Chapter Twenty-Eight: Regret for Missing

I refused the chief's offer to find a few small police officers to escort me and protect me.

Then, as he said, it is not within his power at all, so why waste someone else's life? Although I judge that they have scruples, it also depends on whether this scruple can be greater than their 'desire', if not, then the scruple is not a scruple.

I know this very well!

Walking out of the office building of the police station, it was already off work time, and I seemed so lonely among the crowds of people who were bustling out of the office building, sometimes laughing and laughing.

The dirty, blood-stained shirt on my body had been thrown away, and the chief had given me a police uniform shirt, but without the badge.

I think it's pretty handsome when I wear it.

I'm actually just comforting myself, having some fun, and suppressing my sadness, after all, in a familiar city, a person is alone in the face of all dangers, and not everyone laughs.

It's a good time to get off work, and even some of the slightly deserted streets become lively.

What I love the most is the summer dusk, because this familiar city will blow the wind with the smell of the river, and then render the whole sky a layer of warm yellow, a layer of rose, layer upon layer, staggered, blended, and finally mixed with the fragrance of food, warm into people's hearts.

I walked on the busiest street with peace of mind, looking at the whole sky, and my heart was at peace.

If this is the last time of my life, I think it is worth it to look at this warm and magnificent sky with such a peaceful mood.

I am a person who escaped death, and it is said that I should cherish life more and die lightly, which is really an undesirable attitude, but do I have a choice?

Rather than being dead and unknown, even the enemy doesn't know who it is? It's better to have a good time and get a little bit of life.

It's like a person who has been forced to the cliff, there is no way to retreat, and the rest is a desperate fight! As for my confidence - my hand in my trouser pocket, where is the natal seal, this is all my confidence.

I wondered why I heard my footsteps so clearly on such a busy street, and the tapping and tapping step by step was like a knock on my heart.

To this day, I don't know if it was the right decision for me to walk out of that building. So much has happened in just one day.

But that is definitely a decision that I don't regret, I always feel that trust is based on experience and time, even if I die, I can't hand over my fate to an unknown, and for a character like me, being led by the nose is a more terrible thing than death.

So thinking like this, there's no turning back, right?

I shook my head, let myself not be cranky, at least now all the qiē came according to the plan, at the end of the day, walk the busiest street to reach the destination, I am now surrounded by the net, they are also waiting for a suitable time to start.

The busy streets would become deserted as night fell, and I couldn't go on and on.

I knew it very well in my heart, so when I walked to the most lively shopping street, I took out the phone I bought before, and I dialed it to Hai Nian, and my tone was very calm.

Soon the phone was connected, although the signal over there was still not good, Hai Nian's anxious voice still reached my ears through the phone: "Third brother, is it the third brother?" Did you get your stuff? You okay? I'll leave tomorrow. ”

"I'm fine! The stuff has been obtained. Wait a minute, if it's okay, I'll give you a call later. Is it impossible to contact Lao Zhou now? I'd love to talk to him. "I say that this is the only lyrical time I had before I broke out.

I really want to say a few words to the most important person in my life, even if it's just a few words?

"I'm afraid now" Hai Nian's tone was a little hesitant, but he quickly said to me firmly: "It's okay, third brother, aren't you going to call later?" I'll find a way to get Zhou Zheng to say a few words to you, and he misses you too. ”

I suddenly felt sad, but my tone was normal and calm: "Okay, it's okay." Help me ask Lao Zhou well, my situation is okay here, just sue him like this. ”

"Okay." Qin Hainian's tone was a little hasty, she seemed to have noticed something, and she couldn't grasp the point.

I sometimes really envy such a good person, but I also quickly changed the subject, and the purpose of this call is also this: "Can you give me Amu's number?" I want to find her. ”

"Third brother, have you changed your mind? Looking for Amu? Qin Hainian's voice was a little surprised, after all, in the phone call between me and her before, I mentioned Amu Sangsang a little, it's already forest.

"No, it's just that the situation is not good right now, remember a phone call, just in case." I said casually.

But such words are closest to the truth, Qin Hainian actually breathed a sigh of relief, and the previous skeptical attitude was put down, and he quickly reported a phone call from Amu to me.

I silently remembered it in my heart, and after saying a few more words to Qin Hainian, I wrote down Amu's phone on my phone, I laughed at myself, am I too greedy? Want to say a few words to everyone who matters?

But with that in mind, I dialed home anyway.

For some reason, my parents don't live in the city anymore, and they were very determined to move, but the reason they said to me was also 'for some reason', and I guess it had something to do with my master, because one summer vacation, my master came to my house, and then my parents moved.

And I, because Lao Zhou, Lao Chen, and Xin Yi are still here, I want to continue to stay in this city, but Master doesn't care.

yes, I've been kicked out of the mountain, haven't I?

The phone was connected, it was my dad who answered the phone, and on weekdays, I didn't like to talk to them very much, because I was older, and he and my mom really couldn't help but become more and more verbose, and verbose into all aspects of my life.

I knew it was caring, but I couldn't answer, so I didn't call.

Now that the phone is connected, and I hear my father's voice, I feel that I am a 'willful' person, and I obviously love them very much, so why should I be stingy with a little time to talk to them? There are always too many excuses, but at the last moment, I regret that I can't express it, and too little time is not a 'self-made' behavior?

I forcibly held back the tears in my heart, and just pretended to be the usual 'hey', in exchange for a scolding from my father: "You stinky boy? Are you willing to call? How busy are you guarding that shop? You don't even have time to make a phone call? Are you going to wait until your mother and I die?"

"Dad!" I interrupted my dad in time, in fact, I knew that his sentence should be 'Is it until I and your mother die at home that you are willing to come to see us' As my dad's close collaborator, my mother will say sadly, 'I don't know if I was taken up the mountain when I was a child and didn't kiss us'.

Every time they say that, my heart stings, but my attitude is generally to run away and not explain anything! I can't explain it, but I obviously love them very much, but I just can't say it, your son was injured and expelled from the mountain gate by the two closest people, and since then he has learned to close himself off and suppress, so that people can't go into their hearts.

I can't express myself in the first place, and I can't express it!

However, I don't dare to say this, to this day they still think that I am very good with Master and Senior Brother, and occasionally I will go back to the mountain I can't bear my pain, let them bear it, I don't want them to know that Master Yun, whom they trust very much, hurt their son like this, and they will be sad.

But they are not obligated to grieve for my life! I want them to be happy.

"What? Want to hang up the phone when you hear this? My dad said fiercely, but behind the tone was concern and reluctance, he was afraid that I would hang up the phone.

"No, I want to have some wine today, I want to talk to you and my mother." I feigned a drunken tone.

"What do you say?" My dad thought it was a little weird.

"I just want to say, I love you and my mother." As soon as I said this, my whole face turned red, it was so difficult to say, the closer people were, the more I felt like this, I always felt that they knew that I loved them for granted, and besides, it was numb.

But after saying it, I got great comfort in my heart.

At that moment, I suddenly told myself that if I was still alive after tonight, I would be a little more numb to my parents and stop being any more 'iron-blooded men'!

But on the other end of the phone, my dad's phone fell to the ground with a 'snap', and after a while, I heard him grab the phone in a panic and say to my mother: "Old woman, no, no, no!" ”

"What's wrong?" My mother's voice came, and then she asked, "Did Hanhan call?" "She still used to call me by my old name.

"Yes, but this kid actually said he loves me and you?!" My dad's shock was in disbelief.

"What?" My mom was stupid too.

I was holding the phone here, laughing with tears, thinking that I didn't dare to listen anymore, so I hung up the phone all of a sudden!

The horizon has been stained with a layer of sunset, and the dim and soft light is sprinkled on the earth, and there are always many places worth remembering in life, but I can't see it until the end! Let's call Lao Chen again, I don't know if he knows that Lao Zhou and I have come this far?

Finally, let's contact Amu again! And then the show will begin, right?

The hand I put in my trouser pocket suddenly clenched the natal array seal, and there was a slight excitement that was ignited with blood.