Chapter Seventy-Four: Go Back
When I climbed the cliff, sat back in the car, and went straight to Hohhot to go back, I really had a feeling that if I didn't die, I would have a blessing.
"It's good to be alive" I leaned back in the chair in a cold sweat, looking at the scenery flying by outside the car window, and muttered thoughtfully: "The world is so beautiful, if I die, I will suffer a lot."
"It's good to know that you're afraid." Shen Han drove the car and said to me without looking back, his tone was very cold.
Hearing this, I turned my head to look at her, and there was some indescribable warmth in my heart.
Half an hour ago, when I was still standing at the bottom of the cliff to ask for help, Shen Han was the first to come down to save me.
According to Zhao Qingluan, when I was pushed off the cliff by Fang Shiliang, Shen Han seemed to really think I was dead.
"Brother Yuan, don't you know, we were still stunned when we saw you being pushed down, and my sister-in-law cried directly." When Zhao Qingluan said this to me, his expression was a little emotional: "Fortunately, you are fine, if you really have an accident, I guess my sister-in-law will have to go to Fang Shiliang to play for her life." ”
In fact, Zhao Qingluan didn't tell me this, and I could see that when Shen Han came down to save me, his eyes were red, obviously he had just cried, but he just wiped away his tears.
"I've been a bit of a," I put my chin on my hand and looked at myself in the rearview mirror, suddenly feeling that the person in the mirror looked so embarrassed.
"It's that you're thinking too much." Shen Han replied.
"It's not that I'm thinking too much, it's a fact." I stared intently at myself in the rearview mirror, and said to Shen Han as if talking to myself: "It turns out that I have always felt that I am very powerful, and Brother Yi often praises me, saying that I have made rapid progress, and I have learned other people's things for a few years in a few months."
Shen Han listened to my story, didn't interject, and drove quietly, his eyes were a little complicated, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"But only I know that many things are not solved by my strength, but by luck," I laughed, and my tone was full of self-deprecation: "I often tell others that luck is also a kind of strength, but I'm also a fucking man, and it's a fucking shame to always rely on luck."
"Fang Shiliang is not wrong, luck can't always save me, only strength can save me, and what can save me is strength"
I took out a box of cigarettes from my pocket and was about to take a cigarette and put it in my mouth to light it, but when I saw that Shen Han was still in the car, I didn't light the cigarette and stuffed the cigarette case back.
"If it weren't for Fang Shiliang this time, our things would have been looted by Mr. Tan's grandson." I said helplessly.
Shen Han shrugged his shoulders: "Loot it, loot it, it's a big deal to grab it back later, not to mention that those things are not particularly important." ”
"You can really see it." I leaned back in my chair, as if trying to curl up in the corner, and muttered, "It's a trivial matter whether I can thin those things, mainly because I think it's too embarrassing."
"There's nothing to be ashamed of." Shen Han comforted me, his expression was a little gentler, not as serious as just now.
"I can't keep things this time, so what about next time?" When I said this, my eyes kept staring at Shen Han, and there was a faint fear in my tone: "What if one day I can't even protect you?" ”
I don't know why, whenever I think about it, what if something goes wrong one day, and Shen Han and they are by my side, and my own luck doesn't work at that time?!
Maybe I'm a person who is afraid of death, but in the end, I'm more afraid of Shen Han and them dying before me than dying myself.
"There won't be that day." Shen Han comforted in a low voice.
"What if so?!!" I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists tightly: "Damn, Mr. Tan, they don't know what they're going to do with me in the future, you bastards."
"Don't think too much," Shen Han comforted.
"After this incident, I will let Xiao Zhao and them go home, try not to stay with me, so as not to get into trouble." When I said these words, my tone was a little helpless, and the sense of powerlessness that was difficult to hide was already coming out of the words: "You too, let's go back to Tianjin obediently first, your brother can have a lot of people over there, and he can protect you." And if you go back, the Dusheng Sect shouldn't choose you to start, and they can't afford to lose that person."
Before I finished speaking, Shen Han's expression changed suddenly, and I couldn't tell if it was anger or something else, all in all, it looked a little scary.
"You're telling me to go back?" Shen Han stepped on the brakes, glared at me and asked, "You let me go back to Tianjin?!" ”
"No, I don't want you to go back, but I can't protect you now," I explained with a little weakness: "I'm cowardly now, but I think my decision is right, you can go back."
"The surname Yuan" Shen Han grabbed my collar violently, and asked me with red eyes: "What do you mean by letting me go back?!! Didn't you keep saying that you could protect me?!! Why are you letting me go back now?!! ”
I didn't expect Shen Han's reaction to be so big, listening to these words, I really didn't know how to answer for a while.
At this time, Zhao Xiaosan, who was leading the way in front, seemed to have noticed that something was wrong.
When I stopped and looked, I saw Shen Han talking to me, so I secretly waved to them again, indicating that there was nothing else, and they nodded and went back.
"Didn't you count all the things you said to me before?"
"You kept telling me that you would protect me, did you forget it all? Or are you kidding me? Just talking? ”
Hearing her ask this, my mind suddenly went a little blank, and I didn't know what to say.
Shen Han was originally staring at me with red eyes, but she saw that I didn't speak, so I looked at her like this for more than ten seconds, Shen Han seemed to feel that her reaction was a little excited, and she uncomfortably let go of my collar.
She didn't look at me again, silently lowered her head, looked at her hands, and her face was full of confusion.
"It's dangerous around me, I don't know when."
"I know," Shen Han muttered with scattered eyes, his voice was very thin, as if he was talking to himself: "I understand what you said, but I just want to face it with you, I don't want to hide from a distance and watch you"
"It's good that you understand," I breathed a sigh of relief.
"I'm not afraid of following you, what do you have to be afraid of, it's better for two people to have an accident than for one person," Shen Han muttered: "If you die, do you think I can live happily alone?"
When I heard her say this, I suddenly felt my heart throb violently.
The expression on Shen Han's face and the tone of his speech at that time were really distressing.
"Since you said you would protect me well, then why did you let me go back, you can't be bold enough to keep me by your side"
When he said this, Shen Han raised his head and looked at me deeply.
"Forget it."
Shen Han turned his face back, looked at the road ahead, slowly started the car, and said in a very indifferent tone: "I'll book a ticket back to Tianjin in a while, and you can go back to Brother Yi by yourself." ”
"Are you disappointed with what I just said?" I asked her.
"Nope." Shen Han replied.
I glanced at Shen Han and gritted my teeth.
Before she could pull the car out, I pulled the door open and stepped out, then went around to the driver's seat and opened the door.
"What are you doing?" Shen Han was stunned.
"Don't talk nonsense."
I reached out, held Shen Han's calf, gently picked her up, and then walked back to the co-pilot and stuffed her into the car.
In the process, she still did not resist, and was docile like a lamb.
"Let's go." I got into the driver's seat and closed the door.
"Where?" Shen Han asked me confused.
"Go to the airport, are you going to drive back to Guiyang?" I said angrily, started the car with an unfamiliar movement, and drove out slowly: "Damn, Lao Tzu will go back to retreat, I won't believe it, Brother Yuan in the dignified metaphysical world can't protect you!" ”
"You"
"You." I gritted my teeth and said, "What I said earlier was all fart, don't worry, it's just my brain." ”
When Shen Han heard this, his body trembled slightly, and a layer of mist appeared in his eyes in an instant.
"With me in the future, no one can touch you!!"