Chapter Thirty-Six: Ill Love Today
After hearing Li Hejun's admission, all of us breathed a sigh of relief, this case has finally made some progress and eyebrows, I know very well that Li Hejun has completely collapsed in the face of our offensive at this moment, and his relief is because there have been too many things hidden in his heart for a long time, and now there is a sense of relief when he is said.
We don't need to go any further, I don't think there's anyone in this room who is more desperate to say it all than he is.
"Give me a cigarette." Li Hejun stretched out his hand to me, his expression very blank and calm.
I've seen too many suspects ask for cigarettes before they confess, not to ease their nervousness, since they have already planned to tell the truth, they don't have any worries, they just want to have something in their hands to hold, so that they will feel steady.
I put the cigarette case in front of Li Hejun, he hesitated for a moment and smoked one from it, put it in the corner of his mouth, lit it and took a deep breath, looking at him It should be a person who can smoke, I don't know what caused him to quit.
We didn't press him, we all waited quietly for him to tell everything without saying a word, and when we were almost halfway through the cigarette, Li Hejun took us back to four years ago with a heavy voice of smoke......
At that time......
Li Hejun suddenly showed a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, as if there were still memories in his memories that made him happy from the bottom of his heart.
At that time, I met Nie Bingwan for the first time at the freshman registration office, she came to report alone, a very thin girl standing on the playground with heavy luggage, her eyes were as clear as the lake water, without the slightest impurities as clean as her heart.
Her personality is very introverted, and when she suddenly came to an unfamiliar environment, her nervousness and restraint made her stand out in the crowd, and I paid special attention to her at the time, and I turned to her name in the registration book, Nie Bingwan.
At that time, I was completely concerned about her as a teacher for students, I took her to the dormitory, along the way I helped her carry her luggage, she silently followed behind timidly without saying a word, after settling her down, before leaving, she said thank you to me, and I saw pity for her shyness.
After a long time, Nie Bingwan gradually got used to the new environment, and she had a good relationship with the other three students in the dormitory, because she had a humble personality and had no quarrels with the world, and she also had a very good relationship between her classmates and teachers.
Maybe it's because I helped her on the first day, she is always close to me, it is said that the moment the duck hatches, the first thing she sees when she opens her eyes will be mistaken for her mother, no matter what this thing is, this relationship will continue to be deep-rooted, I think Nie Bingwan is the hatchling duckling, and I am the first person she saw when she came to Hede Medical College.
It wasn't until later that I learned that she grew up in a single-parent family, and has been dependent on her mother Zhang Xiulan, maybe because she lost her father from below, she seems to be very willing to get along with me, I think she should have found a father's love in me, in fact, I can't be much older than her.
At first, I didn't care, I just thought that this was Nie Bingwan's trust in me, but as time went by, I gradually found that her gaze on me was not just as simple as a student looking at the teacher, I understood the deeper meaning in that look, I had tried to avoid such a look, but I gradually found that I gradually liked Nie Bingwan.
But I have a fiancée, I know that teacher-student love is expressly forbidden at school, and I will be expelled once I am discovered, and I have been with Shen Yue for much longer than Nie Bingwan, and Shen Yue and I are already talking about marriage.
I know very well in my heart that if things continue to develop, they will get out of control, whether it is because of Shen Yue or my future, I should keep my distance from Nie Bingwan, after all, this is a relationship without any results.
But reason is often fragile in the face of feelings, and it is not worth mentioning.
One night Nie Bingwan came to me, she was sick and very hot, looking at her weak and heart-wrenching, I said take her to the infirmary, but she shook her head and just wanted to come in and sit for a while, I was worried that no one else would see her, but I was more worried about her body, I let her into the house and then turned around to get her medicine.
After taking the medicine, she leaned on me very casually and held my hand, the restrained person became me, I wanted to push her away, at least to stop such an action, but I don't know why, I didn't do anything, soon I felt the coldness of my arm, and found that she was sobbing sadly, I didn't know how to comfort her, just about to finish, her lips suddenly sealed on my mouth, I was shocked and overwhelmed, her body was hot, her hand hugged me tightly and made me feel that I was melting.
Finally......
Finally I took her in my arms, and I never said a word to her, as if everything was supposed to happen, so natural and joyful.
The morning sun slanted through the cracks in the beige curtains of my room, and I sat at the head of the bed tiredly, looking a little haggard and tired, the elongated shadows stretched to the corners of the wall, and finally swallowed up by the darkness, and the air flowing in the room was somewhat ambiguous.
I watched Nie Bingwan lying naked on the bed, putting her fingers to her mouth casually, and whispering something that I couldn't hear clearly, the sun shining on Nie Bingwan's smooth and satin-like skin, falling on my eyes and turning into a blazing restlessness.
I got up and got dressed, and I was hugged tightly from behind by her hands, Nie Bingwan's waterfall hair casually hanging down on her chest, and I could feel her firm breasts gently rubbing against my back.
"I want to be with you." Nie Bingwan bit my earlobe.
This voice reminded me of her moaning in bed last night, and when I turned around, I saw Nie Bingwan running her hair with her fingers, her eyes flowing with an inextricable charm, and she smiled like a little goblin, always pestering me like a demon.
At that moment......
At that moment, I knew I could never live without this woman again.
I began to hover between Shen Yue and Nie Bingwan, they gave me different feelings, Shen Yue's maturity made me feel stable, and Nie Bingwan's passion and grace made me experience unprecedented pleasure.
I obviously know that this relationship is dangerous, but just like drugs, I can't quit at all, at least in the first two years, I am very happy, Nie Bingwan really likes me, and sometimes I can't tell whether I love Shen Yue or Nie Bingwan.
But at least Nie Bingwan is very obedient and sensible, I told her that once the relationship is discovered, I will be expelled, she doesn't want to lose me so she has kept it a secret, I hid it well in front of Shen Yue, she didn't find anything abnormal, I was always careful and extremely cautious to arrange every meeting with Nie Bingwan, I thought things would continue like this.
But slowly Nie Bingwan began to change, she was tired of meeting me secretly every time, and she was tired of never being found out and blessed by others, she began to complain and jealous Shen Yue in front of me, asking me to give her a result.
This is what I was most worried about, after all, it still happened, I had to persuade Nie Bingwan again and again to give me time, so that I could find a way to make it clear to Shen Yue, maybe it was also at that time that I found out that I loved Nie Bingwan more than Shen Yue.
But I really don't know how to tell Shen Yue these words, and this is also related to my future, Nie Bingwan began to become irritable, she didn't want to listen to my explanation anymore, I can understand her feelings, at this time, the school will select new students to go abroad, I finally see hope, if Nie Bingwan and I both go abroad, no one can restrain our relationship anymore.
But at this time, Nie Bingwan came to me and told me that she was pregnant, the news overwhelmed me, there will be a physical test before going abroad, once she is found to be pregnant, her qualification will also be cancelled, I persuaded her to take the child away, but in her eyes this child has become a means for her to restrain me.
I didn't expect that Nie Bingwan, who has always been empathetic, would become like this, I risked being discovered to meet her, told her the consequences of doing so, and asked her to believe in me again, as long as everything was solved after going abroad, but she was no longer willing to listen to my explanation, thinking that I was delaying time, and told me that if I didn't make things clear to Shen Yue, she would go to see Shen Yue herself.
I can't help it, so ......
"So you orchestrated everything." I took a deep breath and said in a low voice. "So you used your profession and expertise to create the suicide of Nie Bingwan and the other three girls, no! You killed them, exactly! ”
Li Hejun suddenly looked at me in a panic, shaking his head in a panic, he looked nervous and scared.
"No, it's not like that, it's not what you said, I've never hurt Nie Bingwan, I haven't thought about it, I'm also sad when she has an accident, but what else can I do besides be sad?"
"Judging from the clues we have so far, Nie Bingwan has no intention or motive to commit suicide at all." Yun Duruo said in a serious tone with an emphasis on the side. "And you've been trying to hide your relationship with Nie Bingwan, after she threatened you with her pregnancy, you were worried that her telling everything would affect your future, so you planned and carried out the killing of her."
"No, no, I know that Nie Bingwan has a habit of writing a diary, but she has never shown it to me, I am worried that once her diary is discovered by you, if there is a mention of me, my relationship with Nie Bingwan will be exposed, so I only planned to find the diary last time when I was cleaning up the relics." Li Hejun shook his head even more nervously and said in denial. "But I didn't find the diary, and I was secretly relieved at the time, but I just didn't want my relationship with Nie Bingwan to be discovered, and I didn't want to hurt her."
"You are the only person who has a motive to kill, and Nie Bingwan has never provoked anyone, how can a person commit suicide for no reason." Han Yu glared at Li Hejun and said coldly.
Li Hejun suddenly stopped talking, I saw him squirm some corners of his mouth, bit his lip and seemed to hesitate about something, it took a long time to raise his head, take out a cigarette from the cigarette case in front of him again, and said in a strange voice after taking a puff.
She ...... She's not normal, there have been supernatural rumors in the school, I never believed it, but ......"
"But what?" Seeing that Li Hejun wanted to speak and stopped, I asked in an accentuated tone.
"But I've seen it with my own eyes, and it's related to Nie Bingwan!"