085 Otaku Love (Four Watches)
He once said that compared with the people around him, strength and everything are floating clouds, and they are his most valuable wealth.
I always can't understand this sentence, maybe it's because I haven't paid attention to the people around me, right? I'm always thinking about some very tangled questions because I have overlooked a lot of them.
Because in my opinion, the people around me are much stronger than themselves, they don't need my protection at all, they are different from us otaku who have no sense of crisis, they are moving forward all the time.
But when I came to the Moon World and experienced many things, I realized why I said such things in my previous life.
It is true that my wealth belongs to the people around me, but I can't protect them without power, I promise to protect them, but I always break my promise...
Because of remorse, I fell into the abyss of power, and for a long time I wandered in the darkness in a daze, the moon world is our beginning, but also our final place.
――Excerpt from "The Legend of the Demon King"
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Lei Zhe jumped on the roof with the food, and then said to the girl who was sitting on it and looking up at the bright moon, "Don't you go into the house?" You're going to catch a cold like this, come and try my craft, we're sure you'll like it. Placing the food beside Enkidu, he took the blanket out of the storage space and draped it over her, while Reizhe sat next to him and lit a cigarette and watched the sky with her.
Regarding Lei Zhe's actions, Enqi just smiled and didn't make the next move, and Lei Zhe didn't care.
The two of them looked at the night sky like this, and it seemed very quiet, and after a long time, Enki suddenly stood up, and the blanket on her body slipped down, and she opened her arms, closed her eyes, and hummed the unknown tune, while Lei Zhe listened quietly.
Her voice was soft, but Reezhe believed that all the people of Uruk could hear the beautiful sound, and this was the second time Reezhe had heard the tune, but even then he was silent in the melody, unable to extricate himself, and then a memory that had become blurred slowly became clear.
Suddenly, Lei Zhe suddenly woke up, he was stunned at first, and then his face was full of shock!
The first time he listened to this song, he didn't feel anything, he just thought it was very special, but the second time he suddenly found that this piece was very, very familiar! It's so familiar that you can hum it out even yourself!
Lei Zhe stood up and grabbed Enqidu's slender shoulder, he looked at the other party, and asked seriously, "Where did you learn this song!" Tell me! Although he already had some kind of guess, he wanted to ask because he was so surprised.
As for why? Because he wrote this piece himself, and it took him a week to write it!
That's right, the tune that Enkidu hummed was the same tune he wrote a long time ago for a two-dimensional character he liked, and that character was Saber in the Moon World! A girl with the title of 'King Arthur', Artoria!
He remembered that when he saw standing in the moonlight, he said to a certain wolf: "Sevant, Saber has followed the call, and I ask you, are you my master?" , I deeply liked, or fell in love with, this character.
Novels, games, anime, when everything was finished, Lei Zhe personally wrote this tune for Saber, and he didn't release this tune, only he knows about it in the world! This is one of the only pieces he has written in his private collection!
Maybe the time was a little long ago, and he forgot it for a while, but when he heard this familiar melody for the second time, he remembered that this was indeed a song he had written! If that's the case, how did Enkidu come up with this song?
The smile of the pit father in the previous life appeared again...
Looking at the serious Lei Zhe, Enqi was a little dazed, she felt that the man's hand grabbing her shoulder suddenly became very hard, but she didn't care, but felt that this man made her feel close, otherwise she wouldn't have followed Lei Zhe to this city: "I learned this song when I was born, no one taught me, I, I think it's a gift from the gods, do you like it too?" ”
Gift... Is it?
Letting go of the girl's shoulders, Lei Zhe laughed complicatedly: "Sure enough, it's really you bastard who is doing ghosts, if it weren't for Enqidu, how could you make this song?" You unruly bastard, what the hell are you going to tell your buddies about you? After saying that, he lay directly on the roof, looking at the starry sky above his head, silent.
Enki didn't even know what Reich was talking about, but he seemed to like the tune and continued to hum it.
This song is two minutes and twenty-six seconds long, Enqi is tired of humming it over and over again, while Lei Zhe has been listening silently, at this moment, it seems that there are only two of them in heaven and earth, and other things have disappeared...
"Now, Enkidu, do you blame me for bringing you to this city?" After a long time, Lei Zhe suddenly said, he can already be sure that this girl is the other king in the prophecy, why is she a girl!
What else is there to explain besides the cheating father's past life? Not only did he change his surname, but he even taught her the tunes he wrote, and the other party looked so much like Saber, no one could do such a painful thing except in his previous life!
When the song stopped, Enki sat down again, and then said with some frustration, "I like it here because there are many humans like me, but I prefer the forest, and I think it's my home." ”
Lei Zhe really regretted it at this moment, if it went according to the legend, Enkidu's ultimate fate would be death, and if he hadn't brought her back to the city, then she could have avoided the final ending.
However, he didn't think of it at all, or he didn't care about it at all, because it didn't matter to him, but now he regrets it...
Perhaps, maybe it was a good choice for the girl to live in the forest all the time, and he did push her into the fire pit...
"In that case, let's leave! I'll send you back to the forest, fate can be changed...! After Lei Zhe finished speaking, he stood up, a pair of huge wings appeared behind his back, and then he stretched out his right hand, like a knight inviting the princess, waiting for the other party's response.
That's right, fate can be changed, the so-called three kings are just nonsense in the previous life, you can change it, you can take the place of Enqidu, there is no need to involve this girl, just let her live happily in the forest without burden, this is the best choice!
Enkidu looked at Lei Zhe, then stretched out her right hand and put it on the palm of the other party, and then she was pulled into Lei Zhe's arms and flew into the sky.
Curled in Lei Zhe's arms, Enqi knew for the first time what warmth was, knew what dependence was, and at this moment she also became dazed, for her who had no relatives, for a woman made of mud, all this was something that could not be desired.
Enqidu's hand was held hard, and it was Lei Zhe's hand that she was holding, and the other party was also holding himself hard, and the two were silently flying in the air...
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Landing on the river where the two met for the first time, Lei Zhe put down Enqidu, and then with a smile similar to relief on his face, looking at the beautiful face of the girl, Lei Zhe had an urge to touch, but in the end this thought was suppressed in his heart: "Can you sing that song for me again?" I'd love to hear it again..."Eventually, Lei Zhe said to the girl, and he didn't know why he said such a thing.
"......" Enqi was also looking at Lei Zhe, as if to remember his appearance in the bottom of her heart, after hearing Lei Zhe's request, she smiled and nodded, and then hummed the song, the song that Lei Zhe named 'The Continuation of Dreams'...
"This sleep... Maybe... It's been a little longer..."
"Did you see that? King, the continuation of that dream..."
Lei Zhe suddenly thought of the end of 'Destiny Guardian Night', can the dream really continue? When Saber lies under a tree at the end of the story, does her dream continue?
In the song, Lei Zhe looked at Enqidu standing in the moonlight with his eyes closed, her appearance made Lei Zhe have an illusion, he seemed to see Saber standing in front of him, the moonlight should shine on her body, it looked beautiful and holy, sacred and inviolable, and he was completely attracted by her appearance, unable to extricate himself.
Do you like Enkidu? What is your attitude towards her?
Lei Zhe suddenly asked himself like this, he didn't know, even if he asked himself, he couldn't say the answer.
The girl with the appearance of Saber undoubtedly makes Lei Zhe tempted, but he has a feeling that he treats the other party as a substitute, this is not what he wants, he may not have the opportunity to see the real Saber, but he will not treat a girl as a substitute for the other party, and then let her stay by his side!
Yourself, not so shameless, maybe it has nothing to do with shamelessness, it's just that I just don't want to, because it's so unfair to the girl...
But what is the urge to keep the other party by his side? Is it the possessiveness that lurks in one's heart? If that's the case, then is that love?
When the last syllable stopped, Reich woke up from his chaotic thoughts.
At the end of the song, isn't it time for people to disperse...?
Enkidu opened her eyes and looked at the confused man in front of her who didn't speak, she now had an urge to keep this man by her side! This impulse is the first time since she was born! Because at this time, there was a voice in her heart that kept telling her that this man was the one she had been looking for!
"Sure enough, you're not her, I can't do it..."Lei Zhe said to himself, and then he smiled, the smile was very complicated, but at this moment he also became relaxed, raised his hand and touched Enqidu's head, Lei Zhe's eyes were full of pity, but in the end he still made a choice: "Sure enough, I still want to play with the stupid hair on my king's head, although this wish may not be realized in a lifetime, but Enqidu, you have to live happily, if you don't destroy the plot, you won't be a qualified otaku, goodbye Enqidu, Never leave the forest, I hope you don't forget me, so let's see you again, no, or never..."
The black wings spread again, and Reizer left, he disappeared into the night, as if he had never appeared, and the girl stood there looking at the sky, which was where he had left.
That's right, you can change it, the three kings or something, you don't need to establish it at all, even if you don't have Enkidu, you can push Uruk to the top, and you can push down the forest monster or something, you don't need the help of a girl at all, just let her live happily in this forest alone, and to hell with the fate of the dog!
Then, say goodbye to your first love...
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Fourth, this chapter may be a little messy, and the ideas are a little mixed, I don't know if readers can like the story of this chapter, love or something, we really have no way.
12000 broke out again today, buddy is completely soft... Brothers, do you dare to support us...