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When he woke up, he was covered with wounds and bruises, and he felt the pain all over his body as if all his bones were broken, and his mouth was full of fishy smell, because his internal organs must have been seriously injured, and he didn't know how much blood flowed from his mouth and nose, ears and eyes, but ......

He's still alive, it's incredible.

Yes, Smoke is the First Apostle, he has an aT force field, and he also has all kinds of peculiarities, plus the eVa he drives is specially made for him, all of which allow him to cross the void of the Moon and the Earth, and he can enter the atmosphere alone, but ...... All of this actually relies on its aT force field, why the apostles in this world are unmatched by mortals, there is only one reason, aT force field, if there is no aT force field, even if the apostle is huge, and even has various abilities, but human beings only need to use large nuclear bomb tactics, as long as there is no aT force field, then no apostle is a big Ivan can not be leveled, if there is, then two......

Because of this, when he lost the aT force field and fell straight down from the outer space of the atmosphere, he knew that he was dead, absolutely dead, from that height, at that degree to the ground, not to mention the huge force and explosion at the time of impact, the temperature of the atmosphere friction alone could vaporize most of the eVa, and then he would lose the protection of eVa and hit the ground like a meteorite, splitting apart, and he couldn't even find a single piece of flesh and bones.

However, he is still alive......

Smoke tried hard to open his eyes, this simple blinking eyelid action, he was doing it like running a marathon now, he was covered in cold sweat again, and then he barely opened his eyes, and there was a clear sky in front of him, but there was more dust in this sky, and he was not in the eVa's plug, but lay flat on a grass, and in the corner of his eye, he could faintly see smoke and dust in the air far away.

At that moment, there was a noise next to him, and he tried to deflect his head, and his bones seemed to be protesting, and a creaking sound sounded from his neck, and he finally saw the person who was moving...... Roger.

Roger was covered in charred black, and there were cracks in the blackened black, and when he looked through the cracks, he was full of burnt flesh and bones, and he even saw that there was a hole in his stomach, and most of the internal organs in it were estimated to be damaged......

"Did you save me?" Smoked Sand spoke in a voice as dry as frosted stone.

"It's not to save you, it's just convenient, you weren't dead at that time."

Roger cracked his mouth and smiled, and Roger seemed to be smiling all the time, from the time he came into contact with Shinji Ikari, he had been smiling all the time, whether it was fighting, whether it was peacetime, or whenever he was dying, as if there was no negative emotion, such a pure human ......

Smoke took a few breaths, and finally gathered his strength again, and spoke again: "But you are dying, and your injuries are much worse than mine......"

"yes, I'm dying." Roger still smiled heartily, but the movement of his hands still kept moving...... He was working with pieces of metal, blocks of wood, sharp wires, cloth...... These things are put on his body, using metal wire, pieces of metal, wood, cloth or something to sew up the gaps in his body, no, not so much stitching, but rather piecing together, he is trying to piece his body together a little more completely, this kind of tearing flesh, tearing bones, and even tearing his own pain, it is simply beyond anyone's imagination, and in the eyes of smoke, Roger's eyes did not waver at all, as if he did not feel these pains, and did not know that he was about to die.

"But I'm not dead yet? Since you didn't die, let's try again. ”

Xun didn't have any words for a while, this Li Lin in front of him, this human being, was the type he had never seen before, he didn't know what this emotion was in his heart, he could only say: "Are you planning to go to the battlefield of nerv again?" Are you going to fight again with your body that is about to shatter like you are now? You...... What the hell are you for? ”

"I'm just trying to fulfill this dream, I'm just trying to ...... One more time. ”

As Roger spoke, a piece of metal in his hand suddenly cracked, which generally pierced into his muscles, and suddenly the wound was cracked even bigger, he immediately grinned, and then pulled out the metal piece again, and pierced and tightened the wound with a wire, this series of actions made it painful to see.

"You know what? Dream? Yes...... It's not something that can be done simply, it's called a dream, because it's something that you want to achieve in your dreams, and it's because of the powerlessness in reality that you can only complete it in your dreams, so many people, no, the vast majority of people can only think about it in their dreams, but they never dare to achieve it, it's not that they're cowardly, but when the dream fails, the pain of falling is unbearable. ”

While Roger treated the wound, he also spoke to Xun: "There is too much pain in this world, and ordinary life also contains helplessness, everyone may have their own dreams that are excited when they think about it at the beginning, but these pains, as well as reality, make them give up, even if they don't give up and work hard to achieve it, they will often fail and fall ......"

"Life is not archived, no one can read the file, dreams are also, failure is failure, falling, many people can't stand up again, because they can't see hope after working hard, and what they get is also an indifferent sight, as if the whole world is left with you alone, gradually, you will become unconfident, become hopeless, become accustomed to avoiding, become as if as long as you hide will not be hurt, as if as long as you hurt others before you hurt you, you will never receive ......frustration again"

Roger slowly used all his strength at this time, stood up little by little, supported his knees with all his strength, and then he began to make do with the muscles of his legs with the remaining pieces of iron and wood, his expression was focused and solemn, his eyes were firm and resolute, without the slightest hesitation or evasion.

Hearing what Roger said, Smoke thought of Shinji Ikari, that kid, that's how it is...... Obviously full of hope and expectation, but he reaped disappointments again and again, so he became less and less confident, more and more withdrawn and cowardly, and avoiding became his way of life, just like this cold world......

"But! If you continue like this, you will never be able to achieve your dreams! ”

Roger roared loudly as if he was venting something, his eyes seemed to be slightly red, and he didn't know if it was the illusion of smoke, and Roger continued: "I used to be an ordinary person, and I was hit by the monster of reality for my dreams, and I even despaired for a while, but it is not okay not to stand up again!" There is also responsibility and responsibility waiting for me, there are trusted partners, there are dreams to tell me, so every time I fall, I have to stand up again, every time I fall and stand up, I accumulate strength to achieve my dreams, every time I fall and stand up, I will be one step closer to my dreams, every time I fall and stand up, I will win hope for what I love and those who love me! ”

When Roger said this, he violently inlaid a piece of metal into a broken bone, and barely supported the bone with rough means, and then he looked at the smoke, and finally said: "I also grew up from the most ordinary people, just because I stood up again, I did not abandon any trust in me, and I will not live up to the trust I have given, the world appreciates all those who dare to do it again!" Whether he is a hero or a mortal, this is the answer I have to my heart, no matter what enemy I face, no matter what predicament I face, no matter what danger I face, as long as I am alive, I will stand up again, because, this is the source of my dreams! ”

"Because man's dreams never end! As long as you dare to stand up again, your dream will come true one day! ”

"I will always believe!"

Roger grinned, his eyebrows had been burned off at the moment, and more than eighty or even ninety percent of the skin on his body had been burned to charcoal, but his voice was still hearty, his smile was still hearty, and there was no fear of a little gloom.

Then, spatial ripples distorted around Roger's body, and he disappeared in front of Smoke's eyes.