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There may be a very subtle joy in Makise's heart, Ah Xu completely forgot about the guy called "Haruhi", and lost all the memories related to the SOS group.

People who have real amnesia often don't know that they have lost their memories.

However, although Ah Xu has lost his memories before coming to this world, he still remembers their "nerv" and "dimensional gate". Originally, if you didn't dig deeper, it wouldn't be anything, but Ah Xu remembered that all of their members were called by a common goal.

So what is his goal?

What did he set up NERV for?

He traveled through the dimension, what was he looking for?

When I thought about it like this, I immediately found a gap in my memory, just like losing my goal in the journey of life, Ah Xu was completely lost on the road of life.

Maise Hongliqi found the notes he had recorded for Ah Xu, some of which were familiar to him, but some of them were extremely unfamiliar. Because he had lost his memory before, the record of what was in it was not perfect. Ah Xu looked at such a content, and he could feel the persistence in the note—a goal that had not wavered in the slightest for more than ten years.

However, at this moment, he couldn't understand it, because he forgot, he didn't know who "Haruhi Suzumiya" was, he didn't know who "Yuki" was, and he didn't know why he was so desperate to find them.

His motivation has greatly decreased compared to before, after all, the word "spring" now, for him, is just a symbol to understand his past, and he can't understand his obsession and feelings at that time.

Perhaps, it would be nice to live in this world like this?

After the experiment failed several more times, Ah Xu's heart actually bred the idea of slacking. Fortunately, these experiments were all simulations of some theories, and no human experiments were conducted, so everyone was not harmed.

However, that obsession has not completely disappeared, or rather, it has turned into an instinct imprinted in Ah Xu's soul. Ah Xuan knew that he had forgotten something important, but he didn't know what it was. He sometimes has thoughts of slacking off, but at the same time, he also has a very strange feeling in his heart.

The feeling is indescribable and very uncomfortable. Sometimes he can't sleep, his heart is haunted by this extremely complicated feeling, he doesn't know what to look for, but there is always a voice in his heart that frantically tells him "You must find it!" He was tormented by the voice as if he were going crazy.

After Ah Xu's awakening. Makise's state is also getting more and more wrong.

If Ah Xuan goes back, he will no longer be his own Ah Xu, he still has the "Spring Day" that he never forgets, and Spring must be someone he likes very much, right? Can make Ah Xu unforgettable, Spring must be very beautiful, and very talented, very powerful person, right?

Can I compare to her?

Or...... Leave Ah Xuan behind?

This thought also bothered Makise Hongrisu, and with this mentality, she put down her research, and the progress of the "Dimensional Gate" project was greatly affected.

She felt like she was a very disgusting one. Very shameless people.

However, she really didn't want to give Ah Xuan to others, and from the day Ah Xue picked her up, she would always have left a figure in her life that could not disappear.

Ah Xu chased Haruhi, and she chased Ah Xu.

However, in the sleepless night, she secretly looked at the back of Ah Xu's window and looked at the starry sky, and her heart was also sad.

With such a despicable means to leave Ah Xu, will Ah Xu be happy?

Makise asked herself. She thought that if someone she didn't like kept herself with him in the same way, she would hate that person. Therefore, she felt that Ah Xuan would hate herself too.

Makise was full of trepidation. Even though he has a genius mind, he is still a chick emotionally. The only people she could ask for advice were the companions around her.

Sanae Furukawa taught her mutual understanding and tolerance, Shoko Kirishima taught her love without asking for anything in return, Akiko Mizuse gave her silent support, and Mayuri Shiina gave her approval......

Drawing on the strengths of hundreds of schools, it has been demonstrated and analyzed in detail. Makise finally got an answer: she wanted to give Ah Xu a child.

I don't know how exactly she taught her what other people taught her to understand this kind of thing, but all in all, Makise Red Risu had already made up her mind.

The specific means, she asked for advice from Shoko Kirishima. She chose the day of her birthday - she regarded the day of her fateful encounter with Ah Xuan (being picked up) as her birthday, gave Ah Xuan some medicine, and then drunk herself, and sent Ah Xue to the bed, and everything fell into place.

It hurts, but there is a sense of fulfillment.

"Hey, you'll only look at me like that when you've lost your memory."

Makise Hongliqi bit Ah Xuan coquettishly, her heart was sour, but at the same time a little satisfied - at least at that moment, Ah Xuan belonged to her.

……

After all, the project of "Dimensional Gate" failed to catch up, and not long after Ah Xu's failure, Masako Kamio died.

Before her death, Keisuke Tachibana struggled, even at the expense of exposure, to take advantage of the SCP's mission opportunity to send Masako Kamio to a world where she could live.

"It's useless, didn't you say it, even if you send it away, you will be caught." Kamio Masako's face seemed to be back to the light, and her face, which had been pale for a long time, resurfaced with a rosy glow. Even at the end of her life, she still has that kind smile that can heal people's hearts.

"But you can survive!" Keisuke Tachibana struggled.

Masako Kamio moved her fingers, wanting to lift up and touch Keisuke Tachibana's face, but found that she couldn't make such a subtle movement in the coming year. She said weakly, "If you are captured, I will not see you...... I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of loneliness...... Keisuke, can you please hold me like this? This is my last waywardness...... It's so warm in your arms, it's as warm as the wings of a winged man, it's really reluctant...... Keisuke, Haruko and Kansuke, I'll leave it to you...... I really want to be an ordinary person and live an ordinary life with you......"

After Masako Kamio's death, Keisuke Tachibana disappeared for a week, and when he reappeared, the whole person seemed to have lost his soul and turned into a walking corpse.

He entrusts Kansuzu to Haruko and sends them to Masako's hometown town.

Haruko hates Keisuke Tachibana, and she thinks that Keisuke Tachibana killed her sister.

Keisuke Tachibana also never went to see Haruko and Kansuzu again.

If it is not successful before Guanling's body collapses, then Guanling is also dead, and there are too many emotions invested, which only increases the sadness. So he put all his energy into assisting in the development of the "Dimensional Gate", and if he succeeded, at least Kansuzu would survive - this was the only thing he could do for Masako and Kansuzu.

But since then, there has been a crow around the bell. (To be continued.) )