The strong sense of loss made me sit on the edge of the bed for hours, although I had no hope when I mustered up the courage to ask Tan Min to go into Tibet together, but after she politely refused, I still couldn't bear the cruel blow.

Although Tan Min believed my words a little, I may have had a fate with her in my previous life, but I still couldn't make her fully believe my words. I know very well in my heart that all this, for Tan Min, may just be a weird dream, and she laughed at it with palpitations at most. Even worse, will Tan Min think that I am already insane?

It wasn't for nothing that I had such concerns, as I heard on the phone that she was concerned about me like never before. It would have driven me crazy with excitement if I could get such a concern from her in normal times, but this time, my heart was strange. How do I feel that she is soothing a mentally stimulated person with kind words?

Perhaps Tan Min felt the loss of my long silence on the phone, and she politely refused my request while not forgetting to leave me a trace of thought. Tan Min told me on the phone that she had promised me to go to Tibet, but not now, but when the conditions were ripe.

Of course, I remember what she said more than half a year ago, that is, after I have a successful career, I can have my own car, and I have a lot of wealth, and then invite her, and she will agree to travel with me.

If anyone thinks that Tan Min is that kind of snobbish person, I will never tolerate this condition, and I even want to kill the other party. I know that Tan Min's heart is good, and the condition she said is not a condition at all, because I didn't enter her heart at all, and she probably thought that I couldn't get to this successful step, so she told me a white lie, trying to make me retreat, but she kept thinking about me and made me disheartened.

Yes, she must have thought so! I suddenly had a lot of motivation again, not because I was arrogant, but because I saw hope. The hope I am talking about is naturally the mysterious Boss Wang beside me. If he wants to use my special ability, why can't I use his power to achieve my goals?

Maybe that Boss Wang is not a good person, I didn't investigate this, and I don't have the right to speak, but so far, at least he has been very good to me, there is no doubt about that. I secretly rejoiced that maybe that Master Bama received my words, but inadvertently responded to the will of heaven, that Boss Wang is really my destined nobleman. Our cooperation is very likely to be a win-win situation.

After ending the call with Tan Min, I also thought about whether I could ask Boss Wang to get me a famous car? Or even borrow a large sum of money from him? But then, I immediately dismissed the idea.

I just borrowed Boss Wang's car because it was stolen away by a drunkard and damaged, although Boss Wang didn't care about me because he asked me, who dares to guarantee that he was already dissatisfied with me in his heart? Hey, besides, I don't know the true strength of Boss Wang, whether he can easily help me get a famous car, that's all a problem, and even if I can get this car, I can't afford all the expenses.

Although I may get Boss Wang's help, but then I owe him more favors, and I am more afraid of what he wants me to do in the future, and I owe him more favors, and I will not be able to refuse any of his requests in the future. What if he asks me to kill people and set fires to all the bad things in the future? If I refused, I would be infamy for not repaying my kindness, and if I agreed, I would have to violate my conscience.

Even if my worries are unnecessary, will Tan Min believe that I can own a luxury car and a huge fortune in just a few days? If I had learned that I had borrowed it from someone else without knowing the future, not only would she not have agreed to go into Tibet with me, but she might never have paid attention to me from now on, which is by no means acceptable to me.

Therefore, after thinking about it again, I dispelled this absurd idea. It's just that the time has come for the three conditions that the damned Guru Bama said, and I have to go to Tibet as well if I have no hope of inviting Tan Min to go on a trip to Tibet.

It is impossible for Boss Wang to enter Tibet with me, he has already expressed his attitude, and he also asked me not to bring people I am familiar with in reality. Although I fled to a small border town in Yunnan alone last time, it was not the same as entering Tibet.

I haven't been to Tibet, so I don't know what the situation is there. Altitude sickness, thin oxygen, not seeing a single person within a radius of dozens of kilometers, and the fierce Tibetans, and the Tibetan mastiff with a poor IQ that only knows its owner as terrifying as a wild beast are all I know about Tibet.

With a hint of frustration, I wandered aimlessly through various online travel forums. 'Beautiful Tibet' is becoming a topic in a chat room, and a group of people are discussing it, most of them who have never been to Tibet. There are two MM in Guangdong who have a whimsical idea and solicit netizens who are willing to enter Tibet. After the gossip, most people chose to remain silent or refuse. The ghost made the gods worse, and I was depressed and suddenly became high-spirited, so under the envy or cold words of everyone, the two MM and me were friends to meet 'Ctrip'.

When we met in Shanghai, I couldn't help but be surprised by the beauty and beauty of the two MMs, and I didn't have the impression of the dark skin and high cheekbones of Cantonese people at all. All the way to Lhasa happily arrived in Lhasa, then I felt obvious altitude sickness, fortunately, there are beauties with me, the joy of the spirit and good physical fitness, it is not much trouble, but the two MM flowers are discolored, in Lhasa to adapt to two days before recovering the spirit, as lively as the Internet.

The car is in the Nianqing Tanggula Mountain, the group is silent, resisting altitude sickness is an important reason, on the other hand, it is also dumped by the blue sky and white clouds and snow-capped mountains and can't think of a suitable language to describe it. When I arrived in Dangxiong County, according to the strategy of entering Tibet that I had searched on the Internet in advance, I was equipped with enough dry food, water, flashlight and sharp Tibetan knives, and then I found a local off-road vehicle at a black market price.

The car bumped in the dark, and the Tibetan driver joked with us all the way in difficult Mandarin, introducing us to the customs and the destination we were about to arrive at, Namtso. Namtso means Heavenly Lake in Tibetan, is the sacred lake of the Tibetan people, and is said to be the daughter of the Emperor Shakti and the wife of the great god of Nianqing Tanggula Mountain. And this holy lake of Namtso is exactly my goal, because Guru Bama said that I have to go to a holy lake and feel the power of the gods.

Just when the two MMs were fascinated, the driver suddenly laughed evilly and said that such a beautiful woman walking at night should be careful to rob the Kangba man, so frightened that the two MMs screamed and hugged me, and I took out the Tibetan knife seriously to make a protective look and had to suppress the pride and amusement in my heart.

At nine o'clock, I arrived at Namtso, and I really felt that I couldn't breathe, and I felt that everything in front of me was too beautiful to look like a human scene, and I wondered if I had arrived at the legendary heaven. When I was a child, I often lay on the ground and looked up at the blue sky, and the memory of thinking about it was clearly frozen again, but it felt completely different, Namtso's genius was the real blue sky, so beautiful and pure blue. The lake is also surprisingly blue, and many birds that have never seen it fly during the period, and the water and sky are the same color, and it is impossible to distinguish which is the lake and which is the sky. The snow-capped mountains in the distance are beautiful and quiet, and they can't be connected to the difficulty and tragedy of the Red Army's crossing of the snow-capped mountains described by writer Lu Dingyi.

Renting a tent in the camp, the two MM looked at the snow-capped mountains in the distance after appreciating the charm of Namtso, clamoring to pick the noble snow lotus, just because more than a thousand years ago the Tang Dynasty Biansai poet once sang the snow lotus: 'Shame is with the grass, He Tingting and unique!' Why not be appreciated by others, the deep mountains and poor valleys are severely frosty? ’。 I couldn't stand the coquettishness of the two MM, so I decided to ignore the advice of the local guide and accompany MM to the snow mountain.

The snow-capped mountains, which seem to be not far away, seem to never be close, and finally agree to return to the camp after the two MMs are exhausted. On the way back, he unexpectedly found a blooming snow lotus on a crevice in a cliff, with a hint of noble goose yellow in the white petals. It turns out that snow lotus flowers don't necessarily grow in snow, and this unexpected surprise made the two MM happily dance the Tibetan dance they learned in Lhasa two days ago. I quietly looked up at the long-rumored but never met snow lotus, worshiping its holiness and nobility.

At some point, I felt a strange fear around me. When I turned my head to look, I saw that half of the sky was still so blue, and the other half was a thick black cloud pressing straight over, and after a while, the whole sky was like night. The three of them hurriedly hid behind a boulder, although it was the height of summer, they suddenly fell into an ice cave, and hurriedly put on their down jackets. After a while, it started to hail, and the frightening hail sound passed, and when I opened my eyes, it seemed that nothing had happened, the sky was still so blue, and the snow-capped mountains in the distance were still so quiet. It's just a pity that the snow lotus let the hail destroy the leaves, which is suffocating.

I couldn't take care of so much anymore, so I hurried back to the camp, it was almost dark. Suddenly, after the hailstorm, there seemed to be many small flowers on the lakeside, red, yellow, blue, white, purple, surprised by their beauty, the guide told us in time that the Tibetans call this unknown plateau random small flowers and plants 'Gesang Meiduo', which means 'Gesang flower' in Tibetan.

The Gesang flower looks weak and can't help the wind, but the more the wind blows, the more upright its body becomes; The more the rain hits, the greener its leaves become; The more the sun is exposed, the more brilliant it blooms, and it conveys the beautiful emotions of the Tibetan people looking forward to happiness and auspiciousness.

Lying in the tent, listening to the frolic and whispering of the two MMs, the noble snow lotus and the ordinary Gesang flower that I saw during the day suddenly flashed, and I was full of emotion, how can Gesang Meiduo be inferior to the noble and sacred snow lotus? The two MMs accompanying me are like Gesang Meduo opening next to me at the moment, who can deny that they are the snow lotus in the eyes of others?

I couldn't sleep at night, speeding up the process of getting acquainted with the goddess Tan Min in my heart, like an initiation, and suddenly woke up, don't indulge in the sacredness of the snow lotus in my mind, maybe it's just the Gesang flower in the eyes of others, or maybe the Gesang plum flower around me is the snow lotus that I haven't noticed and cherished in my life!