Many of the houses in the factory and mining area look a little old, the air is filled with the smell of gunpowder unique to the Spring Festival, and the sound of firecrackers can be heard from time to time.

When I took Old Man Yun's hand and walked in this familiar place, looking at the kiss and listening to the familiar Qiē, my heart was filled with strong reluctance.

Old man Yun seemed to be a little silent, biting a pipe in his mouth, so he silently led me forward, and after wiping away a tear just now, he was a little unwilling in his heart, and asked again: "Are you going to take me away now?" ”

"Don't rush, let's leave tomorrow." Old man Yun spit out a puff of smoke, and the pipe in his hand was rubbed very brightly, as if to amuse me, he took the pipe and shook it in front of my eyes: "Is it good-looking?" It was given to me by a foreigner. ”

What's so good about a pipe? At that time, I didn't know how to appreciate the so-called 'great ingenuity', but I thought it was just a very simple pipe.

I don't know what kind of wood it is, the patterns on the dark red and purple background are like grimaces, perhaps it is often played with by the owner, and the whole pipe has an indescribable oily luster, looking warm and mellow.

After drinking, I shook my head and spoke very directly: "The pipe is not good-looking, but this wood is beautiful." ”

"Haha." Old man Yun seemed to be a little happy, so he knocked my dizzy head with his pipe, and said, "This is a knock on you, and you can't drink too much." Originally, it was supposed to be three, but to see that you can still recognize the goods, see that this wood is good-looking, and give you two minus. ”

Old man Yun didn't leave his hand, knocking it down like this, I was even more dizzy when I knocked it down, and after taking two steps, I couldn't help but squat on the side of the road and vomit in the dark.

"It's really good, you can drink until you vomit when you drink for the first time, you're really a hero." Old man Yun squinted his eyes, and he looked a little gloating beside him.

I was in a bad mood, plus I was drunk, and I was knocked by the old man Yun, and I was holding back a breath of anger in my heart, and I finally vomited a little more comfortable, I glared at the old man Yun, turned around and ran, shouting while running: "You bully people, I don't want to go with you, I want to run away from home." ”

But how fast can I run with a small child? Under the effect of drunkenness, the footsteps are even more vain, the old man Yun seems to have expected me to come to this hand, I didn't run two steps, I was caught by him, no matter how I struggled, I always couldn't break free from his hand, and I felt more than my father's strength.

He didn't care about me, he just picked me up with his pipe, and he picked me up as easily as a 3 or 4-year-old child.

He didn't seem to care about my anger at all, and was still teasing me: "Are you going to go with me?" What to do with your illness? ”

"What can I do if I love it? Afraid of death is not the x production party! I yelled loudly, a bit of a drunken man.

"Hahahaha." Old man Yun laughed, and after laughing, he slapped me hard on the ass and scolded: "Stinky boy, dare to drink crazy in front of me!" ”

This time it's not light, my buttocks are numb from the pain, I was slapped like this, I felt so wronged, tears swirled in my eyes, I clenched my teeth, I just didn't want to flow out, looking at the old man Yun's smile was also hateful, and I couldn't wait to bite him hard.

When Old Man Yun saw me like this, he suddenly put away his smile, looked at me inexplicably lovingly, touched my head, and his voice became softer, and said to me: "Actually, I know that you are sad in your heart, because you are about to leave here, leave your parents, your good friends, right?" ”

When I heard this, my heart was sour, and I didn't want to give in to Old Man Yun, so I twisted my head to the side with hatred.

He was not annoyed, he just hugged me like this, walked in the direction of home, and said to me as he walked: "The person who gave me a pipe is a very good friend of mine, and when I separated from him, I was also very sad, you are a child, you may not understand the weight of life and death, but you know, this must be much sadder than you are now, but I still accept this thing, do you know why?" ”

I still didn't look at him, but I have to admit that I have been drawn to his words, this feeling of leaving home is so uncomfortable, I want to get rid of this discomfort, I want to hear why?

He held me in one hand, pinched his pipe in the other, took a puff, and then said leisurely: "Because I figured it out, life is a process of parting and possession, and we all have to adapt to it." ”

I didn't understand what he said, but I was curious to know what it meant, so I finally turned to look at him, shook my head and said, "I don't understand." ”

"Speaking of which, it's actually very simple, in the process of our lives, we are always saying goodbye to a group of familiar people, just like when you go to junior high school in elementary school, you will say goodbye to some elementary school classmates, and so on in junior high school, is it goodbye to many people? And when life comes to an end, we have to say goodbye to ourselves In addition to these people, we are still saying goodbye to time, growing up, saying goodbye to childhood, and when we are old, we are saying goodbye to our youthSo, who do you say can escape this farewell process? What everyone has to face, but whether to face it with strength and optimism, or to face the sad and unchangeable goodbye, is it just a personal choice? You say, what are you going to choose? ”

I bowed my head, as if I understood something in my heart, and the sadness of parting seemed to be less, but if it was a non-stop goodbye, what did we get? I didn't understand in my heart, and looked at Old Man Yun.

He seemed to understand what I meant, touched my head, and with a bit of appreciation in his eyes, he said, "You have some understanding, otherwise you wouldn't be you, do you want to know what you've got?" You may not understand this now, but I want to summarize, it is just a sentence, you have obtained common years and feelings, which no one can deprive, real, and belong to yourself. ”

"But what's the use of that? You say what's the use of all this at the end of your life? "I seem to understand the meaning of Old Man Yun's words a little, and I don't seem to understand a little, so I asked again, I always feel that what he said can comfort me very much.

"What's the use? This question is too deep for your age, and at the end of life, it is the highest reward to get a peace of mind without regrets, and from a deeper level, this is the perfection of tempering in this life. You don't understand this, now you just have to understand the attitude of parting. After speaking, Old Man Yun patted my head.

I really don't seem to understand, but I feel that my heart is appeased, lying on the shoulder of the old man Yun, a little tired as if I can't sleep.

Old man Yun carried me home safely, and before he reached the door, he heard my mother's voice: "Ye Zhengling, what are you doing?" Why did you ask Master Yun to carry you all the way back. ”

I was very comfortable, but I borrowed wine to lie on the shoulders of the old man Yun and refused to move, and the old man Yun said to himself: "For thousands of years, I don't know if I can teach you the attitude of parting, if you have paid for it in your life, you have something to pay, you have to care, you have some comfort, it's okay." I'm afraid that your temperament is the most shallow and deep, and when the time comes, your mind will be obsessed, and you will not depend on the world. ”

After saying that, he sighed, and I was a little confused, not sure if he really said such a thing.

And in spite of my confusion, my attention was no longer on anyone or anything around me, but on a room separated from my two households, staring at it deadly.

That was Xin Yi's home, and now the door is still closed, and Chen Zhong and Zhou Zheng have returned, why hasn't Xin Yi come back yet? I'm anxious, I always feel that I can't feel at ease if I don't say a word to her, but this is my little heart, I can't talk to anyone, I'm afraid that others will laugh at me.

Because on weekdays, I always have impatience and dislike for Xin Yibiao, and now I suddenly said that I couldn't bear her anymore and wanted to talk to her

Thinking like this, the sadness just now churned in my heart again, and even became a little angry Xin Yi that stupid person, what is there to do in my hometown? Not coming back yet?! When I come back in the future, I will definitely ignore her, I will definitely ignore her!

Thinking about it, I even clenched my fists, but at this time, my body was light, it turned out that my mother had pulled me out of the arms of the old man Yun, and then yelled at me in a still 'babble' tone: "Ye Zhengling, you are really bold, you still give me a drink?" Lao Ye, come out and see your son, this blushing is like a monkey's ass."

Saying that, my mother habitually clicked on my head, I was even more dizzy, and simply sat on the ground, my dad came out and saw such a scene, first stunned, then laughed, pulled my mother and said: "Let this be him, how can a boy not drink." It's not naughty again! ”

He seemed to be very happy, picked me up again, and said: "Son, go into the house and sleep for a while" and then leaned into my ear and whispered: "It is worthy of being my Ye Jianguo's son, but you remember, it's okay to drink, but you can't drink outside, and you can't lose in the face of your sincere buddies, you have to drink them all, haha"

"Hey, hey." I also laughed with my father, at that age I didn't understand why my father told me this, until I grew up, I didn't know that maybe this is the difference between men and women.

It was the last night, and when I woke up in the middle of the night, I heard my parents packing my luggage for tomorrow, my father's deep conversation, and my mother's quiet and suppressed crying.

Occasionally, there would be the voice of the old man Yun, he would say that there is no need to bring this, and that does not need to be taken to the end, and he said: "There is everything on the mountain, and you can't get a child who is cold or hungry." And I will be his master, and the master is the father, and I will naturally bear the expenses of the child in the past few years, so you don't want to be like this. ”

These words sounded to my ears, and it didn't taste like they were coming, and outside the window, it seemed to be raining.

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