I would like to bid farewell to my book friends with this chapter
The white-robed guest wanted to ridicule Zeng Yu with his strong poetic talent in front of the thousands of scholars in Jiangxi, but he was still mourning, and it was inconvenient to be too publicized in the public, he knew that Zeng Yu was now living in the inn at the north end of East Lake, so he took the servant to the East Lake, found the Chunfeng Lou Inn, and asked the shopkeeper to serve some refreshments, while drinking tea, while waiting for Zeng Yu to come back.
The white-robed guest waited for half an hour, and was impatient to think that Zeng Yu would be drinking and celebrating in other restaurants, when he heard the laughter outside the inn gate, Zeng Yu and the others came back.
The white-robed guest sat alone and waited solemnly.
Zeng Yu and Zheng Shi, Wu Chunze, Jing Yi Zhusheng entered the inn, at noon, the sun covered the large patio in the front yard of the inn, the wood grain of the door wall, tables and chairs can be seen, this inn is some years old, the utensils are old, the man dressed like snow is naturally particularly eye-catching, Zeng Yu, who was originally smiling, condensed his expression, blurted out a sentence:
"You're here β you shouldn't have been. [ Lots of good looks]"
It's a pity that the white-robed guest couldn't cooperate and say "I'm hereβI'm already here", he couldn't help but be stunned when he heard Zeng Yu's somewhat rude, a little inexplicable, and a little unfathomable, and thought: "Could it be that Zeng Yu already knows who I am, and that I shouldn't come to accuse me of leaving my hometown for filial piety in mourning?" β
The white-robed guest was shocked and speechless for a while.
Zeng Yu didn't expect such a sentence to shock the white-robed guest, and then Zheng Shi asked him: "Nine carp, who is this?" β
Zeng Yu said: "When I was a friend, I didn't know his surname, but I knew that he was a master." β
These words were said in front of the white-robed guest, and the white-robed guest immediately relieved himself, got up and said: "Zeng Gongzi, I only appreciated Zeng Gongzi below, and I heard Zeng Gongzi say that he knows everything about poetry, songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, so I came to ask for advice." β
Zeng Yu said with a smile: "How dare you ask for advice, Mr. won't give some advice to the late born today?" β
The white-robed guest was reluctant to mention the incident of the White Horse Temple that day, and said: "I want to ask Zeng Gongzi to take a look at his poems, can I?" β
Zeng Yu understood that this was to compete with him in poetry, that is, to fight poetry, presumably because he was very angry with his wild words in front of the gate of the School Department, in fact, he did not boast that he was proficient in everything and wanted to compete with the world's talents......
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The above 700 words were written by Xiaodao before he was hospitalized on the 27th of last month, and he originally planned to continue writing when his waist was a little better, but now, Xiaodao can no longer continue to write, and Xiaodao is going to say goodbye to his book friends, because Xiaodao's life is not long.
It's not a joke, Xiaodao really hopes it's just a joke, but the reality is so cruel, Xiaodao has to face it.
Xiaodao was hospitalized this time because of low back pain and couldn't get up, but he found a huge liver mass during CT and MRI examinations, and the local hospital was helpless to recommend transferring, No. 28 Xiaodao went to Shanghai accompanied by his wife and sister, brother-in-law and a friend of his brother-in-law, and went to Shanghai in Shanghai Oriental Hepatobiliary Hospital, the doctor recommended to do a strengthened MRI, because there were acquaintances, the examination results came out quickly, the liver tumor was huge up to 17cm, involving the hepatic artery, which could not be surgically removed, and had spread, There is a 4.5cm tumor in the right kidney, and there is also a 3rd lumbar vertebrae, which is why Xiaodao's low back pain is not good this time-
The consultation expert also suggested doing a PET-CT to find out the original lesion, because the huge tumor in the liver is not primary, it is metastasized from other parts, in fact, for Xiaodao, it is irrelevant to find out the original lesion, since it has metastasized and spread, to borrow a common commentary of the national football team: there is not much time left for Xiaodao!
Xiaodao is not very afraid of death, Xiaodao likes to read, the ancient sages and philosophers, celebrities and monks on life and death thinking and perception affect Xiaodao, Xiaodao himself also wrote a "Death Chatter" prose, but really to this point, only to find that it is still difficult to detach, this is a cold arrow, Xiaodao hospitalization is to treat the waist, how did you ever think of facing death.
Mothers, wives, daughters, and children, there are really a lot of things to worry about, but there is no way, the cruel reality must be faced, Xiaodao is not strong and brave, and defeating the disease is not something that Xiaodao's subjective efforts can do, Xiaodao is just relatively peaceful and has not collapsed-
It can't be operated, chemotherapy is not suitable, Xiaodao has now returned to his hometown Guangfeng, lives in his sister's old house, and is ready to take Chinese medicine for conservative treatment, if it doesn't work, then the leaves will return to the roots, Xiaodao will contact the Red Cross to donate corneas, and finally do something beneficial.
Xiaodao's online name is three idiots, the idiot is reading, Go and writing, writing is Xiaodao's love of things, and it is not regarded as drudgery, and the disease is not because writing is too hard, the whole 2014 Xiaodao only wrote 200,000 or 300,000 words, the website editor did not urge Xiaodao, the editor knew that Xiaodao's waist was not good, and his stomach was not good, and he had always comforted Xiaodao to take care of his illness and everything was easy to say, but he didn't expect Xiaodao to end up with this disease!
For writing, Xiaodao's greatest wish is to write "Void" after writing "Qingke", and now, there is no longer possible, which is a pity.
Over the years, Xiaodao has written "Royal Entertainment Guide", "Shangpin Hanshi", and "Yasao", which has received the support and encouragement of many readers, some book friends have also communicated with Xiaodao on the Internet, and more are silently supporting Xiaodao.
Life is impermanent, cherish the blessing in front of you, Xiaodao is still sane now, and his physical function has not deteriorated, he will write some articles to commemorate his father and relatives, Xiaodao is a literati in his bones, and he can't forget the pen in his hand when he is dying, but here I have to say goodbye to my book friends first, Xiaodao has twice quoted the phrase "the sun also rises", and on a few days, the sun of Xiaodao will no longer rise -
Book friends, cherish!