"Third child, how are you doing over there?" I know that this is not the way to go, so it's better to find out that the other party is just a character created by my subconscious, "Yo, you still know everything." The third child still replied to me in the usual scathing tone, "Seriously, how are you doing over there?" I sighed and repeated the question. How do you answer you, what is good and what is bad? Jianguo seems to like answering questions like this, "Hehe, you didn't really build the country, otherwise the other party would come up and beat me, you are just the founding of the country created by myself, and the third child has been dead for a long time." I gritted my teeth and said the conclusion I had come to in my heart, "What else?" The third child clasped his hands in front of his chest and asked with a look of hanging.

"The third child, I am too influenced by you, just like when I was a child, I took Han Yuliang in "City Hunter" as my idol, determined to be a capable and capable chivalrous man, when I was older, I took Napoleon and Hitler as idols, hoping to conquer this shijie, and then I hope to become some decent characters under Jin Yong's pen, sweeping away those hypocrites in the world, those who are young. When I meet you, I want to be as good as you, and then I want to be like the boss. But in good conscience, I may never be able to surpass you, for a long time, I have been your shadow, you do everything better than me, everything I do, is just imitating you, take the characters in Yoshiki Tanaka's "Legend of the Galactic Heroes", you will always be the miracle Yang, the magician Yang, and I can only be Yurian, this is the biggest difference between you and me, but I am very confused now, whether it is career, aiqing, family or others, I can't see the direction, so you will appear in my subconscious. Even so, I'd love to hear from you, what do I do from now on? I told the knot that had plagued me for a long time to the subconscious child in front of me without reservation, and looked forward to giving myself a satisfactory answer.

"Jia Shu, don't look down on yourself so much, if I compare with you, I really don't have anything different. Let me talk about you first, you are assertive, capable, willing to endure hardships, able to pay, know how to care for others, and will be considerate of others, and the ability to learn new things is far stronger than me, the most important thing is that you and I have a talent for language and eloquence. The main reason why you feel that I am a light and you are a shadow is that your family background is different. Think about it, if there were no people like my parents, grandparents, and grandparents as backers, and if I didn't have a hukou in the imperial capital, how much better could I be than you? I can tell you for sure that I am not even as good as you in anything, I use bohemianism to cover everything, and you are down-to-earth, step by step, you don't know, your appearance makes me very stressed, in fact, you are too dependent on me, too much faith in what you see and hear, so there is just the conclusion. The two of us are two people who do not get along but walk together at night, fighting with each other, although it is difficult to distinguish between them, but they will not be afraid, by the way, you just made an analogy, saying that I am Yang Willy, you are Julian, then I tell you, according to the novel you quoted, the most suitable relationship between the two of us is, I am Reinhardt, and you are Siegfried, you will always be my most haode brother and friend, no matter who of the two of us leaves whom, it is equivalent to being drained of the soul, so your confusion, I can understand and deeply understand. But I hope you can remember that you should be high-profile and low-key, this is the code of conduct that our brothers set at the beginning, for anything in front of you, you should not be confused, do it boldly, because you are stronger than me, not impulsive, I will always watch you in the sky. The third child answered my doubts very calmly.

When I heard the third child's sentence "I will watch you all the time in the sky", I couldn't believe my ears, and countless possibilities jumped out of my brain, and the closest possibility to the truth was that the person in front of me was really the third child. My actions were all captured by the third child, "I was going to happily accompany you to relive the past time, okay, but my wish, but I'm afraid you won't be able to get out, brother, you still have a long way to go, don't be blocked by the small obstacles in front of you, remember your original dream?" I want to be a diplomat, and if you want to be Bill Gates, then do it, and as long as you are willing to work hard, you can do both in China's current environment. Because there is no country that will have so many opportunities like China, it can be said that the current China is exactly the same as Japan before the Meiji Restoration, you like history, you should be able to grasp such a big opportunity, don't be confused, move forward, never regret, never look back, live your own wonderful, in the future you will become the object of imitation by others, that's it, old man! It's time for me to go, you should get up and eat, I didn't eat seriously last night, go and drink a bowl of soy milk, zaijian in heaven, old man! After saying that, the third child hugged me tightly, and slowly faded out of my sight.

"Get up and eat, tree." The voice of the fourth aunt suddenly sounded in her ears. Is it really a dream? Isn't the subconscious mind doing the trick? But this is not scientific, I rarely dream, after I was seven years old and had thirty-two teeth, it can be said that I almost did not dream, so what is just now? I reluctantly opened my eyes, picked up my glasses from the pillow and put them on, and saw the fourth aunt sitting at the table of the Eight Immortals with a smile and beckoning me to breakfast.

Touched his face, a little damp, it should be the moment of zuihou, I can't bear the departure of the third child, after relieving myself, I really don't know if it's lucky or happy, anyway, the brain is working a little abnormally, and there is a short circuit. Just as I was about to sort it out, the fourth aunt spoke, "Your friend said goodbye to you, right?" "How do you know?" I was a little surprised, "What don't you know, that's what he zuihou wants." The fourth aunt said to me with a accustomed attitude, "Huh? I looked at the fourth aunt suspiciously, "Your friend committed suicide, and it stands to reason that he should go to the eighteenth layer of hell, but God has the virtue of a good life, and you have a deep brotherly relationship, after God frees your friend from the sea of suffering, he will meet you Zuihou, and then your friend will re-enter the six realms of reincarnation." I'm just icing on the cake in the case of karma and coincidence, borrowing flowers to offer Buddha, hurry up and come over to eat, the soy milk is going to be cold. The fourth aunt still said to me with a smile.

to be continued