"Hokkaido, ah......" Ye Yu didn't turn his head, still standing there and opened the book that Yuanzi handed him, and glanced twice at the preface written at the front...... If you want to figure out the synopsis of a book or the feelings described in it as soon as possible, then reading this part is naturally the most correct way, but unfortunately Ye Yu couldn't find the part he wanted from there.

"I remember the snow over there was nice, if I could...... I think I'll go see it at least once. Closing the book with a slam, Ye Yu replied to the knowledge that Yuanzi was about to go to Hokkaido, and there was no mention of retention or anything like that in his words, on the contrary...... He showed a little longing for that place.

Such an ambiguous reaction made Yuanzi inevitably feel a little dissatisfied in his incomprehension, what...... That day, when he heard that Fuyuma and Hotaru were leaving, he was in a hurry to become like that, but when it was his turn, he became indifferent, even if there was no jealousy of his friend, but Ye Yu's actions undoubtedly made Tomiko feel as if he was being despised .

However, what she didn't know was that this was just a kind of resignation that Ye Yu showed for an uncertain future. Since you can't change it, you just force yourself to accept it. The strong have the right to decide their own fate, but no one can influence the decisions of others, right?

From this point of view, Ye Yu now wants to figure out the reason why Yuanzi recommended this book to him. I want to know what the girl wants to say to herself, it must be all hidden between the lines of this book, as for how to find them out Ye Yu still has no clue......

"That'...... I'll take this book first. Completely ignoring Yuanzi's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, Ye Yu took the closed book in his hand and said a word to Yuanzi before leaving, he was already a little eager to see the contents of the book.

"Let's go, let's go! Don't come back! The girl who was extremely annoyed by Ye Yu's attitude waved her hand at him angrily, but she also knew that what she said was completely untrue, and when Ye Yu came back again, she would inevitably show a familiar smile at herself as she had done countless times before...... Provided, of course, that someone doesn't trip over the chair leg and fall to the ground.

After coming out of the Literature and Art Department, Ye Yu didn't plan to go back to the Ministry of Serving, so after saying hello to the girls, he discussed going home together, which led to a lot of time to get home today than usual, even if he deliberately took a long detour to the market.

Dinner was made very hearty by Ye Yu, as the saying goes, people like to eat when they are in a bad mood, so although Ye Yu thinks that he has accepted the established future, the side shown in his subconscious still makes him deeply aware of the unwillingness hidden in his heart when he looks at a table of dishes.

But what's the use of such a thing? Ye Yu didn't know...... Anxious to find an answer, he hurried into the study after dinner and began to read the book that was not too thick.

Ye Yu's reading speed is very fast, and at the same time, his extraordinary experience often makes it easy for him to understand some very profound content from the words, but unfortunately at this moment, Ye Yu's experience has become like a shackle that binds him...... In short, after reading through the original text, he had no way of understanding what was written in it.

In the article, most of the content contains a strong European style, and theology also plays a considerable role in it, but want a big monster who has been influenced by Eastern grammar for tens of thousands of years to understand the thinking mode and religious beliefs of Westerners? This is a bit too difficult for a strong man, isn't it......

What's more, in order to understand the work from the side, Ye Yu went to the Internet to search for the author's life...... And then the whole person became bad.

"What is this?" If this book hadn't been borrowed from Yuanzi, Ye Yu really wanted to throw it away directly at the moment, and it would be strange that the kind of work with which the author itself had problems looked easy to accept! It's not prejudice or anything like that, Ye Yu has always felt that no matter what type of literary work it is, it reflects a part of the author's heart, so can those guys who usually have problems with their conduct write anything meaningful?

In addition to criticism, satire, dark humor, and a lot of works that contrast with negative pessimism, the sunshine is very rare! It was too difficult for Ye Yu to accept something like this.

"I really don't understand these so-called literary works...... Ye Yu let out a long sigh and threw aside the book that was almost torn up by himself, until now he really couldn't figure out why Yuanzi would give him such a book, and Ye Yu also began to doubt for the first time whether he could really get some important inspiration from this.

After hesitating for a while, he picked up the narrow door again, no matter what, this is the only clue now, and it's too early to say that it's better to give up, isn't there a saying that a book is read a hundred times, and it is easy to read it 4 or 5 times.

So Ye Yu finally opened the book again, and began to re-experience the sad psychology of the heroine in the book, which was distorted by reality and religion......

Alyssa in the text is simply summarized as a woman who wants to love, but suppresses her feelings for various reasons, she sees herself as a lover's grind to heaven, coupled with the psychological shadow of her childhood and the influence of the surrounding reality, she has to face her lover coldly, and finally died prematurely because of her suppressed feelings.

Ye Yu said that there was no way to understand this approach, especially the part that involved religion...... However, through her to reflect other girls in reality, Ye Yu also found that no one would be like her at all, even if he handed over this book to his distant son, he didn't have much in common with the protagonist described in the article.

"So what exactly does Yuanzi want to say about this?" Ye Yu was a little confused for a while, whether it was the content of the article or the character of the protagonist, it had nothing to do with the reality he was currently exposed to, and he didn't know where to start if he wanted to.

In desperation, Ye Yu had no choice but to pin his hopes on his long memories, remembering that there was a book called "Literary Girl" that was borrowed from this "Narrow Door" in the end, and it was ...... How do you explain it?

After thinking about it desperately for a long time, Ye Yu finally suddenly found that the situation described in that book was not quite the same as what he was in now, so the meaning of such words shrank again...... In other words, Ye Yu was helpless at the moment...... (To be continued.) )