I also caused the cause and effect.