…… Ray, don't you want me? … Yinshi's voice trembled a little, no matter how many words he had in his heart, but at this moment he only said these seven words, this sentence was filled with despair, Yinshi felt that at this moment the whole world gave up on itself again, and let himself change back to his original appearance, that initial time.

Finally, I am no longer lonely, and it is not easy to have a family again, but in the end, I have become a person again, if I really continue like this, what is the meaning of living?

To be honest, children's thoughts are terrible, because they are more innocent than anyone else, so they are more likely to doubt and despair about things than anyone else, just like Yinshi is now, if Lei Zhe didn't appear, if he hadn't done a lot for Yinshi, Yinshi would at least be strong and live, but Lei Zhe's appearance broke Yinshi's original life trajectory, when you are hungry, there is someone who helps you, you will thank him, when you are in danger, a person comes to save you and even becomes scarred because of this, You will thank him as well, but only thank you, will you give all your strength to him? Maybe not, isn't that what this world is, gratitude is always just gratitude, and I'm not obligated to do more for you.

It's just that Yinshi is not like this, and at the same time he feels jī, other complicated thoughts also appear in his heart, such as relying on, such as repaying, especially people who live in this era, especially after Lei Zhe has done a lot of things for Yinshi in the past.

"Silver, isn't that kind of life what you've always wanted? Big house, no need to starve anymore, you can learn superb swordsmanship to become stronger, maybe you will become the person valued by the Yanagi family, you will never get these things by my side, in that case, why do you want to run out? Go back, it's the right environment for you to live in, and being with me will only bring you pain and disaster. Lei Zhe still said calmly, this time he finally looked at Yinshi, and made a decision in his heart, if Yinshi refused to him, he would knock him out and send him back to Yanagi, and then he would never appear in front of him again, so that Yinshi could live a peaceful life.

"Didn't you say you'd teach me how to be stronger?"

"Yanagi can teach you how to become a strong man, and they will do better, they are famous in swordsmanship, and I am just a monster who can only hold a sword and kill people everywhere." Lei Zhe smiled and replied to Yinshi's words.

"Didn't you say that as long as I could keep up with you, you wouldn't drive me away?" "But can you really keep up with me now? Don't you realize that I was waiting for you very deliberately in the past? Silver, it's not suitable for you to follow me, go back to Yanagi, and I'm also a little tired, I'm tired of the game of playing with children, and now I just want to find a place to rest. Lei Zhe's words smashed like a hammer into the mouth of the silver time,

His heart almost broke, could it be that he was just playing games with himself before? Is he really tired of it? It turns out that everything in the past is just your own wishful thinking?

Even Fang Yi, who was standing next to him, felt that Lei Zhe's words were a bit excessive, what happened between these two little ghosts, and this kid would say such a thing?

"Lord Fang, please send your transformation back to Yanagi, where life is more suitable for Gintoki, as I said earlier, he will only be implicated and hurt if he follows me. There can be no second miracle in this world, I have missed it once, and I will definitely not miss the second time. "What the hell are you" Fang Yi really didn't know what to say, he could understand what Lei Zhe was thinking in his heart, he must have been more uncomfortable than Yinshi when he said this, but even so, Lei Zhe was still so persistent, what happened in the time he didn't know, what made the two of them become like this?

"Don't" Yinshi whispered tremblingly, he lowered his head with a hint of crying in his voice, and then he raised his head and grabbed Lei Zhe's clothes and said loudly: "I don't want to, I don't want to go back to that place, even if the house there is big, even if I don't have to starve, I don't want to go back there, because there is no you there, there is no thunder there!" I don't want a big house, I can starve, just let me stay by your side, as long as you are here, even if you live in the mountains and forests forever, please don't leave me, I will keep up with you, even if I don't have feet, even if I climb with me! I don't regret being by your side, even if I really die at your hands in the future, I won't regret it, because you are my important family! I finally got my family! Please, don't throw me down, Ray! Yinshi said that he cried here, even if he didn't cry no matter how hard his life was, he was telling himself to be strong, but this time he couldn't be strong......,

Everyone looked at this crying silver-haired ghost, even those prostitutes and geisha, this little ghost who grabbed the corner of Lei Zhe's clothes and squatted on the ground and cried bitterly, making everyone's hearts twitch and twitch.

Family......

Lei Zhe raised his hand, mōmō silver hair, his hair was very delicate, soft like monkey hair, he liked the feeling, and then he whispered! "Aren't you my hard-won family, that's why I want to leave you, because you're the only person I can't worry about and can't hurt, monkey..."

Looking at the two teenagers in front of him, a smile appeared on Songyang's face, and there were various meanings in that smile, and he thought in his heart: Sure enough, even if it is a beast or a monster, there are things that make it impossible for him to give up and cherish him, this silver-haired boy is the key, maybe things are not as difficult as he imagined, isn't this the best reason to hold a knife? What better reason to be strong than protecting those around you, protecting your only family?

"Lei Zhe, do you want to protect? Own family? If you want, take this silver-haired boy with you" Songyang said, after hearing his words, Yinshi and Lei Zhe looked at him at the same time, but the expressions of the two were different.

"I refuse." Lei Zhe said without thinking about it, he looked at Songyang and continued: "I hope you don't interfere in this matter, let alone think about how to use Yinshi" "As long as I follow Lei's side, it doesn't matter where I go!" "This is Yinshi's words, as long as he can stay by Lei Zhe's side, let alone use it, it doesn't matter if he sells him, he knows that the man in front of him is the key, and only this man can let himself continue to follow him after persuading Lei Zhe!

"Lei Zhe, your wish is to control your own power, right? So what is your rationale for controlling power? Better to go to battle? Not dominated by power? No, all you want is to protect the people around you, the people who are important to you, aren't you? "Songyang's words silenced Lei Zhe, Songyang's words can't be said to be all right, and they can't be said to be all wrong, at least the reason why Lei Zhe wants to control the power now is that he won't hurt Yinshi again, so that he can continue to stay by his side, and before that, he can only disappear until the problem is solved.

"I said that you have a third way to go in addition to two paths, that is, to use the knife in your hand to protect the people around you, and having a reason to move forward will make people stronger, I was still thinking about how to make you have this reason, but now it seems that my thoughts are a little redundant, don't you feel that your reason to fight is always around?" Song Yang stretched out his hand and pulled up Yinshi, who was squatting on the ground, he wiped the other party's tears, and then continued: "The truly strong people are not those who are battle maniacs, the real strong are those who fight to protect their families and important things, maybe they are weak, but for the people or things they cherish, they will take up arms and fight against the strong, even if they know that their fate is only death, they will not hesitate." Believe me, it's more useful for this teenager to stay with you than to leave.

After listening to Songyang's words, Lei Zhe was silent, but his reason still told him that he couldn't let Yinshi stay by his side, it was too dangerous.

Seeing Lei Zhe's hesitation, Songyang continued: "I promise, with me you won't hurt this young man, unless you kill me first." Saying this, Songyang looked at Yinshi and said, "Are you willing to follow Lei Zhe's side?" It may be dangerous, and there is no big house, but at least there is a place to live, there are no delicacies from the mountains and seas, but it will not starve, there is not everything you want here, and even then you have to follow? ”

"As long as Ray is there, I can do without anything!" Yin Shi wiped his tears, looked at Songyang and said.

"Really? My name is Yoshida Matsuyo, what about you? "Gintoki Sakata!"

……… Divide and reline......

Although Songyang is one of the leaders of the Yizhi scholars, but in name he is only a teacher of a sījuku, which is not far from Edo, only ten minutes away, and Matsuyo, as a well-known thinker of this era, has not a few children who come to study in his sījuku, and many of them are from good backgrounds, and their families are either banquet merchants or nobles.

"Two new classmates have come to our school today, and I hope you can get along well." Songyang said to the people below, and beside him stood two imps who were not much different in age, one with black hair and the other with silver hair.

"Lei Zhe."

"Gintoki Sakata."

Songyang introduced them one by one, and then asked the other people in the sī school to introduce themselves, and one by one the names appeared, and Lei Zhe and Yinshi both remembered them very carefully, imprinting their appearances deeply in their minds.

"Katsura Kotaro." A young man with long hair like a girl and a delicate face said.

"Shinsuke Takasugi." The short-haired boy with no expression said lazily.

This is the first meeting of the four of them....