The dry and biting cold wind of the Central Plains is raging all living beings! Under the severe cold, the leaves of the trees withered; In just a few days, the earth was changed into a gray dress.

A fluttering maple leaf flew through the window into the house, and landed in the thick memo book, caught in the paper

Due to the nervous mood, Ling Yan's beautiful eyelashes trembled irregularly!

It seems that he is still deeply trapped in terrible dreams

March 4th

Picking up the pen, I was already crying for a while before I even started recording.

At this point, I was so confused that I didn't know where to start recording and what things to record. There's so much going on today, and there's a bloody scene!

I don't want to recall, let alone record the bloody scenes; I'm afraid I'll cry again!

Today, I woke up early! During the night, I barely closed my eyes, and all night long, I was tormented by great pain, and tears were already soaked in the bedding. Due to the lack of rest, coupled with extreme sadness, I was depressed and did not seem to have any strength.

In accordance with my father's wishes, we held a simple and solemn funeral for him!

The funeral was not attended by a large number of people, except for my brother and me, there were only five deacons from five continents and eight commanders of the troops on four fronts.

The funeral was held in the morning, and one morning, I was still in great grief, and the tears barely stopped! Today, I shed tears in front of everyone, and I am no longer afraid of being seen in tears. If you see it, you see it! What's the big deal! Though I am the ruler on high,

But I am also a human being, an ordinary man, joy, anger and sorrow are human nature, and I can't get rid of it.

After a brief funeral, everyone went back to their headquarters. I also locked myself in my room and cried loudly!

However, it's not that simple!

In fact, it's more complicated than I imagined, and until now, I still haven't figured it out.

Just as I was weeping over the loss of a loved one, one of my bodyguards came running to me in a panic. From his solemn face, I could see the seriousness of the situation.

However, things were more tricky than I could handle!

It turned out that the elder brother, who was the head coach of the Night Hunter, had accidentally killed someone!

Human life is at stake, what a big thing! So I immediately struggled to free myself from my grief and went to deal with the incident.

My brother, my esteemed brother, the head coach of the Night Hunter, actually killed his deputy! Not only that, but he also killed the North American deacons who were his equals.

The North American deacon used to be my brother's brother, and I was often harassed by my brother when I was the Night Hunter, and he always took risks for me

However, this time, the brother killed him!

What happened was that when he heard that his brother had killed his deputy, the North American deacon, who was about to leave, hurried over to regulate! I don't want to, but I am miserable

When I arrived at the scene, my brother attacked people like a mad beast, and even I almost got into trouble! In the end, it was my bodyguard who stepped forward in the pinch

Looking at the corpses all over the ground, I was both alarmed and angry, however, there was nothing I could do about it; I had to evacuate all the people far away! Let my brother be alone with an inexplicable madness. In fact, I would love to stop him, but I don't have that ability; If he wants to go berserk, who can stop him?

March 5th

The two-day good weather came to an end.

This morning, the overcast sky started to drizzle! This made my already bad mood even heavier.

I still haven't come out of my grief today!

In fact, I think I should learn to get used to the days when my father was gone.

I'm afraid that this goal will not be achieved in a short period of time!

I don't know what to do with this boss, I don't know how to deal with emergencies within the organization, and of course all this can only be done by the deacons or commanders of each ministry alone. It's as if they have almost become a ** free kingdom that is not under my control! I guess I shouldn't give them too much

of power

In the morning, I didn't even eat breakfast, and any food that came to my mouth became like chewing wax!

Then I started crying again! My father's kind face lingered in my mind

The crying did not stop until the afternoon.

It was only in the evening that I finally ate a little bit of food; The intimate chamber boiled a bowl of egg custard for me, and under his persuasion, I ate the food in the bowl into my stomach. He treated me with both respect for His Holiness and the care of my elders! I couldn't bear to refute his affection, so I had to pretend that I was hungry and tired

Taste the food to eat. A smile appeared on his face.

Looking at the world, I'm afraid that I will only have one relative like Qian Bo left!

In the evening, I sent notices to the Deacon of 'Europe' and the Commander of the Security and Defence Forces of the Special Operations Section of the Southern Front, inviting them to come and see me tomorrow. However, I received no reply! It's only been a little over a day since they've been back at home!

It turns out that my one-day power indulgence can't be given to them either! It's as if they're really going to become a ** kingdom of freedom.

This situation is no less than worse for me!

Fortunately, with the exception of the two of them, I sent invitations to several other deacons and rulers, and they all replied to me.

Now, in addition to my brother's threats, I have to deal with rebellion

However, there is an even greater test that awaits me. When will I learn to deal with the events of the whole day, and when will I be at ease! Before that, sooner or later, these big people will be all gone**. When the time comes, I will fail to live up to the high expectations placed on me by my father, and I will have no face to see him under the Nine Springs

Elderly

The future is difficult, and I really don't know how to get through it

March 16th

The weather today is not good at all, whether it is Asia or Europe, I can hardly see the sunshine!

The incident of the European deacon and the commander of the Nantes team not obeying orders made me very troubled!

For more than ten days, I barely slept for less than 20 hours. Every day, I can only sleep for about one to two hours, and then I will wake up from my dream; When you wake up, you can't fall asleep again! We are dedicated to the affairs of Asia and Europe.

After the commander of the Nantes team broke away from my management, he caused a terrible disaster in his area! Among them, two cases have also been supervised by the Ministry of Public Security.

The European deacons went even further, setting a trap to kill the bodyguards I had sent over and the liaison officers of the two western front troops