Chapter 14: A Dream Back
This voice? I had already given up, and I didn't want someone to show up halfway through and save me.
But this voice is a voice that I have never forgotten, although I have only two sides to him, he seems to be engraved in my heart.
It's a very close feeling, but it's also very strange, and I think of him occasionally, wondering if this closeness comes from me being the same kind of person who carries a lot of burdens with him in some way? But he didn't dare to put himself in the same position as him.
Yes, Chen Chengyi.
Why is it him again this time? I opened my eyes and saw a figure floating down from the stands, dressed in a white linen robe, walking towards me step by step, removing the mask from his face in the process.
The face remained the same, and the eyes were always filled with a faint sadness, but the white hair on the temples seemed to be more.
"Chen Chengyi, you are so good that the snow mountain is not dull, why did you come to my dungeon to join in the fun? See what you mean you have to save this kid? Do you know that this is a thorn in my side, and that you are going to fight me now? The man in the black robe looked at Chen Chengyi who was floating from a distance, and said in an unkind tone.
Only then did I notice that although the man in the black robe had a vicissitudes of tone, his appearance was strangely young, his appearance was delicate, but his temperament was luxurious, and he was even more brilliant than Jiu'er and Emperor Tong, it was hard to imagine that such a person was an absolute high-level of the dungeon.
"I said before, you can save your junior. I can't save the people I want to save? Chen Chengyi's tone was still calm and light, but in the blink of an eye, someone had already walked in front of me.
I haven't seen him for more than half a year, Chen Chengyi's temperament is even more ethereal, and I feel that I can't see through him, and a mysterious force seems to be shrouding the surroundings, making his whole person have a vague feeling.
In the face of Chen Chengyi's statement, the black-robed man snorted coldly, but he didn't make a sound again, and Chen Chengyi squatted down in front of me, he rolled my eyelids, investigated my situation, and said with a sigh: "Every time I meet you, do you have to be like this?" Push yourself to the point of Jedi? ”
As he spoke, he put something slightly bitter under the base of my tongue, then stood up and walked towards the black-robed man.
I think it's ginseng or something under my tongue, right? Although it was bitter, after it dissolved, there was a faint warmth, which flowed into the abdomen and gently burst open, making my cold whole body warm.
This kind of warmth is very comfortable, comfortable like putting me into a hot spring who is tired now, and like lying on a soft bed, under the impact of this warmth, my mind is difficult to maintain consciousness, and slowly my eyes are about to close, but I heard Chen Chengyi say in a blur: "What should come will always come, I'm afraid the blood here has accumulated enough, right?" ”
This sentence made my heart sink, I killed Hu Xingsan desperately before, could this be a sin I committed? But neither my spirit nor my will is enough to support what I am thinking. In the blur, I just held Xin Yi's hand tightly, and the whole person fell into a deep coma.
In a comfortable blur, I felt as if I had returned to my teenage days.
It is still a familiar factory and mining area, the small river behind our favorite factory and mining area, the scorching heat of the summer sun, washed away by the cold river water.
We walked from the river to the shore with our dripping hair, laughing.
"Third child, if one day I am not me, will you still regard me as a friend?" In the dream, Chen Chong was obviously beside me, when he looked up at the face of the sun in the sky, but it seemed to be a little far away from me, we would talk nonsense, ridicule, and play, but we rarely said these slightly sensual words.
I was silent, I knew that I was clearly dreaming, but I couldn't remember whether Chen Chong really said such a thing in the summer of that year, and I replied like this?
However, Chen Zhong smiled, as if he didn't want to bring up this topic again, and took out half a pack of cheap cigarettes from the clothes thrown aside, and gave one to me and Zhou Zheng, a typical bad boy behavior, Zhou Zheng and I took it with a smile, and lit the cigarette like an adult, it seemed that there was nothing too worrying, but he lit the cigarette with a pretending vicissitudes of life.
The incense mist curled, and we lay on the lawn, silent.
Xin Yi sat next to me and took out a handkerchief to wipe the water droplets on my face for me, this kind of behavior is obviously very intimate, but I am so natural, Xin Yi is also so natural.
In the sun, her silhouette is beautiful, with neat black hair, a clean white shirt, and a short blue skirt, with the atmosphere of the old days, and also full of memories of the old days.
I want to indulge in such a dream and not wake up, as if Chen Zhong and Zhou Zheng were lying next to me, and Xin Yi was sitting next to me.
I also want those midsummer light years to stay forever, we don't want to grow up, Chen Chong doesn't want to be gluttonous, Zhou Zheng doesn't want to leave his hometown and go to the deep mountains of the Miao people, and Xinyi will always be Xinyi, don't be a sky fox.
Do not leave me.
I lay on the lawn and began to cry, inexplicably, like tears that cannot be shed in real life, and I was poured out in my dreams until I choked up.
Chen Chong suddenly stood up and said to me with a smile far away from me: "Third child, I'm leaving." After saying that, he was very fast, and he left without looking back.
Zhou Zheng stood up, glanced at me, and then said, "Wait for me, I'll chase this kid back, what is he doing?" Angry? ”
After speaking, I also turned around and ran towards Chen Chong's back, I sat up at once, trying to stop them, but it was like a fish in my throat, I couldn't make a sound, I could only watch them go farther and farther, just like my years, I could only watch it pass like this, I couldn't make a sound, and I couldn't catch it.
At this time, a soft hand gently brushed my cheeks, wiping away my tears, I turned my head with tears, it was Xin Yi, she was no longer stunned, but looked at me distressedly: "Uncle, you are crying." ”
Xin Yi is still there, isn't he? I was suddenly able to speak, grabbed Xin Yi's hand, and said, "Xin Yi, will you accompany me to find them?" I'm alone, and it's really uncomfortable. I feel like I've been alone for a long time. ”
Xin Yi just looked at me like this, a little sadness floated in her distressed eyes, she gently broke free of my hand, shook her head and said: "Uncle, I heard that the small river we have here is a branch of the X River, which flows over and will eventually flow back again." How can you keep trying to keep everything close to you? If you don't say it, I know, in your heart, you can't let go of everything, and you always miss it."
I looked at Xin Yi blankly, yes, I never said, I always gritted my teeth and stubbornly walked on my road alone, everyone left or betrayed, I always looked like I didn't care, in fact, my heart was already full of scars, I hope everything will not change, even if Chen Zhong is gluttonous, we can still hook up and kiss each other, there is no position.
I hope Zhou Zheng will not fall into the same attachment as me, deviate from his own life, and try to catch up with the footsteps of his brothers around him, but in fact, he is drifting away.
I saw everything in my eyes, and I really just didn't say it.
However, Xin Yi gradually faded in my eyes, just like she was still alive Xin Yi in the last second, but this second she became an ethereal shadow.
I panicked all of a sudden, and reached out to grab Xin Yi, but what I got was nothing.
"Uncle, I have been following you for so many years, from ignorance to understanding, all by my own willfulness, following you like this, it turns out that I want to accompany you. But if one day I drift away? Do you remember all these years of companionship? Will you remember me? ”
Xin Yi's words still echoed in my ears, but I was the only one left on the empty lawn, I watched blankly, roaring like crazy, the anxiety in my heart seemed to burn me, I rushed into the river, as if I wanted the cold river water to extinguish the painful boiling in my heart, but I was wrapped in the long cold river, struggling to sink down.
"Why, why aren't you all here? Why, why is it so intimate in my life if it is not there? I screamed in my heart over and over again.
Finally shouted out: "Why are you all leaving?" ”
This heartfelt cry suddenly woke me up from my dream, and when I opened my eyes, a dense cold sweat covered my cheeks and forehead.
Above me was a heavy and thick stone roof, which was a typical dungeon building, and I felt a figure beside me, I turned my head, it was a cold, beautiful face like the snow of the mountains, I couldn't see her age, I couldn't see through her mind, she seemed to be so forever cold and cold on the top of the mountain snow, and like a real fairy who does not eat the fireworks of the world, it is impossible to see.
But who is she?
My throat was hoarse, I couldn't make a sound, the stinging pain of the shout was still in my throat, and I blinked my eyes to see the figure standing in front of the window, with his hands behind his back, looking out the window.
As if he had heard something, he turned his head and smiled, as if his eyes were full of all tenderness, and said to the cold woman, "He's awake, isn't he?" Look at what he shouted, it didn't look like me back then? ”