Chapter Twenty-Three: The Grudge Is Deep
When should we start?
At the age of 7, she had just returned from abroad with her mother, because from now on, she could live with her father! As a perennial stay by her mother's side and isolated from her father, she really hopes to be like those friends, always have a father who cares and loves her, and now that her mother's illness is cured, their family can finally live together!
Since she was a child, she knew that because her mother's health had always been poor, her father arranged for her to accompany her mother abroad for recuperation. It's been three years, and she's back again. But on the day they returned, all her faith was shattered, shattered by her dear father, and she regretted that she should not have come back if she had lived forever in the dream she had weaved.
In the past few years since my mother left, my father had already occupied my grandfather's company and swallowed up the shares that belonged to my mother. Hehe, she will always remember the moment she entered the house, the desperate look in her mother's eyes. But what is that? They are a family, and mother's things are not her father's, and she doesn't know why her mother is making such a fuss? To her, the joy of seeing her father made her leave her gentle and cowardly mother behind.
However, all the scenes about fatherly love in her dreams did not appear. Her father always gave her a stern and impatient expression, he would only ask her to quickly become a little lady, quickly become a little talented girl, quickly attract everyone's attention, hurry up and get praise from others, hurry up, hurry up, hurry up and ...... a little faster. For three years, she has been studying hard to get her father's approval.
On that day, she finally couldn't help but escape from the piano lessons she hated, and it was at that moment that she met the most perfect father of her dreams:
He would take his daughter to ride a horse to exercise her courage; at first she was a little afraid of the horse, but he would encourage her lovingly and gently; when she finally mustered up her courage, he would handsomely step on the horse's back, smile and stretch out her hand to his baby, and pull her in front of him; the daughter felt frightened and surprised, and slowly relaxed and smiled very happily on the back of the galloping horse, and his eyes never took his eyes off.
After running two laps, the little girl seemed to be hungry, and then Nangong Qingju noticed that there was an elegant lady sitting near the racecourse, who kept smiling at her husband and children. Ah, what a happy little girl! Until the lady took the little girl away, she did not know why the tears kept flowing, no matter how much she wiped them, she could not finish wiping them.
"Hey, little lady, can you please accompany me for a run? I just got up, and the little angel just now was hungry, so please help!" Luo Jinshu suddenly appeared in front of her with the horse, like a magician, and let herself fulfill a beautiful dream. However, there is always a time to wake up from a dream, so she waved goodbye to Luo Jinshu.
"Wait a minute!" Luo Jinshu shook a piece of drawing paper in his hand and said: "Although others say that ladies are the most endearing when they are melancholy, but uncle, I have always insisted on laughing, and the girls who can laugh are the cutest, take a look!" Nangong Qingju opened the drawing paper suspiciously, it turned out that she could laugh so happily, the girl on horseback who smiled so happily, was it really herself?
"Don't worry, my uncle is better than a camera!" This time she finally noticed that the strange man actually called himself uncle to her, but she didn't remember when she had such an uncle?
At night, for the first time, she no longer stayed alone in her room and practiced the piano, but when she went to visit her mother, who had not been able to speak well for a long time, she ran into the family during the day.
"Qingju, come here, these are your aunt and cousin......" She didn't hear her mother's introduction later, it turned out to be really her uncle! At that moment, she was happy, because it meant that they would still meet in the future, so she was so happy that she couldn't hear her mother's voice, but looked at her uncle stupidly.
Nangong Qingju found that it was actually easier than he imagined to meet his uncle, because as long as Nangong Yingyue participated in the activities at school, no matter how big or small, he would almost always appear with pride. Therefore, as long as Nangong Yingyue signs up, she will definitely try her best to let herself participate, which leads to Luo Jinshu bringing double gifts almost every time she appears. After watching the Shadow Moon competition, he will come to cheer her on, and of course, if they participate in the competition at the same time, Luo Jinshu will also give her a gift after the end.
Slowly, she found that she no longer had the luxury of expecting her father's approval or encouragement, because all her efforts now only wanted to be approved by another person. But, what did she hear that day? Uncle's original words were: "Xuan'er, it's time for you to have another child, you can't let Jinshu be too wronged, you also know that the moon girl is not his, no matter what, men will always have some regrets in their hearts." ”
Although she was mad at the time and ran directly to her uncle to tell him the secret she had heard, her uncle told her with a firm face: "Satsuki is the only daughter in my life, and if you say that kind of thing again, I will be disappointed in you." ”
Haha, what is the matter with the people in this world, her own daughter, her father ignores it, but her uncle treats a child of unknown origin as a pearl in his palm! Why? When she saw Nangong Yingyue again from now on, she felt hatred for no reason. The more her uncle showed his affection for her, the deeper the hatred in her heart became, until that day she was forced to a critical point by her father.
It was after Nangong Yingyue had a car accident, my aunt and uncle spared no effort to find the murderer, and suddenly an uncle who often came to the house to discuss things said to my father meaningfully: "Ling Ai is really beautiful and versatile, which makes people feel distressed!"
After that day, her father intentionally or unintentionally asked her to accompany the uncle, at first she just drank and played the piano, talked about life, and slowly began to get hairy, she slapped the other party in fear, in exchange for a whipping from her father. Since then, as long as she expresses her unwillingness, she will be whipped and served, and if there are more times, she doesn't care, even her biological father is willing to do it, what else does she care about, isn't it **.
I don't know when she started, but she was shocked to realize that she imagined those people as her uncle, and she was not uncomfortable at all, and even a little happy. But after waking up, it was not him who he saw, and the unwillingness in his heart was even worse. So as long as she sees Nangong Yingyue no matter what she does, no matter how willful and arrogant she is, her uncle is full of doting, and she doesn't want the other party to disappear directly into this world.
"After thinking about it for so long, don't you still want to say, it seems that I really shouldn't waste my time. Shadow Moon saw Nangong Qingju fall into deep memories and stopped talking. Suddenly, she felt as if it didn't matter what the reason was, because she wouldn't let Nangong Qingju's accident exist.
"Actually, you found the two people in the town, and Hua Yijie was also provoked by you, no matter what the reason is, in short, I can't bear it anymore, so I can only punish you. Shadow Moon reluctantly wiped the syringe.
"It turns out that you already knew, I think I am more well-behaved and sensible than you, but why do you always take everything for granted. You are not my uncle's biological daughter at all, but he is a thousand times better to you than my father is to me. He always asked me to do this and that, and even asked me to accompany his clients, and if he didn't go, he would whip me, I was his own daughter!" Seeing Nangong Qingju become exhausted, Ying Yue felt that she was inexplicable.
"If you don't want to go, just tell your grandfather or second grandfather directly, according to his temperament, he will never allow his granddaughter to be insulted like this. If you don't say it, who knows if you've been wronged, even if it's given by your own father?"
Nangong Qingju opened her mouth in disbelief, it was impossible for her to disobey her father. Nangong Qingju slowly closed her beautiful eyes, and what flashed in front of her was the scene when they first met, you are her most precious treasure, "Hey, little lady."
Looking at the scalpel in her hand, Shadow Moon suddenly felt that if she hadn't already chosen a specialty, it would be good to be a doctor, and she really liked the feeling of holding a scalpel. Hawkers, but it's not good, because it's too bloody, so forget it and try it once in a while.
In fact, Nangong Qingju is far from meeting her own game standards, but who let her break in so stubbornly, Shadow Moon can only dispose of this saboteur, because sometimes the Siberian butterfly just gently stirs up its thin wings, which is enough to cause a huge tsunami, how can she let this threat exist?
After Shadow Moon left, the figure crept in and disposed of the body.