At night, the earth heater in the house really came out of the heat, the temperature in the room gradually rose, we can take off the down jacket and only wear a sweatshirt will not be cold, the thick clothes and pants collected for everyone have been divided, Luohan's big leather coat is covered with two layers of warm clothes, and no longer shouting cold.

Although Nie Yong said that we should sleep steadily, how could it be? The four men discussed, and they still kept vigil in pairs, not only outside our houses, but also over the entire resort, where people are not very aware of security, and it is difficult to reassure us in the crisis of having a corpse coveted.

Of course, we can't blame Nie Yong for his poor leadership, as an ordinary service operator before the end of the world, he was able to bring more than 100 people together for three years, and he also took them to be self-sufficient, never lacking food and clothing, which is already very remarkable. As for the general idea of safety, we guess that it is because the geographical location here has always been very hidden, except for the front and back boulevards that can be accessed, and there are no densely populated places around, the only Qian Town closest to here was also locked up in the house by Nie Yong and everyone with Nie Yong, so they did not make more defenses against the resort where they lived, to put it bluntly, it was two words: rest assured!

"Sister Duo, aren't those who refuse to transfer dead?" Qin Xiaoman got into the quilt, the blanket was not put away, even if the earth heating was turned on, it was impossible to burn all night, and it must still be cold in the second half of the night.

"Xiaoman, worry about them, right?" I smiled and turned to her.

"Star, are you asleep? What do you think? Suddenly, I asked the new Ah Mei Xingxing, I wanted to know what she thought about this matter.

"Aunt Duo, I think this is their life, and we mortals can't take care of it." Xingxing really said amazingly, "Whoever the goddess of heaven wants to live, who will believe our words and transfer to Chengdu, if the goddess of heaven thinks that someone's life is exhausted, let him insist on staying here and waiting for the zombies to eat." ”

"You little guy, you still talk with a bit of a taste of birth." Xiaoman and I laughed, people who grew up in different environments really have their own ideas for thinking about problems.

"Xiaoman, when I first entered the last days, I valued every human life, within the scope of my ability, I can't wait to save all the living, everyone is safe, once there is no salvation, it will become a psychological burden, thinking day and night, or your brother-in-law Canaan persuaded me to wake up, it is right to be kind, but to recognize ourselves, we are a little luckier, a little harder individual, can ensure that they are the most responsible for their families and themselves. If you can help others, you can't force everything, and you can't turn what you don't help into your own baggage. As I said slowly, the tragic scene in my mind, the oil storage plant, the van that fled frantically, watching the torn flesh being torn apart, after all, whenever I think of that scene, my heart still trembles, this is a nightmare for a lifetime.

"Sister, isn't it that after going through too much, people will become cold?" Qin Xiaoman turned over and stared at me, I tilted my head and thought carefully, and said, "On the surface, it looks like this, but it's not." ”

"Before the end of the world, we lived peacefully, few people worried about their lives every day, everyone cared more about things closely related to life, career, income, living standards, young people, plus emotional twists and turns, haha." I glanced at Qin Xiaoman, in fact, now she cares about her feelings very much, is she young! "When the end of the world comes, the life of a person who was worry-free suddenly becomes extremely fragile, and those who can survive begin to care about the safety of others. In fact, I have wondered countless times that people who especially want to save other people's lives are all out of natural kindness and compassion. For example, I definitely have this part, but there is another reason, which is a serious insecurity, and the expectation that there are as many people alive as possible around me, which also becomes a source of motivation for survivors to desperately save others. You see Sister Duo, I seem to be quite powerful, in fact, I have not been brave since I was a child, and I am curious, I love to listen to ghost stories, and I am afraid to die......"

"Believe it or not, Aunt Duo, you are not even afraid of zombies, but you are also afraid of ghosts?" Xingxing listened with relish and couldn't help but interrupt me.

"Haha, it's true! The first time I watched a zombie movie when I was a child, I was so scared that I didn't dare to go to the toilet at night. I confessed, "But I have a temper, fight poison with poison, the more afraid I am, the more I have to watch and listen, after a long time, I am immune to the object of fear, to put it bluntly, it is numb, and the courage is also practiced." So on the day the zombies first broke out, I dared to go downstairs with your brother-in-law with a kitchen knife to move to the supermarket! ”

"Of course, the fear of these monsters in my bones can't be erased, I still yearn for absolute safety in my heart, so I tend to gather more survivors tied up to survive, many people think I have a good heart, I don't deny it, I hope everyone is good if I can live, this is a normal human mentality," I laughed, "but finding a sense of security is also one of the motivations for me to be crazy about saving people." ”

"Sister, are you saying that now your inner sense of security has been gradually established?" Qin Xiaoman nodded thoughtfully.

"Yes, I have adapted to the world, my heart has become stronger, I am no longer afraid of the environment, I am considered mature. Therefore, I am no longer attached to saving people, and of course I can save them, but I will not be like when I suffered from obsessive-compulsive disorder, I have to save if I can't, I can't save them, and I have to save them when I create conditions. I looked out the window, "On the surface, it seems to be indifferent to other people's lives, but in fact, I finally know how to cherish my own life. ”

"I'm still a little confused, Aunt Duo, what you said is too complicated, and the stars can't digest it." The star purred, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

"I want to say that in this world, there is no such thing as the White Lotus, and human life is still responsible for oneself. The people who refuse to be transferred at the resort are in their own hands, and we are only responsible for passing on the message, and it is their freedom to accept it or not, and it is not our obligation to let them go. ”

"I see! Sister, now I can fall asleep. Qin Xiaoman was relieved and fell asleep with a smile.

I said a bunch of nonsense to unravel the knots in Xiaoman's heart, and also analyzed the change in my mentality, I took a long breath and closed my eyes, and a handsome fat face appeared in front of me, in fact, I am more and more desperate for my life, he is the most important reason! He is still so young, if he doesn't have his parents, even if he has so many aunts and uncles to take care of him, how can there be a father and mother who love and care for happiness? I still remember the principle that the ghost is capable, but rarely participates in outing missions, that is, so that Kiki can always have blood relatives to take care of her, and who can rest assured that her own children will be handed over?

If there is no Canaan long-term companion with his son, even if it is my parents and mother-in-law, I will never dare to entrust the handsome handsome, the old man and the child belong to the same group of people who are taken care of, they are all vulnerable groups, it is unreliable to let the old man protect the child, there is still a matter of stealing children in the hands of the old man in the peaceful and prosperous world, not to mention this chaotic world where zombies are rampant and kill every minute?

My husband has worked hard! Although I miss my family, I don't worry, I just feel heartwarming.

In the middle of the night, when we were sleeping soundly, we heard the noise in the courtyard, and instantly recovered from sleep, and the three of them did not need to greet each other, they quickly got up and put on their down jackets and picked up their respective weapons, and when they rushed to the corridor, they found that the other partners had gone downstairs one after another.

The men in the resort came out faster, presumably Nie Yong told them, don't sleep to death at night, beware of zombie night attacks, they will have already spread their fans, each holding a weapon to see the gate and the wall.

Nie Yong was calmly directing the distribution of his personnel, and when he saw us coming out, he sighed, "There is movement outside!" They're making a comeback. ”

There is no generator in this resort, or there is no fuel for a long time, and the lighting at night depends on torches, and the young men near the iron gate will each have a blazing torch facing the door, and by the light, we can see the leaves in the forest fluttering, and it is clear that something is moving.

"Hey! What are you girls doing here? Nie Yong suddenly exclaimed, I turned around, and a large group of women came out of the building, all holding steel guns in their hands, but they were not the girls who were encouraged by us to fight together during the day.

"Brother Yong! We also killed a lot of zombies during the day! ”

"yes, we can fight too! Don't underestimate us. ”

We seem to have forgotten to tell Nie Yong about this, patronizing and discussing the relocation, and it seems that they didn't have time to show credit to Nie Yong.

Nie Yong looked disbelieving and turned to me standing beside him, "That, didn't you kill all the zombies during the day?" ”

"Ouch, Brother Dayong, the girls in your base have made great achievements, they don't know how fierce they are, and they poke the zombies miserably!" I'm sweating down, girls, don't get us wrong.

"Really, really?" Nie Yong stared at these delicate girls with some disbelief.

The girls were refreshed, urging, "Hurry up and assign us a place, they're coming." ”

Nie Yong looked around, "You go to the backyard to guard, I estimate that if these zombies can stack corpse ladders, they can climb in from anywhere from the wall, you remember, if the zombies come in from the back wall, Ma sneaks over and calls us!" Don't do it yourself! By the way, let's light a torch and bring it, the backyard is dark. ”

"Night is different from daytime, don't rush up yourself, remember!" I don't worry about telling them loudly, there is really no manpower to encourage them to go together during the day, but they don't have the ability to fight independently, so it's no problem to put a sentry.

The girls responded crisply, and each went to get a torch to light it, and Hulala ran to the backyard.

"They're coming! Strange, such a small number of people dare to attack the city? The young man inside the iron gate shouted, and we hurried closer to prepare for battle.