Chapter 196: I'm a Bastard, I'm going to be a bastard to the end for the sake of happiness
"Most people are still very supportive of us, only a few people who don't know the truth complain about the alliance, and there are a few perverts who arrogantly try to join them, and they are killed by these people." Wu Ke sat down and said.
Lin Feng's brows furrowed slightly, and then he stretched out again, these people did this to show that they wanted to eradicate the Demon Hunting Group Alliance in Qin Province, if it was just like this, they didn't have to scruple too much, they could act at will, but this would also be more convenient for the management here, as long as they were driven away, it would be easier to get the people's hearts and minds to gather strength.
It's a confrontation of strength!
"Mr. Lin, you see how we should deal with it." Wu Ke hesitated for a few seconds before he whispered.
He knew that those people were near the 64th Division, and that the places where they had been attacked were not far from here, and that maybe it would be their turn next, so he was also quite worried.
"I'll stay here for the time being, they won't be able to come up with any tricks with me in charge!" Lin Feng's face was meaningless, and his confident words made everyone unconsciously have a strong sense of confidence.
Song Hui looked at Lin Feng with admiration, and Song Aiyin's expression was even more trance-like, for a while, Lin Feng's shadow completely covered up the husband who had been buried in her heart, and she couldn't even remember him.
Wu Ke was stunned, and then nodded heavily: "Then do you have anything else to order?" ”
Lin Feng thought for a while, and then said, "You arrange a quiet room for me." ”
Hearing his words, Wu Ke's expression became strange. He secretly glanced at Song Aiyin, and said secretly: This woman turned out to be not his woman.
Just when he was puzzled, he heard Song Aiyin's sour and strange tone: "Is there a tiger here, you still have to find a place to live alone." ”
Wu Ke suddenly understood that he should be silent.
This kind of battle without gunpowder smoke is not something he should participate in, he silently lowered his head, but quietly glanced at Lin Feng, wanting to find out if there was any secret between the two that had to be said.
Lin Feng also heard the resentment in Song Aiyin's words, he was stunned, and looked at the woman who was flushed and looked directly at him with fearless eyes, looking at the other party's face like a bright rose. He smiled bitterly: "Nothing." I'm afraid of disturbing you. ”
Seeing that the other party was still going to speak, he hurriedly continued: "Then find me a separate bedroom, I'll spend the night here first." ”
Song Aiyin secretly glanced at her son, who was pretending to be innocent there, and finally breathed a sigh of relief. At the same time, there was some twisting. As a person who has come over. Emotionally, she was much less reserved than Ye Yan and the others, so she directly expressed her inner thoughts just now, and realized that her son and Wu Ke, an outsider, were present. Only then did she realize that she seemed to be a little uncomfortable.
Seeing Lin Feng say this, several people were overjoyed.
Song Hui was biting an apple there, but the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be concealed.
Song Aiyin was busy cleaning up the things on the table, wiping the table over and over again, trying to hide the shyness and panic in her heart.
At this time, Wu Ke had already said goodbye with interest, strengthened his precautions according to what Lin Feng said, and told the other branches the news that "there is a master in the sixty-fourth branch", but did not reveal Lin Feng's identity.
Lin Feng also sat there awkwardly, and finally stood up and said, "I still have some things, so let's leave first." ”
Without waiting for the two to react, they went to a bedroom, but immediately retreated, and put a few sets of women's underwear on the bed in the center of the bedroom, but Song Aiyin was packing up before.
Unexpectedly, he just walked to the room where he lived before, but now it has become Song Aiyin's room, Lin Feng happened to meet Song Aiyin's complicated eyes when he came out, at this time Song Hui had already slipped out, and there was only such a man and a woman left in the huge living room.
Song Aiyin also completely let go of her reserve, looked at Lin Feng with resentment, and said quietly: "Am I really so terrible?" ”
Lin Feng's biggest characteristic is that he is soft-hearted, especially for women.
In the past, he also met the confession of a girl, and it was also a girl known as the "class flower", but this class flower and the ordinary class flower are in the opposite direction, but looking at the girl's face that he couldn't bear to look at directly, he had to say that I already had someone I liked, and wanted to reject the girl with this, but he didn't expect the other party to chase after him, so he had to take out a pretty girl in the class to block the arrow, and the result was that the whole school knew that the girl's suitor even blocked him in the alley, until he handed over three yuan to settle the matter.
In fact, he thought at the time that if it was a beautiful girl who confessed to him, he would have gone.
To be honest, Song Aiyin is in her early thirties, her appearance is charming, her skin and figure are very well maintained, and her whole body reveals an attractive taste, which is easy for men to think about.
For such a woman, Lin Feng has to say that there is no trace of feeling, or that desire is impossible.
But Lin Feng was emotionally concerned, and he didn't want to do that.
"No," Lin Feng shook his head with a wry smile, "But I really don't have those thoughts right now." ”
After seeing Song Aiyin's unflinching eyes, Lin Feng had no choice but to tell Li Weiwei's story.
He really didn't want to talk about it unless it had to, it was like a secret in his heart, and he was willing to bear this feeling alone.
Ye Yan was silent after hearing about this, Meng Qi was mixed with sympathy and envy after hearing about Li Weiwei for the first time, and Song Aiyin's first sentence after hearing this was: "Do you still love her?" ”
Do you love her?
Lin Feng was stunned for a moment, and then nodded: "Love." ”
"You're more responsible to her." Song Aiyin said quietly, there was something imperceptible in her expression, "I really couldn't sleep all night in the months when my husband just died, I always missed him, and when others introduced me to someone, I said, 'I love him, so I won't fall in love with anyone else', and later, I believed it myself, and I thought the same when I first met you." ”
After a pause, she continued: "Actually, when you just left, I was more like a lost soul, and for a long time I thought of you as the person I thought, and you don't believe it, in fact, it's really like this, love is not love if you want to love, time can indeed melt it, or if you don't love deeply enough, it will be like this." ”
"You saved my life, although we haven't been together for long, but your shadow has been carved into my heart, so I'm sure I'm in love with you." Song Aiyin swore an oath, but soon she changed her words and said, "What about that Li Weiwei, if you close your eyes and think about her, then you still love her, otherwise you only have responsibility as I said." ”
After saying this bunch of words, she stared at Lin Feng's eyes, full of courage and did not back down.
Lin Feng was in a trance by her words, and after thinking about it carefully, he really found that Li Weiwei's appearance was getting fainter and fainter in his memory, and even turned into the appearance of Ye Yan and Mengqi, constantly blending.
His head was a little confused for a moment.
Could it be that he really doesn't love her anymore, and he only has responsibility for her?
No, it's not like that, it must not be like this!
Song Aiyin looked at Lin Feng's ever-changing face, and her heart was both nervous and expectant.
Her words can't be said to be completely wrong, but in love, you have to fight, no matter who the opponent is, there is no right or wrong, although she is not a master in this aspect, but she also knows this truth, so she did not remain silent after hearing about Li Weiwei's tragic experience like Ye Yan and Meng Qi.
Love is selfish, you have to find all ways to take each other away, this is the ultimate winner, you can't give up because of sympathy!
Song Aiyin herself actually hates this kind of thought about herself, whenever she thinks about it, she feels like a shameful junior, but when she thinks of Lin Feng's warm smile, and when her son often calls his father in his dreams, and even secretly often explicitly hints that she wants Lin Feng to be his "father", she suppresses the sense of justice in her heart and tells herself, "You are a bastard, but for your happiness, you must carry out the bastard to the end."
Shameless is shameless!
Thinking of the cold-eyed ridicule and bitterness that a person has experienced when she raised her son, she understands that it is worth it.
She needs a man, especially if this is the first man who makes her heart flutter and really likes it.
and the former husband are just getting older.,Introduced by others.,I don't hate each other and get together.。
It wasn't love, she didn't understand until she met Lin Feng, even if this young man was seven or eight years younger than her.
Under her hopeful gaze, Lin Feng shook his head firmly: "No, I still love her, I will definitely save her." ”
This is Lin Feng's bottom line, and it is also his ultimate goal for so long.
"I know," Song Aiyin nodded, "If you give up on her like this, I will look down on you." ”
Such a turn of events made Lin Feng slightly surprised, to be honest, Song Aiyin's words just now already made him a little disgusted, he didn't like others to insult his feelings, but now Song Aiyin said this, which made the trace of unhappiness in his heart a little less, and gave birth to a trace of curiosity.
He didn't know what the hell was going on with this woman.
"I love you, I won't ask you to do anything for me, I won't ask you to change anything for me, I just want you to know, that's all." When Song Aiyin said this, the corners of her eyes were already a little moist at the right time.
Her appearance of pear blossoms with rain made Lin Feng panic in his heart, and his unhappy mood disappeared completely.
After all, he was still a man, and he couldn't see a woman crying in front of him.
"I ......" Lin Feng opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.
In the end, he had to be ruthless and turned around and said, "I still have some things to do first." ”
As soon as he turned around, a gust of fragrant wind hit, but it was Song Aiyin who hugged him directly from behind! (To be continued......)