[006] I have no lovesickness with you
She said that she could not be with me anymore because her parents had already known about her and Lingjun and were coming to take her back.
So she wants to go, and Lingjun goes to a place where no one can find her, and she wants me to help her, she is my best friend, and I naturally want to help with this favor.
So I took on her form, and she took on my form, and just like that, I was taken away by her parents.
It was also at this time that I learned that she was actually the daughter of the Emperor of Heaven and the Queen of Heaven, the most noble existence in the Heavenly Realm, and it was no wonder that she couldn't be with Lingjun.
Because she is a goddess of the heavenly realm, her husband can only be the future ruler of the heavenly realm, and her children are the future heirs, and these spirits cannot be realized. β
"Meng Po, they must have been arrested, right?"
"Yes, I was finally arrested, since I pretended to be Yuan Zhi, I have been worried every day, on the one hand, I am worried about Yuan Zhi, and on the other hand, I am worried about myself.
After all, I'm not Yuan Zhi, and one day it will always be exposed, and at that time, all I hope is that Yuan Zhi can really find a place, and no one can find a place.
I am copying Yuan Zhi's posture every day, because after all, I have known each other for so long, and copying is expressive enough, but I still can't hold the fire in paper.
On that day, the god of war in the heavenly realm came to the Temple of Our Lady to find Yuan Zhi, who was the most noble person in the heavenly realm, and the next ruler valued by the Emperor of Heaven, and also the fiancΓ© of Yuan Zhiming.
Besides, this Lintian also loves Yuan Zhi, so as soon as he finished his work, he came to visit Yuan Zhi, but he definitely didn't expect that Yuan Zhi, who he wanted, had already left.
I don't know about this Lintian's habits, I just lied that I had a little tribulation some time ago and forgot a lot of things, and Lintian didn't doubt it, Lintian can be said to be a man I have seen who can be compared with Lingjun, but Lingjun has a little more elegance, and Lintian has a little more strength of the god of war.
I've always been Du Ruo, so there are some things that Yuan Zhi likes, such as piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, which are indeed my least favorite things.
The face can change, but the nature can't be changed.
So one day, I still slipped out and went to the opera garden in Beijing, I hadn't watched a play for a long time, so I was too indulged in watching a play that day, so I didn't know that there was someone who kept staring at me, and that person was Lintian.
"It turns out that the goddess of Yuan Zhi is okay, and it is really eye-opening. Suddenly, the voice of Lintian sounded, which really startled me.
In the blink of an eye, the man looked at me with a smile on his face, and my posture was very unsightly.
I have always had a bad habit, that is, when listening to the play, I like to put my feet on the table, while knocking melon seeds, watching the play on the stage, and from time to time I made some comments.
"It's you, how could it be so coincidental?" I said as I sorted out my posture while Lintian kept looking at me.
"It's a coincidence. β
"Yes, it's just a coincidence, it turns out that the God of War in the Heavenly Realm also likes to listen to this drama in the garden, I think it's very good. β
"I like it a lot, but I didn't expect the quiet and noble goddess to like this place of the market. β
"Then you don't know me too well, after all, I am a goddess, and I still have important responsibilities in the future, so naturally I have to have a long and long experience, only if I taste more, can I be more like a fish in water, right?"
"It seems that my comprehension is really low, and I haven't seen through the intentions of the goddess, but I should come here less in the future, after all, with me, the goddess just needs to have a good time, and everything else has me. β
This seemingly simple sentence made my heart, which had never fluctuated, throb fiercely, and I couldn't stop for a long time. β
"Meng Po, are you in love with that Lintian?" Luohua asked in surprise, she didn't expect that the seemingly cold Meng Po would also have an unforgettable relationship, but now where did Lintian go, why didn't she stay with Meng Po, but Luohua also saw that the moment she heard her question, Meng Po's expression was a little more sad, as if she really couldn't think of that person, otherwise her heart would still hurt.
"What do you love or not, I'm just a little scattered immortal, I am the god of war, a noble person in the heavenly realm, and besides, what does he love never me, what can I ask for?"
"Meng Po, why are you crying?"
When Luohua saw Meng Po say this, a drop of blood and tears flowed from the corner of her eye, and she looked very desolate.
When Meng Po heard the sound of falling flowers, she was also shocked, stretched out her finger and put the tear on her fingertips, and looked at it in a trance.
"It's been a long time since I've shed a tear, because it's been tens of thousands of years, and I'm about to forget that I'm crying. But this tear can also be worth the tears I went to find, and I can not go out for a long time, it's really good, good, excellent......" smiled, Meng Po left, Luohua looked at her back, and couldn't return to her senses for a long time, Meng Po should be hurt!
It seems that the rest of the story can only be listened to tomorrow, but I don't know if Meng Po will talk about the bits and pieces with Lintian, Luohua thought, because after all, she could see that Meng Po didn't want to recall that person.
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βββI have no lovesickness, but I know you, since then, I am crazy, but I said "borrow the mountains and seas day and night to be gentle, only to seek the original intention", but you said "this beauty, but not my heart love", it turns out that everything is just a person's wishful thinking.
Today's Meng Po came later than yesterday, her expression was much more solemn, and she was distracted from time to time, and Luohua couldn't help asking
"Meng Po, have you encountered anything annoying? Why is your face so bad?"
"It's nothing, it's just insomnia, it's an old problem. "It's been a long time since the man disappeared, and every night she wakes up in a dream, it's a void, she can't catch it, and she still can't forget it.
"Then Meng Po, you can talk about it later, your body is important. β
"It's okay, I'm used to it, Luohua, where did I say yesterday, I'm old, and my memory is really not good. β
"Oh, Meng Po said yesterday about the man called Lintian. β
"Speaking of him? Let's go on, since we were discovered by Lintian that day, we seem to have a delicate relationship with each other, and we also have a little secret that belongs to us.
I sometimes took him to the world to listen to the plays, and although I was preached every time, I couldn't bear my prayers and went too.
And he also helps me hide from the Emperor and the Queen of Heaven from time to time, and the Emperor of Heaven has no opinions, after all, what he hopes most is that we can be together from time to time, so that we can cultivate feelings, right?
After all, in the eyes of the entire celestial realm, we are the most compatible pair, and as the relationship deepens, I know that our distance seems to be getting closer and closer.
He just started calling me Yuan Zhi, but I asked him to call me Ruoruo.
He didn't understand, I don't know why, he just said that this was the name I gave myself, not the name of the goddess, and since then, he has never called me Yuan Zhi again, and I have always called him happily.
During that time, I almost forgot that I was Du Ruo, not Yuan Zhi, how I could escape if I was discovered, and I forgot that I and him would never be possible, and I had the illusion that maybe we could really be together, but things in the world are always so unpredictable. β
"Has Meng Po been discovered?"
"No, it's just that he suddenly proposed to me that day, I can still remember that scene, that day, I just slipped back from the world, that time Lintian didn't go with me, saying that there was something important to do, I went alone, but how could the play that day be so boring, even the usual fragrant tea became tasteless, helpless, I could only come back.
When I returned to the heavenly realm, I wanted to go to Lintian, but there was no sign of him in every place, and I thought, what is this person busy with? Is there so much to be busy with? So I went back to the palace where I lived alone, and there was a lotus pond in the palace garden, and the flowers were always blooming and would not change, so every time I was at any time, I always liked to come and see, as if I could solve anything.
There was a koi fish in the pond, and I was fascinated by it, so I couldn't help but say
"Xiaoyu, why do you say Lintian is always so busy?"
"Little fish, who do you say I am? I may not even be able to tell the difference. β
"Xiaoyu, is it time for me to leave?
"What am I talking about? You are just a fish, how can you understand me? It seems that after a long time, even your head is not bright. β
"But Xiaoyu, can you tell me if Lintian will be reluctant to let me go? β
"What are you muttering to the fish?" I felt the exhale in my ear, and I couldn't help but shudder, and turned my head stiffly to look at him, only to realize that the distance between us seemed too ambiguous.
"Did I say anything? I just chatted with it, whatever it was. β
It turns out that Ruoruo actually has the habit of chatting with fish, it seems that I will have to raise some fish in the yard in the future for Ruoruo's recreation. β
"Aren't you busy?
"Miss you, come and see. β
"Ahem, Pro, can you tell the truth?"
"Would you like to go somewhere with me?"
"Where?"
"Just follow me. β
After saying that, he ignored my flowers, and pulled me away.
......
I didn't know at the time, we would be entangled with this for the rest of our lives, if I knew, I would definitely not go with him, but life has never known earlier, and some just regret it.
Lintian pulled me into a place, and on the way he covered my eyes with a layer of cloth, but he didn't know that I had learned the art of hearing and distinguishing the position because I had been sneaking for a long time, but since he was happy, let him be.
He took me to the Yao Temple, the Yao Temple has always been a special place in the heavenly realm, no one lives, it is said that the palace built to commemorate the Yao God who has military exploits, there are countless cherry blossoms and grasses everywhere, smelling the faint fragrance, the cloth strip on my eyes was removed, the moment it fell, the purple patches occupied all my eyes, I have never seen such a beautiful flower, I couldn't help but be stunned for a while.
"Ruoruo, what do you think of this place?"
"Very good, very good. β
"Do you know what kind of flower this is?"
"I've never cared about the type of flower, so I don't know, Pro, just tell me, don't sell it. β
"This flower was the mother goddess's favorite flower during her lifetime, and because she liked it, the father planted this flower all over the Yao Temple. β
"Is your mother god?" I asked in surprise, this is really unbelievable, who in the heavenly realm doesn't know that the god Yao in the heavenly realm has never been married, how can there be children?
Looking at Lintian nodded lightly, I was really shocked, this should be a big thing in the heavenly realm, why has it been thousands of years, but no one has found out?
"I know if you have doubts, but I will have the opportunity to explain this to you later, and the point is not here. β
"What's the point?"
"If you're really confused? I've told you even the most intimate things about myself, can't you marry me?"
"Marry...... I almost choked on my own saliva when I heard this, I wondered if I was proposed, and looked at him in disbelief.
"If you don't look like that, you are my fiancΓ©e, we have already had a marriage contract, and it is only a matter of time before we become husband and wife, why don't I exercise my power early?"
"But I can't promise you. β
"Why?" Lin Tian showed a surprised expression, maybe he didn't expect me to refuse, but I just refused, because I knew that what he liked was not me, it was Yuan Zhi, and no matter how I deceived myself, I couldn't be Yuan Zhi, I was just Du Ruo, and when all the truth was revealed, then how should we deal with ourselves.
At that time, he will hate me, he will hate me, and the most unacceptable thing for me is that maybe he will be in pain when he knows that Yuan Zhi has fallen in love with someone else, in that way, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life, but I can't say this, because I don't dare.
"Ruoruo, I thought that I put my true heart in front of you, no matter how cold you are, one day you will fall in love with me and accept me.
So I'm willing to wait, since I first saw you when I was a child, I was deeply attracted to you.
At that time, I swore that as long as you were my only wife in this life, although I knew that your identity was not worthy of me, so I fought everywhere and finally became the god of war in the heavenly realm. β
"You only love Yuan Zhi when you were a child, but not me now. β
"When I was a child, now, isn't it all you? Although your personality has changed a lot now, as long as you are Yuan Zhi, it's fine. β
"Then if one day I am no longer Yuan Zhi, will you still like me?"
"Yes, as long as you are still you, this person in front of me, I will always love you, who you are, and what does it matter?"
"Yes, Lintian, can you give me some time to think about it?"
"Okay, but I can't wait long. β
"Okay, Pro, can you tell me about this flower?"
"This flower is a purple cherry blossom grass, and the flower language is 'There is no love but you, always together'. If so, I hope you can join hands with me in this life and watch the clouds roll in the sky. β
Forever together, can I? Can I really do? Later I learned that the meaning of cherry blossom grass doesn't stop there.
Sakura is also known as the flower of the devil that makes people lose their true love, and legend has it that Sakura is the embodiment of the sad love of the goddess Mizusawa, who has an unspeakable goddess of Mizusawa who falls in love with a handsome young man, but the young man is surrounded by a group of admirers.
The goddess Mizusawa who could not speak could not express her love, and could only watch him leave from a distance sadly.
Day after day, the life of the goddess Mizusawa faded away, and although she lost her life, her love continued to watch over the young man affectionately.
So, in the place where she died, cute little flowers grew...... This is cherry blossom grass.