In the parking lot of the hospital, a black hearse was parked there, and a few staff members sat in front of the car, and they even greeted us when they saw me and Zhou Yan.

"You go in, I won't go in." Zhou Yan looked at the time on his phone and said to me: "There are still four hours, look at the time by yourself, and almost roll by yourself." ”

I nodded and said, thank you.

Then, I opened the rear compartment door alone, walked in, and closed the door.

Hai Dongqing was waiting for me outside, his eyes full of worry, but he didn't speak.

The carriage was empty, with only two chairs and a wooden bed with a person lying down.

This is no ordinary hearse, at least I have never seen a hearse with such a beautifully carved wooden bed in its compartment.

The lights were miserably white, very bright, and glaring.

"Yujia" I looked at the person covered with a white cloth on the bed, and suddenly I didn't have the urge to cry, but my heart relaxed, because in my opinion, she was not gone, and she was still in front of me.

I can see her, so she's always there, right?

"Brother Yi is here."

I sat down in my chair and stretched out my hand to lift the white cloth, but my movements suddenly froze, and it took me a long time before I came to my senses and lifted the white cloth tremblingly.

Zhou Yujia's smile is still so gentle, she is the second person I have smiled after seeing death besides the old man.

What a coincidence, the old man is gone, and he laughs because he reassures me.

When the girl grows up, I don't need to be taken care of, so I can leave with peace of mind.

And Zhou Yujia smiled, it should be because

"Yujia is really powerful, she can protect Brother Yi." I smiled, in fact, I didn't understand why I was smiling, looking at the pale Zhou Yujia, I slowly leaned my head over, and closed my eyes face to face with her.

Yujia, why is your face so cold? Are you sick? Isn't it

I laughed and cried, I didn't dare to open my eyes, I was afraid to see her pale face, only when I closed my eyes could I feel that she was still her, that stupid girl.

"Yujia, you will forgive Brother Yi, right?"

"Don't blame me, I'm a wretch, what the hell did I do to you," I said, my body shaking violently involuntarily.

In the past, I was really annoyed with her sometimes, I thought this girl was very annoying, she was not sensible at all, and she liked to intervene in everything, which made me mess up.

But now I realized that if she didn't like me, she probably wouldn't even look at me, let alone worry about me meddling in my affairs

Actually, I understood a truth at that time.

God is fair to all people in some ways, and He gives all people the most precious things in their lives, but these things are inconspicuous and even annoying, causing everyone to unknowingly abandon these things.

Some people don't understand it until the end, but some people don't understand until the end.

How important it is for you to forgive things that seem unimportant.

Perhaps this is the cruelest side of God, which makes people regret it unconsciously.

I don't know how to describe that kind of regret

It's as if something that can't happen happens happens, but the most beautiful thing that you hold on to it is gone

It's as if you just turn around and lose something that is particularly precious

There's no going back

"Yujia, you said you left, who will cook for me in the future?"

"The food outside is not clean, who is responsible for me if I get sick after eating? Are you willing to see me sick? ”

"Anyway, I haven't worn the clothes you bought for me, so why don't you go back with me? I'll wear it for you! ”

"Yujia, I"

I was babbling and talking, with a smile on my face, as if I couldn't get tired of talking, even if my voice was hoarse, I still took the trouble to talk to her.

Just a few hours ago, I could still take Zhou Yujia into my arms and tease her facelessly, and she could pinch me with a red face, or pretend to be serious but too shy to speak.

At this time yesterday, we were still eating together, and her food was really delicious, and I wasn't bragging, her craftsmanship was a chef's level.

A few days ago, we were talking about the future together, even if it was a future that no one could see, but I felt that the future we were looking forward to was full of hope.

Why wasn't it a few hours ago?! Why isn't it yesterday?!! Why isn't it the day before yesterday?!!!

Why?!!!!!

Yujia, I've already promised you! You're going to do it with me!!

When we get married, oh no, didn't I say we've got to buy a house first, like you said.

It doesn't have to be too big, or it's not warm enough, two-bedroom or three-bedroom, have you decided?

On the balcony, I will make you a swing that you have always wanted, Lao Tzu also learned some wooden work with the old man, and saw the wooden chairs in the wreath shop, that is my handwriting, is it awesome? More than enough to make you a swing.

Then on the rooftop on the top floor, let's plant your favorite sunflowers together and plant the rooftop full, okay?

When the spring flowers bloom, we can see them sprout, and when the sun is shining, we can see the sunflowers all over the ground.

Yujia, you speak, are you angry? Angry that Brother Yi didn't protect you?

It's not to coax you, if you say a word, even if it's a snort, I'll immediately lie on the ground and let you beat up, and I will never fight back, it's my grandson who fights back! Can you say something quickly?!

"Yujia, do you remember what we chatted about?" A slight smile suddenly appeared on my face, but this smile was very sickly, more ugly than crying: "You said, your dream is to be a gardener, plant a big sunflower field, and then let people come to travel, you collect money, you want to live a leisurely life, do you still want to be a gardener?" If you want, get up quickly, I'll buy you a piece of land tomorrow, and we'll work together."

You also asked me that day, asked me, what is your dream.

I said that I actually have a lot of dreams to be a country. The chairman, or the secretary general of the United Nations, either

You said I was unreliable, and then you said you were going to help me think of a dream, and we would work hard towards it together in the future......

"You are more unreliable than me, let me be a doctor, let me be a lawyer, let me be so capable of doing so much?" I rubbed Zhou Yujia's hair helplessly: "As far as what you said at the end, let me be a writer, that's right, anyway, I blow a bunch of, my mouth is poor, and it must be proper to write things, but you say, what story should I write?" ”

"Write a novel that looks up at the sky at a 45-degree angle?" I put my head on my hands and lay on the edge of the bed to look at Zhou Yujia, who was cold: "Otherwise, let's write our story, okay?" ”

"Our story is very long, and by the time it's finished, it may have been a long time."

"You know I'm very impatient, why don't we change it?"

It was a long time before I understood Zhou Yujia's foresight, she was right, it was good to be a writer.

At least I can use poor and boring words to describe the bad world in front of me colorfully, and write about this boring life for me, at least full of hope.

"Yujia, when do you think we're going to get married?"

"It's almost too old, it's going to be later, but it's time to catch up with the tide of late marriage, if it's time"

"Wake up, I'm hungry, you can make some supper for me to eat, hurry up"

Unconsciously, I couldn't help crying out loud, gently pinched Zhou Yujia's slightly stiff face with my hand, wanted to wake her up, and said tremblingly: "Otherwise, I'll make you food, whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you, I'll make it for you."

I know, I know it in my heart.

From this day forward, no one will cook me my favorite meals anymore.

From today onwards, no one will be stupidly clinging to me anymore.

From today onwards, no one will drag me to watch a movie with her anymore.

Start today

Why didn't you come to your senses earlier?!!

Why didn't you start treating her well sooner?!

Why don't you protect her?!

You're going to annoy her and get in the way!! Now she's gone!! Why do you regret it?!!

Just like Zhou Yan said, are you so qualified?!! Do you have one?!!

"Yujia, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I muttered over and over again, and suddenly, I saw some blood stains on Zhou Yujia's fingertips, it should have not been cleaned up, it should be

I almost forgot, Yujia was killed by someone.

He was killed by those beasts

"You shouldn't have killed Yujia, you should have killed me, she's so afraid of pain....why... Since it's for me," I looked at the cold Zhou Yujia with scattered eyes, and I had a strange feeling in my heart.

I've never felt this way before.

Not anger.

Nor is it grief.

It's an emotion that wants to ruin everything

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly there was a knock on the door outside the carriage.

When I heard this, I had a panicked look on my face.

Is it Zhou Yan?!

Did he knock on the door mean it was time?!!

I'm not done yet!! I

Zhou Yan opened the door and looked at me coldly.

", I'm going to take my sister home."