"At that time, I didn't think much about it, who would have thought of a monk who had attained the Tao with a beastly heart? He said that other meditation rooms are doing things, and going to the abbot's meditation monastery is the same. I followed him into the abbot's monastery. There is also a Buddha shrine in the meditation room of Yiqing, and there is also a Guanyin Bodhisattva in the Buddha shrine. Yiqing asked me to kneel on the puff mat in front of the Buddha shrine, and before kneeling on the mat, Yiqing let me drink half a bowl of water. ”

"What water?"

"Yiqing said that it was holy water. I knelt on the mat for less than ten minutes, and then I fell asleep on the mat, and after that, I didn't doubt the half bowl of holy water that Ichiqing gave me, because I also felt drowsy when I listened to the abbot's chanting on the first day. That day, I didn't know how long I slept, and when I woke up, I didn't feel anything wrong, and although my lower body was hot, I still didn't think about it. The reason is that that afternoon, I rushed for an hour on the mountain road, and it was another hot day, and the sides of the crotch rubbed against each other for too long, which was already a bit hot. ”

"When did you suspect that there was something wrong with the clear water?"

"After I got pregnant, I was a little confused, I grew up, sleep has been very shallow, I am very sensitive, as long as there is a little sound in the night, I will wake up immediately, but that day, I slept very deeply, I didn't feel at all, after waking up, my brain was still a little groggy, and my body was not very refreshing. If a woman falls asleep in a monk's meditation room for a while, can she not be suspicious? I vaguely felt that there was something strange in this, until I stopped coming - since I was fifteen years old, I came every month to the time, and there was never a mistake, my mother said that eighty percent was pregnant, so I asked the old Chinese medicine doctor to check the pulse, and the result was really pregnant. Count the days, and I'll understand what's going on. I also understand why Cao Sulan is pregnant. At this time, I understood what was going on with the 'Guanyin Sending Child'. I also blame my heart for being unclean, unrefreshing, selfish, and having children, I can stay at my in-law's house. You can also raise your head in the village - you don't know, if a woman gets married and can't have children, the people in the village will say that you are useless and will point fingers and poke behind your back, regardless of whether you are a man or not. It's hard to live! Thinking about Cao Sulan, I don't think much about it, and I don't feel bitter. Cao Sulan has been married for a few years, her stomach has not moved, as long as a man drinks, he will whip her with his trouser belt, work in the field, one is stuffy, do not say a word to others, life is really sad, once, she drank pesticides, fortunately the family found out early, no accident. But since she became pregnant, life has suddenly gotten better, the man's temperament has changed, and her father-in-law and mother-in-law, the family have offered her as a bodhisattva. Looking at Cao Sulan, I also want to open it. Women, with long hair and short vision, can only see this point on the tip of the nose. ”

"Since you have recognized the true face of Yiqing, why are you still involved with him?"

"This - there are two reasons for this, probably God destined me to be childless, after three months, I worked in the field - it was to shovel vegetables in my own vegetable field - since I was pregnant, the man and my in-laws did not let me work in the field, saying that I should take good care of the fetus, when I was shoveling vegetables, I did not use much strength, suddenly felt uncomfortable in my body, uncomfortable in my heart, and invited the old Chinese medicine doctor to my home, and the result was a slippery miscarriage."