Chapter 44: Loneliness without a cure
Objects cannot be moved while at rest.
Just one time standstill is enough to be the best investigator.
But it's not absolutely safe, and many mechanisms will still be activated, because the time of what Xiao Meiyan comes into contact with is fluid.
However, under the five reincarnations, Xiao Meiyan has also experienced a lot of things like organs, and naturally has some experience in how to deal with these things, so it is absolutely no problem to carry out reconnaissance missions.
"What is this?"
In the middle of hundreds of granaries, a modern room greeted Xiao Meiyan's eyes.
Pushing open the door, the things in the room made Xiao Meiyan pay some attention.
Enchantment, but the drawing of this magic circle is too complicated......
If it is broken down, this is enough as three magic arrays.
"Triple Enchantment?" Xiao Meiyan took out her mobile phone and took a picture.
"And this ......" looked sideways, and runes like thunder and lightning smeared the room.
"In the eight directions of the enchantment, there are eight strange magic circles, and according to the direction, it is very similar to gossip." Filming it with her phone, Xiao Meiyan continued to observe the room.
"Disgusted?"
Hollow voice, ringing in my ears.
"Who?" Xiao Meiyan frowned.
In the realm where time stops, there is no one to move but oneself.
Theoretically, this is the case, but there are too many uncertain factors in this world, so Xiao Meiyan can't confirm it.
The room was still empty.
"Disgusted?" The voice sounded again, but this time it was much clearer.
"Yuanlu Zhi?!" Hearing the voice clearly, it made Xiao Meiyan even more surprised.
"Disgusted? This world, endless reincarnation? Have you mastered the ability of time, have you already blurred the concept of time? Yuan Lu Zhi asked.
"So what?" Xiao Meiyan asked.
The ability of time, in the past, often occupied the strongest ability in various novels, Xiao Meiyan has this kind of power, and the person who has the power must be extraordinary, and his life must be lonely.
"Are you interested? Kill Lin Yu here, then I will teach you how to use your power. Yuan Lu Zhi said.
"Boring topic." Xiao Meiyan said.
But did not leave.
"Do you already notice it? The power of time will only make you more and more lonely, once time stops, then the world is left with you alone, in this case, do you feel that you are getting farther and farther away from your friends? Yuan Lu Zhi asked.
"Rather than that, Yuanlu Zhi, have you been resurrected?" Xiao Meiyan asked.
The tone was as calm as ever, and I couldn't hear what I was thinking.
"It doesn't hurt to tell you, I haven't been resurrected yet, but even if I haven't been resurrected, it's enough to teach you how to use power." Yuan Lu Zhi said.
"Why did you kill Lin Yu?" Xiao Meiyan asked.
"Lin Yu? At this moment, the coalition army is completely Lin Yu as the pivot of it, if Lin Yu dies, then the coalition army will naturally be disbanded, in this way, there will be no obstacle to my resurrection. Yuan Lu Zhi said.
"Is it really okay to tell me that?" Xiao Meiyan asked.
"I know your power, and I know the loneliness that comes with this power, continue this loneliness, sooner or later you want to get away from everything, so you need to control this power, and because of this, you will agree with my plan." Yuan Lu Zhi said.
"Hmph......" Xiao Meiyan snorted, then turned to leave.
"Are you really leaving?" Yuan Lu Zhi asked.
Xiao Meiyan didn't seem to hear it, and walked straight outside the house.
"Self-righteous guy who thinks that understanding the loneliness of the ability to time can turn me against me? Are you kidding? It doesn't matter if I'm lonely or not, I just need Madoka to be happy, I didn't realize this and made a plan, Yuan Lu Zhi, you are really naïve and ridiculous! Who do you think helped me get rid of this endless cycle and make Madoka happy every day now! Who do you think I have never been able to do? Let me kill Lin Yu? I'd rather leave Madoka and spend this life alone, even if it's just memories! For me, if Madoka loses her smile, then the world loses its color! So based on my own considerations, Yuan Lu Zhi, you are outrageously wrong! Two tears flowed from Xiao Meiyan's face.
Even today, when Madoka doesn't need to save anything, Xiao Meiyan still has an indifferent expression.
It's not that there is any reason for it, it's just that I'm used to seeing things in the world, and I'm just wearing a shell on myself.
The five reincarnations are the five life experiences, which may not be long, but each of them is enough to change a lifetime.
After five times of reincarnation, you can already give up everything just for the sake of deer eyes Yuanxiang.
Yes, give up everything, whether it is the senior sister who has had good memories in other reincarnations in the past, Apricot, Sayaka......
Therefore, while Xiao Meiyan abandons others, she is also abandoned by others, and gradually becomes lonely.
Why is he obsessed with saving Kame Yuanxiang, maybe it was just an agreement at first, but in the subsequent reincarnation, the faces that are used to seeing each other, the living people who wear masks and hypocrisy, only Kame Yuanxiang can bring Xiao Meiyan the truth......
No matter how Xiao Meiyan does it, in the end, it must be Madoka Shikame who saves Xiao Meiyan......
The spell of reincarnation, the only one who can rely on himself and will not feel lonely......
But every time you have to lose it, that's the most painful thing.
"I'll protect you this time." In the original book, Xiao Meiyan once said this to Lume Yuanxiang.
The final reincarnation, and even wants to protect the deer eyes by giving up the last harbor in the soul to protect the deer eyes Yuanxiang......
It was an absolutely lonely, incomprehensible path.
The loneliness that people with the ability to time feel, as Yuan Lu Zhi said, the more they use it, the farther away they will become from other people.
Fortunately, in the final reincarnation, Mayaka Shikame was saved.
But where is Xiao Meiyan's salvation?
Five-color team,Senior sister doesn't want to be lonely.,Now,This wish has come true.,Sayaka wants to protect Kamijo.,This wish has also come true.,Apricot has been a passive battle before.,It's just because her wish was betrayed.,There's no reason to fight.,Just to live.,But now the apricots,There's also a new reason to live.,What the circle god expects,It's to make the magical girls in the world no longer tragic.,When the principle of the ring is established under the arrow of the deer eye Yuanxiang,This wish has also come true.。
Only Xiao Meiyan ......
What was once a promise, in reincarnation, gradually became not wanting to be lonely......
It's loneliness, not loneliness......
The loneliness of the senior sister, as long as someone accompanies the senior sister, it is enough.
But Xiao Meiyan's loneliness is the result of her own rejection of this world......
So this loneliness is incurable.