It has been maintained for a long time six watches a day, and I never thought that I would have to write so many words a day, as if I didn't expect that the Yin and Yang agent could have a good result with everyone's support.

However, the current situation is still not optimistic.

Several new books are rushed, plus,I rely on the amount of updates to maintain the results and the list,To be honest,Six more every day,It's really tiring,But,If you don't update so much,It's almost certain to fall off the list.,So,I will start to spend time on ideation every day.,Because I don't conceive.,I don't want to write what to write every day.,Just by making things up.,It's not enough to write so much content.,Water alone.,There's no water at all for six chapters.,And,I don't want water.。

In fact, the matter of Brother Jiu's eyes has had a big impact on me, although now Brother Jiu has been discharged from the hospital and returned home to recuperate, the doctor said that the situation is not bad, and he may be able to restore his vision, but this kind of damage to his eyes will definitely not be completely healed in his life.

So, every time I chatted with him, I asked him not to work too hard, and he said in turn that I don't want to update too much every day, I know he cares about me, but, now there is no way, the subscription of yin and yang is low, the amount of updates is large, the results can be thin, the reward is not high, the number of diamonds is large, it is because I update more, everyone concentrates on consumption, and there are more diamonds.

In fact, sometimes I'm very scared, if one day the urban text on the list is forced, all of them will have 8 more, then I will be kicked out of the list, if any new book is also a force, like me, six more every day, what do I do to fight with them?

Actually, I'm still a person who doesn't want to lose, but sometimes the situation is still not optimistic.

In fact, now that I think about it, writing is a very happy thing, and when I am completely immersed in another world, another world that I have shaped, that feeling is very beautiful.

However, when I am tired and can't sleep in bed all night after updating every day, I will also think, how old can I write? How old can this imagination be maintained?

30？ 40？ 50？

People always have to get old, thinking will always be faulty, and one day I can't write, so is my creative path over?

Actually, it's very confusing, really, I always wish I wrote something that could be called a novel, I didn't expect it to be popular, but I expected it to be liked.

I look forward to the day, maybe decades later, someone will say, "When I was young, I read the Yin and Yang Agents written by Dark Xiulan. ”

What a thing to be proud of!

Therefore, I will use this thought to tell myself that I must persevere, I can't lose, I can't be sorry for everyone, and I can't collapse.

The last book is because of my job transfer.,Frequent updates are unstable.,I was scolded by everyone very much.,I didn't close the comments until the end.,I kept all the words that scolded me in my heart.。

Therefore, after turning on Yin and Yang, I told myself that such insults must not appear again, Yin and Yang, I must write well, and I must insist on writing perfectly.

I always hear people say that people have to have dreams, and if they have dreams, although they may not be successful, they always have hope. I also have a dream, this dream, that is, everyone knows that there is a supernatural world created by Dark Xiulan, it can be called a foot merchant, it can be called a yin and yang agent, but it is created by me, this is my dream, this is one of my hopes.

Confused and tired. Write an essay and share it with you, not for rewards, not for clicks, but for everyone to read it and smile silently.

Good night to you!