Then he asked, and carefully, "Is this okay?" ”

"Yes." I said, "Thank you." ”

"Well," he said, "it's fine." I'll let Lao Qi pick it up, and you can rest assured that she will hand it over. ”

I said, "Thank you." ”

He was silent for a long time, and seemed to let out a somewhat absent-minded "um".

Neither of us spoke again, and I felt like I had nothing to say, so when he hung up, he didn't hang up, but said after a long silence, "Daddy hasn't been feeling well lately." ”

I hurriedly asked, "Has there been any change in my condition?" ”

"Not this." He laughed and said, "Maybe I've been sick for too long, and something is wrong with my psychology." When you get older, you can easily become old and eccentric. ”

Listening to his words, it seems that he is looking for steps for himself, and I feel a little sad to hear it, but that's all. I didn't want to go down the subject, so I said, "Niannian has a bad temper, but she is a child who can listen to reason." Just don't let her be alone with you, she's spoiled by us, and she's very willful. ”

He didn't speak.

I said, "I'm going to take care of them, and I'll take them back as soon as my condition improves." ”

He was silent again.

I can't find a topic anymore.

After a long time, he said, "Are you going to stop calling me Daddy?" ”

I didn't speak.

I didn't mean to make a gesture, I didn't want to pinch him, I just felt uncomfortable and didn't want to talk about it anymore, or even think about it anymore.

"It's my fault to lose my temper with you, you just think I'm old and weird, don't take it to heart." He said: "You can't stop sending your child just because you're angry with me, it's all to this point, and the child is safest only when he's by his father's side." ”

I said, "I don't, I just don't want to spend a few more days with them." ”

"You can't take them to his house, and you can't either. Otherwise, what do you think about the family? Even if nothing happens to you, what proof do you have? It's not that the truth of melon fields and plums has not been taught to you at home, and you will make yourself very passive if you are so eloquent. He said, "If I pick up the child, you can go back quickly, and don't mess around again." ”

I said, "I see, thank you for the reminder." ”

He seemed to be choked by me for a long time before he said, "Daddy didn't want to hurt you." ”

"I received a white knife from the Fan's family, and I could be killed at any time. That's why I asked him to bring me here to keep me and my children safe. So, when we get here, if there is no other force to protect us, I will have to rely on him. I said, "I know I'm stupid, and I know you're well-intentioned, so thank you for thinking about me." ”

He was stunned and asked, "Why didn't you tell me about this?" ”

"Before I got to this," I said, "you started scolding me." ”

He didn't speak.

I said, "I still need to say goodbye to the kids, so I won't talk to you yet." ”

He didn't speak.

I hung up the phone, feeling a little heavy.

It stands to reason that now that I'm going to send my child over, I have to have a better attitude. But maybe it's because I'm still not "mature", I can't continue to smile at him when I'm angry, I can do this to others, even to Lin Zhun Yi, but I don't even want to soften my adoptive father. I don't even want to ask about my background, because any answer would embarrass and disappoint me.

Time is running out, and there's no point in dwelling on this, so I'm going to find Nian Nian and Lianyin. They are both taking a nap, after all, it is easier for Lianyin, she is usually very close to the wet nurse, I just sent the wet nurse together. It was more embarrassing, but after thinking about it, I decided to wake her up.

The guy was startled when he was suddenly woken up, and as soon as he woke up, he crawled to the side of the small bed to see his sister. I comforted her for a while, and then she calmed down, and the worried look was distressing, but you can imagine how worried she was in the past two days.

I ate with her for a while, and then said, "Mom has a few things to say to you." ”

She munched on the blueberry and said "um" over and over again.

"You also know that your father is sick, and to treat his illness, you have to give him a lot of medicine, and you have to tie him up, before your father thought you were still a baby, and he was afraid of frightening you, so he dragged it all the time, but now it can't be." I said, "The little grandfather is lost, no one can find it, and your father is sick at every turn, and the situation is also very bad." The doctor uncle who came to the house last time also said that if you don't treat the disease, your father will not have a chance in this life. ”

She was stunned for a moment, glanced at me, obviously not very understanding, but said, "Then I won't be naughty, I can help." ”

"You can't help." It's not very straightforward to simply describe what IQ is lowering, so I made something up: "Your dad is going crazy, he's going to beat people, we're going to have to tie him up, he's going to be foaming at the mouth, he's going to cry, he's going to be pitiful, but we have to heal him." Frankly speaking, my mother is first afraid that you will be scared, and the second is that she is afraid that you will secretly let him escape and never find him again. ”

She pursed her lips and didn't speak.

I said, "Grandpa's house has a lot of fun and a lot of interesting little animals. And grandpa likes you very much, you know, right? ”

She still didn't speak, and her expression became more and more sad.

I said, "Mom knows you're scared, but she'll pick you up and your sister soon." Your sister is so young, she cries when she hears a little sound, and when the house is noisy during treatment, she must go to her grandfather's house. I'm afraid that no one will take care of me, so I want you two sisters to go with me. ”

"Did you mean to?" She gradually burst into tears, and her voice choked: "Just because I lost my temper, you don't want me." ”

I didn't understand: "What? ”

"Then I won't lose my temper in the future......" She began to sob, tears falling down in big drops: "Or if I lose my temper, you can beat me, you can't do this...... You're my mom...... You can't just kick me away because I quarreled with you. ”

I understood that she was talking about the morning. I put my arms around her little body and said, "Mom didn't mean to take you away." It's just that your dad is slowly getting older, and he has to be healed while he's young. When he is old and can't walk, it will be even more difficult to heal. Mom knows that you don't want to leave Dad, but when Dad is better, he will still be your Dad. ”

"I don't want to leave you......" She probably felt that she was too close to her father, and she always quarreled with me, so that she was "retaliated" by me and thrown away by me, so her mouth was sweeter than ever: "I am not only my father's, I also love my mother's...... It's my fault to quarrel, mom I'm sorry ......"

I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't help but tear down my face. If I had only married an ordinary person and lived an ordinary life, I would never have experienced this kind of thing, even if I had a little money. But I also know that being ruthless now will only make Nian Nian more sad in the future.

So I thought about it, let go of my hand, wiped her tears, and said, "Mom doesn't blame you for this, it's just ...... You and your sister really can't be at home while Dad is healing. ”

"We can both help." She flattened her mouth and said, "If you think your sister is a burden, I can help take care of my sister, I'm a big child." ”

"It's not." I rolled up my sleeves and said, "Mom and Dad have always been afraid of you, so they don't dare to tell you." Look at the wound on Mom's arm. ”

She always knew I had injuries, but she probably got used to it and didn't ask in particular. At this point she looked over, apparently remembering the same thing, and blinked at me in surprise.

"Your father is very sick, and when he is sick, he hits others and himself." I said, "You must remember that there were many marks on Dad's wrists, which were cut by Dad's illness when he was sick." ”

She did show a hint of horror, but after all, she had never seen it before, and there was some suspicion in her expression.

I took her hand and really treated her like a big child and said, "Daddy doesn't want to do that either, but he's sick, and his illness is incurable, and it's so terrible." But you and your sister are the hearts and minds of your parents, and we can't let you have any problems. Your father used to be young and slightly better, but now that he is older, his health is not so good, and he has not been properly treated, so his condition has become serious. ”

She became worried, blinked her eyes and asked, "Then you said last time that my father's illness was not cured, is it true?" ”

"Although it can't be cured, the doctor uncle can help stabilize it." I said, "The main thing is not to hurt you, otherwise Dad will feel very painful when he wakes up and knows that he has injured the babies." ”

She bit her lip, thought for a while, and asked, "Isn't it really because I quarreled with you?" ”

"How could I lie to you about such a big thing?" I said, "You can ask your grandfather, or you can ask your father." ”

"So, isn't that Aunt Shanshan a bad person?"

"It's the bad guy." I said, "So you have to be careful with her." Although your father will beat people when he is sick, but this is the ** of our family, only our own family can discuss, she is not from our family, the purpose of running to say this is to make you sad, and she still doesn't explain the situation, so she is a bad person. After you move in, you should have less contact with her, take care of your sister, be obedient, and don't let your grandfather get tired. ”

She nodded and said, "Then I have one more question." You have to make sure that you don't get angry when you hear it. ”

"Okay." I said, "You say." ”

"Then you didn't lie to me because you liked that bad uncle, did you?" She pouted and said, "Even if what you say is true, I have to ask my father to be sure, after all, I have never seen my father beat anyone, and no one has ever told me before." My dad is a good dad. ”

"Of course." I said, "You can confirm it with everyone, including grandpa and grandma." ”

She nodded and said nothing.

I asked, "Agreed?" ”