Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 226 Gu Changfeng's Monologue (4)

Looking at her holy little face, I couldn't help but feel that my behavior was a little shameful, in my memory, I have always been a person with few desires, I, Qin Mo, when did I fall into danger to take advantage of others!

This feeling makes me feel very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, I hate this feeling, I don't know what the hell is going on with me, as soon as I see this woman, I always do something inexplicable. When I faced Xi'er, I had never been so out of control.

Xi'er has been with me for a long time, she is not satisfied with the two of us, just hugging and holding hands, I know, she wants more intimacy, but because of my special body, I always deliberately avoid getting too close to her, I don't want to.

Because of my deliberate physical alienation, Xi'er was also sad, and she thought that I didn't like her, so I deliberately kept my distance from her. In order to prove my love for her, Xi'er once wore a thin gaule close to my body, at that time, I just felt that Xi'er's appearance was very distressing, and it was I who broke Xi'er's heart, so she would do this kind of thing that was completely inconsistent with her character. Even though I felt sorry for me, I didn't have too much impulsiveness, and I was still able to calmly push Xi'er's body away.

When facing this woman, everything is different, I don't like her, her joys and sorrows have nothing to do with me, but when I touch her body, that eternal impulse, I can't control myself.

No, the person I love is Xi'er, I definitely can't do anything to make Xi'er unhappy, thinking like this, I hurriedly let go of her, just concentrating on treating her injuries, I kept telling myself, Qin Mo, you were just confused just now, you can't take it seriously, you can't take it seriously.

If so, I really don't have the slightest affection for this woman, and for whom is my heart trembling gently, rippling round after round?

Feeling the woman motionless under me, I suddenly felt an inexplicable panic in my heart, she had shed so much blood, could she just die like this?

It seems that there is a net that tightly nets my whole body, every pore is blocked, and it is difficult to feel the extreme, feeling her slightly warm skin, beating heart, my heart is settled little by little.

Finally, she woke up.

When I saw her open her eyes that seemed to be rippling with blue waves, I found that I was so happy that my whole body trembled slightly. However, soon all the joy in my heart was replaced by an indescribable coldness, because she shouted Gu Changfeng, not me, Qin Mo.

Does she like that man named Gu Changfeng so much?! Then what is my Qin Mo in her heart? Is it just a stand-in that can't be put on the table!

Anger is surging in my heart, I really want to tear her chest apart, see if her heart is full of only that man named Gu Changfeng!

I almost angrily questioned him, I told her, I was not Gu Changfeng, but Qin Mo, I thought she would argue with me, unexpectedly, she was a little too cooperative, I heard her call me in a slightly hoarse voice, Qin Mo, all the anger and unwillingness in my heart just now disappeared.

It turned out that I was such a good person, and it was enough for her to call me by name gently.

She said, "I insulted her." Hearing her words, the soft thing that I secretly kissed her just now came to my mind again, and a strange feeling of shyness rippled in my heart, I despise myself very much, and people like me will be shy?!

I'm a good-faced man, such a shameful thing, of course I won't admit it, I'm still a little entangled in the fact that when she blocked that palm for me, she mistakenly called me Gu Changfeng, and her anger surged again, I questioned her, just now she saved me, but because she regarded me as the man named Gu Changfeng!

She looked at me and didn't speak, those eyes were so good-looking, I had never seen such good-looking eyes, all my thoughts were instantly sucked in by these eyes that were flowing to the extreme, and after coming back to my senses, I coldly concluded that she just regarded me as the man named Gu Changfeng.

I was overwhelmed by anger, I forcibly kissed her, and said a lot of nasty things to her, and she was also angry, especially when I said that "even if she was stripped naked and stood in front of me, I wouldn't look at her more", she actually ripped off her upper body in anger.

After lingering, she didn't yell or burst into tears, she just indifferently put her messy clothes on her body, didn't say a word, and turned away, as if I had just been covered with her rain and clouds, but air.

The wind is warm, you have disturbed my heart, why do you ignore me so much! I stepped forward and tried to hug her tightly and tell her that it would be so easy to leave, but in the pride of my heart, I did not hold her or tell her not to leave, but took out a check for ten million from my pocket and threw it in her hand.

A female star like her, when she sleeps with a man, doesn't she want money?

After a long, long time, I realized that at that moment, I trampled on not only her dignity, but also my heart, so that every time I think of the events of that night, my heart will be like a knife, it turns out that the person I hurt the most has always been the person I love the most in my heart. I said many, many vicious words to her, and each sentence was enough to make my heart go away.

Because in my heart, she is not a high-end prostitute or woman, but the real Mingyue.

Feng Nuannuan's method of sending Xi'er's soul back to her body is very special, using her blood as a carrier, seeing the bright red blood slowly flowing down her wrist, I can't help but think, she has already shed so much blood, and cut her wrists to bleed, can she stand it?

At this moment, I forgot to look at Xi'er lying on the bed, all my thoughts were attracted by a bright red on this woman's wrist, and as I expected, she passed out after sending Xi'er's soul back into her body.

I held her body tightly in my arms, and rushed in the direction of the hospital desperately, even forgetting to drive, I have always been calm and calm, how could I have been so panicked!

I told myself that I had sent her to the hospital like a madman, not because I didn't care about her, but because she saved Xi'er's life, and I didn't want to owe her.

It's just because I don't want to be indebted.