Chapter 225: The Troubles of Happiness (Part II)
Robin's choice of area for the future cold is a plain with a view of the sky. Only in the distance can the outline of the mountains be faintly seen.
On this vast plain, lush golden mushroom grass grows all over the mountains. From a distance, the world is golden, and it feels like a golden wheat field in the harvest season of the old era, which makes people in the middle of it unconsciously give birth to a feeling of relaxation and fear.
A little farther away from the plains, there is a sparse mushroom forest, and there are large areas of colorful mushrooms and fluorescent mosses growing in the glades between the forests, and the splendid colors make the scenery as beautiful as a fairyland.
Coming to the forest on foot with Lì Oni, Ceci Lìya, who had been silent all the way, was actually very entangled in her heart. Although she seems to have the upper hand in this confrontation with Lì Ona, in reality, she has not figured out how to handle the relationship between them. Therefore, along the way here, Ceci Lìya's face has always looked ugly.
And Ceci Lìya's unusually cold-looking face obviously made Lì Ona who was following her very nervous, and she didn't know why she was the way she was. This weird feeling was very strange to her, and since she was a child, she had never cared so much about other people's feelings as she did now. Ignoring others has become an instinct for her, and seeing others and even herself as a tool has even become her main outlook on life for a time. But now, after Robin replaces her father, Martin, and Hervey becomes the most important person in her life, everything begins to change.
Unlike the withdrawn, hateful Martin Hervey, Robin has all the emotions that a normal person has. He is an optimistic, friendly man, not the lonely old man who lives on an isolated island. So, when Lì Ona included Robin in her life, she had to start reaching out to the people around Robin and trying out feelings she had never experienced before.
This caused her a lot of trouble, but she knew that she couldn't do without Robin. I don't know when Robin has left a brand in her frozen heart that will be erased forever. During the year when she came to the Hoffman Empire alone, she really felt the hesitation and helplessness in her heart, and at that time, she really realized what it was like to miss someone. This allowed her to enter a world of sensibility for the first time, and no longer just locked herself in a cold world of rationale and refused to come out as before.
Robin had completely changed her, and there was no way she could go back to the past. The care for Robin in her heart made it impossible for her to ignore the people around Robin, and she had to stand in an unfamiliar position to take into account the feelings of others.
In this respect, lì Ona is purely a blank slate. The anthropology and psychology she had studied in the past were completely ineffective when the real thing came to an end, and the uncontrollable panic and worry made her mind go blank, and she felt as if she had become a lowly prisoner, helplessly waiting for the judge's trial.
And just when her mind was full of cranky thoughts, Ceci Lìya, who was walking in front, suddenly stopped. This extremely abrupt action suddenly made Lì Ouna's heart jerk, and she subconsciously stopped.
"It's beautiful and peaceful, don't you think?" Ceci Lìya slowly turned her head and stared at Lì Ona with her clear blue eyes.
"The sè color of mushrooms comes from the minerals in the surface layer, which is why their sè color is so vivid. And the thick water vapor at the low altitude of the Brady planet resists the movement of the air current, so the surface of the Brady planet will be so peaceful......"
Lì Ona said this almost instinctively, but as soon as she said it, she regretted it. She realized that what Cecia was trying to say was not this at all, and that she was acting more like she was selling off her knowledge.
Sure enough, after hearing Lì Oona's words, Seci Lì Ya was stunned, and shook her head with a wry smile: "Your erudition makes me envious......" "Seci Lìya, I'm not" Lì Oni panicked and wanted to explain, but she didn't know how to express it.
"I understand, you don't have to explain." Ceci Lìya interrupted Lì Ona's explanation and looked down at the multicolored mushrooms like huā petals at her feet: "In your eyes and Robin's eyes, what you see is the value of this area, but in my eyes, what I see is only the beauty that remains on the surface. I love the tranquility and beauty of this place as much as I love the earth, and if I could, I would even like to stay there for the rest of my life and never want to go anywhere. But I know that Robin can't be like me. ”
Speaking of this, Cecilia let out a long sigh and shook her head, "Robin and I have known each other for a long time, and I have known him since he was a boy. To this day, I remember one of Robin's favorite words at the time.
Without thinking, O Na blurted out, "What is it?" ”
"I want to see the outside world, and Hanxi Lìya, who is caught in reminiscence, smiles and raises her head!" He often looked at the red sky that was shrouded in "heavenly covers, and complained that the thing was blocking his view." He longed to see the outside world, longed for a wider sky, and he thought so from beginning to end, even after more than ten years, he never changed. And I, I thought about trying to change him, I had the luxury of expecting him to like a quiet and peaceful life as much as I did. However, that time on Earth made me understand that I couldn't change him after all, and that the quiet life bound his wings and was not destined to make him happy......" "So you let him here? It was the first time Lì Ona had listened to someone else's heart, and it gave rise to an indescribable feeling in her heart.
"Yes, who made me fall in love with him" Ceci Lìya shook her head helplessly: "Since I can't get him to stop, what's the point of me forcibly keeping him?" ”
I don't know why, Lì Ona suddenly began to understand Ceci Lìya, she began to understand what kind of meaning the so-called love had.
"Lì Ona, I used to dislike you very much.
Because you've hurt Robin, and I love Robin, and I'll never allow anyone to hurt him! Suddenly, Ceci Lìya's tone changed, and she stared at Lì Ona with a sharp gaze.
Being stared at by Ceci Lìya with such a gaze, Lì Ona lowered her head with a weak heart: "I'm sorry ,........., me...... I promise not......"
"You swear?" "Yes, I swear ......" "Okay" Ceci Lìya suddenly let out a long breath after staring at Lì Ona for a long time, forced out a smile and said, "I forgive you." ”
"What?" Lì Ona looked up in surprise, as if she couldn't believe that Ceci Lìya would say such a thing.
"I said I forgave you!" Cecilia looked out into the empty distance and repeated it aloud.
"Why?" Lì Ona looked at Ceci Lì intently, desperate to know why.
"Because I'm not him, I can't see what's behind the beauty like he does. And when he goes too fast and too far, I don't want him to be forced to stop because of me. As she said this, Ceci Lìya's gaze did not look at Lì Ona, but at the seemingly empty place in the distance. It wasn't until Lì Ona was contemplative because of these words that Ceci Lìya turned her head to look at her: "What I can't do, you can do." You can help him when he needs help. So, I'm not going to put you ... [This chapter is not finished, please click on the next page to continue reading!] ]